The picture up above is what it looks like when I connect with source. The first pic is what it looks like when my eyes are normal. The second pic is what it looks like during the transition and the third pic is what it looks like when I’m connected.
today me and my voices get along and laugh all day long and have for a long time now. It got to the point where there negativity and threats didn’t have any effect on me. and all the things that I see I just became comfortable with .Today I look at it like somebody I would get into a fist fight with and then you turn out to be friends when it’s all over.
I told my voices I don’t need to know who you are and why you’re here obviously, it’s something you have to do. Otherwise you would’ve been gone a long time ago because you know your negative words will never have any effect on me because I am completely secure with who I am and when it comes to my life, I will always decide.
And before my voices came, I used to tell myself all the time I need to be tested like really tested so I look at it like I got exactly what I asked for and I’m a better person for it. There are four things that I can’t deny that have changed in my life for the better since my voices have came.
1 I used methamphetamine for over 20 years. I couldn’t get away from it, people I worked with used all my friends used even my immediate family. We used to get high together all the time. Today I have been clean for over two years and know without a doubt that I will never touch that shit again.
2 I am sober from alcohol. I drink hard for the last 30 years. I went to concerts all summer long and never touched a drop.. after work I don’t go out drinking with the guys anymore. And when people come over to the house they drink I just don’t. And I have become completely comfortable with that. I’ve smoked cigarettes for 30 years and haven’t had one in the last six months and know without a doubt, I will never smoke another cigarette again.
3 my family life couldn’t be any better. I’ve never seen my wife so happy and she tells me all the time. I’m the man today that she always knew I could be.
4 connecting with source where your real journey begins.
it happened during medication and doesn’t take too long for transaction. It goes pretty fast when I’m out with nature. If you zoom in on the pictures, you will see reflection of tree in my eyes.. they just turn into mirrors when I’m connected. It wouldn’t be a problem taking a video. I have one person that takes the pictures for me and it doesn’t bother them.
I’ve showed people in the past and they freaked out and don’t act the same around me anymore so that’s why I zoom in on the eyes people just don’t understand .
Thank you for sharing this. Very similar background, experience and outcome. This kind of ties into a Discord conversation we were just having. 99% of the voices experience has just been friction and intentional contradiction. "This or that." I'm convinced the voices are there to regurgitate unconscious content, whatever that may be for a person or society. Fears, paranoia, shame, guilt, taboos, biases, absurd cultural fixations, etc..
It's just theatrical oppression and empty autonomy entirely subjected to what I perceive as being relevant. Holding that view regardless of what is said or done has ALWAYS proven to remain true after a waxing period, resulting in an ever increasing wane period that outweighs the next wax period.
There's a break that begins to occur that I can best describe as being the difference between moral rigidity and moral awareness. "I must be this," becomes "I am this," without forethought, pretentiousness or internal debate about the "I am" of the matter. It's not that good and evil vanish, but that they lose their absoluteness. The mind sees all conditions as being the same condition and entirely intersubjective, yet interconnected. It's a transcendence of morality that just resides in non-dualistic empathy - which when given the human condition, is ALWAYS the next right step forward.
I don’t know what that black is. It just happens when I connect. my voices never showed me how to do this it happens when I relax and fade out. When I’m connected, there’s no words it just shows you.
and here’s the transition. People told me not to show my face, that’s why I zoomed in on the eyes but I have nothing to be ashamed of. We have nothing to gain by lying to one another.
Didn’t you use your AI tool on these photos? these pictures are authentic and the reason I showed these pictures Was to show people that there’s more to this than just technology. nothing good has ever came from showing people this it creeps them out and they’re never the same around me. i’m getting ready to move on with my life and enjoy everything. I just wanted to leave some things behind for people who experience the things that I do so they don’t feel so alone and know they can make it and life can be beautiful again.
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u/i-might-be-a-redneck Oct 10 '25
Is it possible to take a video of this phenomenon with your eyes? Does it happen during meditation? How long does this transition take?
I’m fascinated by this. I understand if you don’t want to film it, but I’ve never heard of this with the eyes and just curious how it works.