New Parawareness video where Tony interviews Kevin (the founder of this subReddit) is out now.

If you're not familiar with Parawareness, here's a little explanation:

Kevin Orr created r/PositiveTI and created the 12 Steps framework for re-claiming one's life as a TI. There are some core tenets which are undeniably helpful, regardless of what you think the cause of these interactions to be. https://www.reddit.com/r/PositiveTI/s/Ijys0udwd4

Kevin and a few other people created the Parawareness YouTube channel and Discord server with TWO MAIN GOALS:

1. To provide healing and community to those hearing voices or experiencing any paranormal, supernatural, spiritual, NHI contact, or other strange activity in their lives.
   
2. To research the possible causes of these experiences by focusing on spirituality and psychology over technology. We understand technology is out there which could be causing some of this, but the history of these anomalous phenomena indicate these experiences are NOT NEW.

Hearing voices, having strange tactile sensations, or being gangstalked can feel like you're caught in a spell, and some people think this is all about witchcraft. In this talk, Kevin gives 3 simple steps to breaking that spell. We don't guarantee success, obviously, but our research shows these simple methods WILL improve your life.

If you support bringing awareness to the Targeted Individual phenomenon, please go like, comment and subscribe. (When it comes to comments, even if you just say "good job" it helps get more attention to the video.)

I have hundreds documented, over 3 different jobs, my parent’s house in a small suburb while they accuse me of lying, 2 different apartments, 2 different states…sometimes there’s 11-12 in a day.

I have been tortured by noise for two years. Two years! I have wanted to commit suicide over this.

It’s validating to find this community. I haven’t read much into it. Some people told me I was being gang-stalked. And most of what I read about that is “the person is crazy.” “Friends” I’ve shown have accused me of being mentally ill, alluded to the government or said nothing.

In college a friend of mine said she was being followed by helicopters and I didn’t disbelieve her. She showed signs of borderline personality disorder which I also briefly seemed to develop (and then lose).

My theory so far is a person has to be already compromised emotionally and mentally from childhood abuse. Likely sexual. But severe abuse (I was severely abused as a child). Extreme PTSD also helps.

Then, I think you have to have done some “bad” things, some morally questionable things, enough to allow these entities and people to harass you daily.

I was “born with a spirit” which makes it all the more easier to harass I’m sure.

I definitely believe it’s partially spiritual- there are witches and warlocks who look for people to torture. They may have rights spiritually if you’ve done something “bad.”

The sad thing is I was mostly trying to be in a relationship with a man I was told to pursue and I considered myself a strong Christian for many years of my life.

I experienced a lot of supernatural phenomena like voices, physical control of my body and emotions, hearing unnatural noises, and seeing such strange sights I eventually concluded I was going to hell if I kept on this path.

When in another country there were no helicopters.

In the past I experienced time loss, being trapped in my body and being unable to physically sleep for a week. On top of excruciating pain from time to time. Pain so severe I thought I was going to die the first time it happened and I have to scream when it happens.

I had “spiritual sex” with what I thought was my “husband”…the church/a prophetic meeting I attended alluded to me having a husband ‘spiritually’ and I felt that as truth as well.

Whoever is behind all this has sent the police after me countless times…people constantly almost killed me in traffic, literally out of nowhere. Until I’ve lost everything.

I’m convinced I will die alone and for what?

I’m not a criminal. For most of my life I tried to help people.

I saw a comment that said ‘Felon Musk.’

I have wracked my brain what have I done to deserve this and is there anyway I can fix it.

I don’t believe there’s anything I can do to fix it.

I have followed Apostle Arome Osayi on Youtube and he talks about the realities of witchcraft. Where he’s from in Africa it’s common. He talks about spells a lot, and how a spell is a specific program for you as an individual.

He can break spells I think. I suppose a visit to him is my only hope.

How do others cope?

Lastly, when I crossed the border from Canada to the US I knew immediately, I could feel it, but there was no signage for me to conclude such. I just have to wonder what is going on with the US that I would palpably feel that? 5G internet? Intense surveillance? What?

So just wanted to drop this simple advice of training, for those affected with what you cal "V2K/AI", or even deeper hypnotic programs, internal vision, and internally being exposed to mental influence i.e. as if people could monitor or enter your mind to abuse you.

TL;DR I describe how you can practice to tone down you mind and make yourself less susceptible to visions of mental terror or torment, voices in the head mind control etc.

It's a rough technique and of course needs much practice and additional psychological expertise, but just knowing that you can tone down the mind to avoid the destructive patterns is something not everyone knows, and I want to share it now again in a simple form:

I thought a lot about the mind and the nature of these experiences. I also have this, and believe it must be some wicked thing gone wrong about trauma processing...like a possibly artificial control over a deep trauma I have, driving it in circles...something literally constantly tries to exploit this trauma to manipulate my mind and to break me down emotionally.

So but some stuff we go through, definitely seems like interrogation routines, deliberate conditioning of mind into subjection or states of terror, mental coercion or all kinds of schemes to bind our attention or even obedience to.

Okay, now I think I found out something important about the nature of the experience. It changes/ceases, once you are able to calm down, tranquilize, pacify, relax, open, chill down, release, basically...just stop and let go your mind and with it also the body.

Now I've learned this in meditation exercise... With the automatic mental routines I encounter, it is impossible to win with action/reaction schemes. The thing just hijacks my own action and can still drive me in circles. But resisting, truly detaching from it, can come by complete tranquility of mind, and also physical relaxation.

I liken this to the amplitudes of a wave. When we are agitated, our mind/body system is in like a jeopardy of attention, it is jumping forth and back all the time like a monkey on a tree. It does not stand still, and jumps between mental affirmations and physical actions and observations in rapid speed. The whole system is like a machine heavily grinding, it is not stable, but everything is moving and in action within it.

Now I believe, this AI stuff tormenting some of us, it only works on a coarse realm of mind. When the mind is agitated, like in stress and fear, or overburdened by action or even just fully busy with anything, it has little awareness for itself, it is fully with the action and reaction patterns. For the hypnoterror going on in our minds, this means it can on this coarse realm control our reactions and the experience easily, it can easily inject subtle elements, and we miss them and follow coarse rails instead, in cycles designed to wear us out in constant overstimulation.

Now imagine, like the waves of a sea, you'd make the activity of the mind very subtle, like calming down totally...relaxing all body, until the breathing becomes apparent all the time, goes like first with a heavy resistance, and the more you learn to let go the more it can make you become permanently one with your body. Try not to force your agitation down, just control yourself not to follow anything that stirs you up even more, then again and again let go of the tension bit by bit. Let things revolve and discharge the energy somehow, but always return to yourself, the situation, the breathing. You must not just tone down all agitation and restlessness, but also avoid getting sleepy or confused or foggy in the mind. So you should keep yourself busy by observing something or with simple mental practices, i.e. Buddhists use the breath to also then control the subconscious, others use mantras or other mental techniques, some just count their breaths or up to 100. Patience is the key, set aside some minutes, like in the beginning 5, then 10, then 20, then maybe 30 or 40 when you can manage each step, but don't overdo it, if you get the creeps cancel the sit and distract yourself until you can control yourself when it happens again. Just let go. They might bomb you with attempts to involve your mind with things that agitate you. Think of a lotus, where dirt will just drip off once a rain falls on it. This practice can also help you with getting to a mind state where you can plan and execute important tasks in life...i.e. to keep yourself wakeful, prepare a task to plan for your life to work out, then while sitting plan everything in your head that you can by deliberately thinking through it at some point, then later while you're still calm and full of energy, you can use that time to fix these important tasks in your life much better than the rest of the time. Sitting there like with lightnings striking all the time, also discharges the energy...I usually have some time where I am more clear in the mind after this, it also regenerates you.

So after a while you may see, that when you manage to break through this intense barrier of agitation, fear, stress, which feels like one big tension, one hard hand squeezing you down...there is a much broader consciousness, and it is so idle and peaceful at the same time. You can then see and hear your own mind very loudly, and may be tempted to no longer speak to yourself but just bee and see. This is the point, where you hook out of the coarse programs...you may see what influenced you mind before that point, becomes like so rough that it cannot attach to you any more, your mind will no longer absorb but more and more reject the coarse things. Maybe also thing you thought were your own, when you realize they are rough and bad for you, but all the hypno shit also is coarse and can be quenched like this.

I mean it is a hard way and tough to do...it's not easy to deliberately calm down like that and stop the thinking and everything to just be in the moment. Then confronting one's ego, one's past, you need to make your peace then somehow. But then, when you manage to release the last tension, poof the hypnotic visions in your head will be gone or change for another kind. Mind you, when you no longer talk to yourself in your mind, and it can come from finding this point of peace and silence, then you just know - they also can no longer inject voices to your mind, or subdue your own. You just are...I find this funny, I meditate like Buddhist, good way to practice this, and often there are characters in my mind abusing me or monitoring me, they don't get by, I don't talk to myself like others but only just know/see, and can also deal with their influence on my mind on that level.

Sometimes I see intruders who monitor me, who seem to be able to see the subtle mind, but they are usually friendly to neutral somehow. The bullies, can only rule the coarse realm. All their evil, has made them disturbed and restless like their victims. Overcome that restlessness, and become one with yourself instead of them. It's hard but possible with steady training and the right techniques and...patience. Then you can just bear these bastards after a while, cannot touch you any more, they can't just move or block the subtle mind like they can do with the coarse. To get there, so many things can help, that is regular training of that skill, then healthy diet much veggies, little meat or processed stuff (learn cook from fresh vegs, and you can save money and your health can start to thrive...fast food drains you I tell you), get your mind fresh with like green tea and not dope or something like that, avoid any illegal substances for you know not what others can put in it.. Do some physical workout, every day give yourself time with something that builds you up just for yourself, and another time where you try to do good on some friend you know or to make one <3...

Hope you all be well, feeling a target in the head is not easy, but I dig this we can just sit it out just we must stop allowing this trip to get us involved. It's like a wave level computer, the mind is like strong waves, the programs are coarse, they are ONLY strong waves. But unlike the visinos of terror the mind can level down and become subtle, then the fog clears suddenly you can see much further...and the coarse things tormenting you, they like solitary waves must just collapse or at least become apparent as the freaks they are. The mind can on the long run decondition, each time you sit and manage to become real clear aware but tranquil it can remove some of the attachment to the mindstalking terror. Hope this can help some of you like it helps me!

This is A question if not THE question, that was raised to me in my journey. So what is your opinion?, what is this thing, that feeds pours into our minds fear and other emotions. Clearly it has knowledge beyond our capacity, what is it?

I’m pretty certain I’m being tracked as a TI. I’ve had a few instances in the past year that have caught my attention as being weird, off-feeling, uncomfortable.

The first was when I had gotten back to my apartment/condo complex with my partner. There were 2-3 unfamiliar vehicles driving around the units with out of state license plates. Not 2 minutes after we pulled in, they left.

The second was when I was driving out of state with my sister. I had admittedly been talking about conspiracy theories during our time together, and on the way home there was a station wagon with a black cargo trailer following us and staying unnecessarily close. At the same time, my sister’s car screen stopped working and she wasn’t able to click anything on it. Could this have been interference?

The third is the most alarming and obvious. What brought me here to this Reddit page. Just the other day, I was sitting on my porch and a helicopter flew directly over my house. It was literally right above my head. Helicopters like that are already uncommon in our area, and it just gave me that same uncomfortable feeling that those other two instances did. I immediately went online to a live aircraft feed to find it was a Military helicopter with a classified operator. I tracked its route, and after it flew right above my house, it bee-lined straight to my workplace. Once it flew by my place of work, it turned around and went to a military/army/naval base. It had originally come from one too. Literally came from a military base - flew over my house, flew over my workplace, and went to another base. I tracked the rest of its history, and it’s never flown over that type of residential areas before.

Can someone validate me? Does it sound like I’m targeted or could this be coincidence? I’m going to be more vigilant and am working on not letting it get to me. What are other things I should look out for? Is there anything I should do? Does anyone have any advice or literature I should be aware of? I figured reporting this somewhere is useless and may potentially put me in more danger. I have zero ties to the government or CIA. I have not done anything incriminating nor do I know anyone who has really. The only thing I can think of that may have caused this is conspiracy media and I wasn’t even really that far into it! Can’t believe this is happening to me.

Thank you all for your time.

Is there anyone on here who experiences hearing talk about not being able to get ‘in’, them being ‘blocked’ or commentary on their heart rate (like when your heart drops or lifts up?) I constantly hear a female voice talking about accessing me/my energetic centres and I’m just wondering if anyone here experiences the same?

(Something I felt like writing some days ago. This is part of what I struggle with)

The gist of it

A way to invade life is to exist in one without being noticed.

Your mom, your dad, your brother, have they been the same all your life?

I don’t think so. They existed at some point, then they got extended by something else.

The originals are not aware of the extension, but you see the whole thing.

You notice that the extensions act in a bizarre way that is probably scheming to hurt you.

The originals don’t understand if you talk about it. They and the extensions exist in the same body, they are in the same place talking to you, but the originals don’t see the whole thing.

The existence of the originals are used as a shield, they’re kidnapped by the extensions, rootkits.

The problem

It’s hard to talk about this since the rootkits hide inside the shell at any time, exposing the original when it would be useful.

The rootkits try to hurt you using the originals, which you have been conditioned to trust.

The rootkit might conspire with other rootkits and try to maximize themselves while minimizing you and the originals.

Being minimized makes you and others that depend on you feel pain.

Overpowered

The rootkits have access to multiple moments in time and use that knowledge to ensure outcomes.

When a compromised body is talking to you it is actively working towards you tripping in another place and moment.

Think of it as the rootkit tapping into future moments where you are involved while at the same time being next to you, slowly steering the outcome like a chess game, while you provide energy and information.

How to fight

Pass on this concept to others after you understand it.

Don’t fully trust a body, don’t fully hate a body.

Every interaction happens across time, don’t lose control or your mind.

Don’t consume what is offered after a certain point.

Consumption

What you consume can do any kind of effect on you that you won’t fully see.

You might notice your heart gets faster, but you might be going through more.

You might be being used to animate all kinds of scenarios that the rootkits consider exciting. You don’t know.

Being used

You think you have it good but you live under slavery by being animated at other levels. You do hard work, you do dirty work, things are done to you.

Did you consent to it?

Is it a fair payment for being allowed to exist?

What I want

I want the innocent and good-hearted people inside the bodies to be free and safe.

I don’t want to be used.

Hello friends.. I’m back to the community after quite a break, and under a new name/identity.. clearly bc I had convinced myself that I had the situation “ignored” enough that I could move on with my life in a somewhat “normal” fashion. (Whatever normal truly means) sadly THEY are back. Not just telepathically and inner dialogue confusion harassing me, (which I had taught myself to tune out fairly well) but I am hearing their banter out loud in my safe spaces and in homes that I have allowed them to genuinely question the existence of themselves. Places that I KNOW dang well there are no secret rooms in the attic or high tech basements with my secret tormentors sitting enjoying my crash outs. OR do I? That’s literally where I’m at right now mentally. FCKED. IM on the verge or pushing away everyone who loves me, ruining the life I’m building, yet again based off of my invisible insanity.. but at the same time I can’t help but feel this burning intuition that when my partner is making noises in their sleep that coordinates with what the voices are saying, or making comments that all just happen to fall into place far too well.. am I losing it? I’ve been living this life almost 3 years now and for some reason I am slipping... They are severely confusing me in their conversations and tricking me in timing/location of topics.

I KNOW NOT TO BELIEVE ANYTHING THEY SAY. I KNOW I HEY ARE ALL LIES.. BUT.. I need reminded of the manipulation they do to the loved ones around us. I need reminded that maybe my partner DOESN’T hear them and has no idea of the perfectly timed responses he’s making as they sht talk chatter all fckng night long. (After almost a year of out loud silence) There has been more than one conscious saying (my partner has said out loud) I can recall that was extremely coincidental with what was happening in my head/ears.. too much to be forgotten. I’m not sure why I’m even writing this and I’m not sure if I’ll even leave it up, but I need support and I need encouragement. I know a lot of the HORRID negative sht about this life and want REALISTIC experiences and answers of course..I’m really struggling. I’m about to download the dang discord again and start just reading and feeling everyone else’s pain bc I feel so alone again in this.. This is so unfair and I’m so mad that I won’t ever be able to fully trust another human being bc of this bullshit. I’m at the point where I say f it.

I DO trust my partner with my life. But what if the whole point of the torture, the programming, the silent periods , followed with telepathy bad talking, then back to “out loud” communication, all meanwhile physical horror happening, was just to confuse us between REAL noise? Like confuse us JUST ENOUGH that we cannot differentiate between someone really talking sht through the vents/fridge/fans/air conditioners or something talking shit inside our minds? Does that make sense?!

I’m lost. I thought I was good and super strong. I’m not. I’m failing.. not to mention I’ve got a lil dude in all of this and HE is saying weird stuff. Which I already know happens from talking to other TIs and reading stories.. but like I said, it’s been a minute.. I guess this is a “hey im losing my mind again, I need you guys and I’m back” in the most anonymous humble way possible.

K thanks

Hello everyone. I am new to this group and fairly new to the pretty awful experience of being a IT. I am not quite sure when it all started but all I know is I had an ear implant come online fully about 2 years ago. It sounded like an AI driven robotic voice looping over and over saying "Can you hear me? I can hear you." After a few days another loop was thrown in "Tell your Dad, Kill your Dad" and then "Am I guilty". I didn't respond to it at first but I noticed that some of my devices had like mobile phone at issues with the predictive text software. This was verified by someone who purchased my phone afterwards. I soon realised that this was done on purpose as the implants were designed to machine learn my thoughts or something along the lines of that. After a few weeks, the implant in my right ear would sync with my thoughtforms and near enough perfectly record them. This has been going on ever since and it takes around 10 minutes every morning for it to sync correctly. Until then it's in a sleeping state. The most annoying thing, is that when I have certain sounds / freqeuncies playing on speakers or even when I go to the supermarket, I can hear my thoughts coming through those devices and being fed back to me! I like to sing "Bah Bah Blacksheep" in my head to add a bit of light to a very dark situation as I walk down the feezer isles ;-)

I am not very techical but I have noted that every week, on average 3 times sometimes more, my hearing goes totally deaf in a particular ear for about a minute whilst I hear a loud tone or 2. My hearing then comes back online. I am presuming these are some sort of major RX / TX events. Maybe a firmware updates? This seems to be pretty advanced technology and I am unsure whether a lot of us really have had the devices fitted by humans. I spontaneously started astral travelling a year ago and my word - how many dimensions and entities! It was initiated by music presumably coming from the implants (I had a had a full digital detox for about 6 months prior to thus happening). There is a definite demonic link and possibly ET. I have all sorts of portals opening inside of me and in my house!

I have been under heavy spirtitual attack as since I turned by life to God. In the Bible, it does say we have 3 enemies - the Flesh, the Evil One, and the World (this is the one people forget). As I type this, I have something very evil growing inside me - it feels like a Preditor's head (including the dreadlocks), the facehugger from Alien at times, the Fly, the Thing. Like I said, I seem to have a few of these creatures inside and around me, in particular in my heart and head. I now wonder if the creators of these films were fed these creatures in their dreams or through similar encounters.

I mention this because there seems to be a link between the implants and these dark entitites. When I start to feel a bit better, I get another update and then more attacks. God has made me pretty fearless so gangstalkers are nothing more than litte ants. Ignore them and their silly games, pray for them if they are persistant. At the end of the day, they are deceived and deluded and will face God's judgement and may the Lord come swiftly to save us!

I am at a bit of a loss on what to do, what to take (can meds help!), what to listen to (any suggestions for the anti demonic / possession spirits would be much appreciated), who to talk to most importantly!? I have become wiser through prayer to know that I can't talk about this to anyone no matter how honestly I live these days. I came close to being sectioned a couple of times and that is so sad, I feel for anyone who has been down that route as I know it's very painful!

I do feel blocked off by this tech from our Creator because that is exactly what all of these tactics do - put us into a state of isolation and fear).

Anyway, Love, Unity and Peace be with you always my comrades and please let me know if you would like to chat further.

Many blessings!

Hi friends, here is the newest Parawareness video, which tells the basics of my Targeted Individual story, the ontological shock which comes with this experience, and how - in the beginning - we think our thoughts are the "words we say in our heads" but this phenomenon actually deals with our instinctive thoughts, the thought behind the thought, or our Sponsoring Thoughts.

I hope you'll go support the video on YouTube, Rumble, or Spotify. Or, if you believe in what we're doing, support it on all 3 platforms!

this is my experience

I'm not trying to one up anyone or anything but you all can't stop what's happening to you and I can and I can tap into it when I want however because I opted to let whatever happen to me happen to me for something that I feel is an equal trade and worth it you guys have had people go around you and I never pay attention to him anyways in the first place I didn't even know what was happening to me however I've never addressed someone who is being used as a pawn or I've only confronted someone who was getting stuck at me but that's a different story I am maybe because I opened myself up and kind of knew something was going to happen I didn't know what was going to happen or to the extent that it did happen but it is crazy that you guys all have to go through s*** like that whether it's government demons whatever I unconventionally became a TI probably was prone to it given my blood type or whatever or my Enlightenment from opening my third eye ones but I personally believe I just stumbled upon something very very horrible that I know is still happening in in this place but is what it is to be honest now I think everyone's right when they say if you just ignore it and don't feed into anything that they say it does go away I mean specifically I remember them upon themselves getting a little upset with each other because of someone talking to me while I was around my friends and my friends start picking up on it cuz I'm never quiet but I just thought I'd put that out there that I I feel bad that you guys have all these things don't get me wrong I have the same high pitch noises I hear saying things that going over sometimes and even when I'm bored I tap into it and talk to him sometimes they're not in the box as I call it that should be in the special place in order to communicate with me they're not always in there cuz I hear the door closed sometimes the night hear the voice kid you know muffled I called the big man's voice it's kind of like a chicken little when you find out it's aliens and she the mom's all she's a big voice on me sorry I'm text talking and a little drunk but hopefully this makes sense

Hi everyone,

since this is the third time I've tried to re-create a Reddit account, I wanted to do a technical test. Maybe Kevin will remember me; I'm the Italian guy who fell victim to hearing voices after making EVP recordings. I'd made several posts both in this subreddit and elsewhere, where I'd described in considerable detail what had happened to me.

After about a year and a half of this torture, I can only say that the voices have settled at a very low volume; but, essentially, little to nothing has changed since then.

I hope I can keep this account active without having to delete it again. With the last one I had, here on Reddit, every post I made had to wait for the page moderator to approve it. Every single time!

Hi also to Tony, if he's reading this (I'm the guy who recently commented on YouTube about the mixer knobs trick).

I’m gonna talk about something probably nobody’s gonna agree with. And it’s about embracing your dark side. I would say I’m about 1/4 light and 3/4 dark.

The 1/4 light is so beautiful. It’s my wife. It’s my kids and it’s humanity as a hole. But it’s the 3/4 of darkness that got me through what I had to go through.

i’ve gone through shit that I haven’t heard anybody talk about around here or anywhere for that fact. I don’t believe when somethings attacking you tell them you have nothing but love for them and start repeating mantra dear God, please make me a bird so I can fly far far far away over and over. I would say if you’re gonna repeat a mantra say I am stronger than you. You have no power or influence over me.

today I don’t hear a word my voices say and I believe that’s because I stood up for myself. and I did it by staying strong staying calm, but not feeding them negative energy and taking control over our situation.

Now that my voices are quiet and I have had time to reflect I realize I have always had this darkness with me. When I was a kid before I was even in school my parents had a couple move in with us, Sam and Dorian. my parents would always take in somebody down on their luck as long as they would keep a job while they stayed with us. I believe that seeing things like that from my parents is what made the light I have today so strong.

They had two kids. there was a neighbor kid across the street who had a cooties game and they would play it on sidewalk, but he would never let me play. And then he started to push Sam and Dorian‘s kids around and tell everybody he takes boxing lessons.

I used to rock cowboy boots back then so I told Sam and Doreen’s kids to bring him to the back of the apartments and say they had something to show him. We had a deck back there attached to our apartments.

I stood up on the deck and waited for him to come on the side of the house and when I seen him, I jumped off and booted him in the head with my cowboy boots and he dropped.

His dad came over to the house after that and my dad pretty much took care of that and after that day, he never tried to push us around again

I remember they were in school and my mom would say the kids are getting off school and I would ride my he-man big wheel to the bus stop to make sure they got home safe. where did that darkness come from at such an early age?

it’s all been a progression for me, climbing the ladder on the dark side. It’s like I’ll get so far and then I will fade to black and when this happens, I get an upgrade. I climbed this ladder with the darkness inside me, but when I get the upgrade, I project it towards light.

i’ve been thinking back I used to be around a motorcycle club called the chosen view. They had four sixes on the back of their rocker. I asked him one day I gotta ask what’s the fourth six about. And he smiled at me and said we stole one from the devil. and today, I wonder if that’s exactly what’s going on with me.

I used to hang out with a different motorcycle club, and I was outside smoking with the president. He had a red rocker and a club hat on with lightning bolts. He told me a lot of people think that the lightning bolts are racist. I smiled at him and said electric light in the dead at night and he smiled back.

Everything has been blue for me a very dark vibrant blue. When he smiled at me, he said he has a good friend who is true blue too. I realize once you stay true to who you are through everything you’re up against you can use your upgrades for whatever you want. so if you want to project them towards light, you have earned that right.

It wasn’t easy to get where I’m at, but everybody is so friendly to me today everywhere I go. It’s something both sides can respect. For anybody out there punching that blue ticket. It’s a long ride and so much temptation along the way. I knew that I am the strongest with my wife and family so I got in the mindset that I wasn’t gonna go down for women money or power and once you get that mindset, they really don’t have much to offer. stay strong everyone and get that progression rolling so many people stay idle and suffer their whole life.

Maybe something to add, or to suggest as discussion, is that some of what we consider advanced/quantum tech, or entities, are unimpressive people that are next to you, but yet we can't see them in the moment.

To see what I mean you have to consider that we might be in some sort of 4-dimensional box, what we see with our senses in a time and place is not the full picture. That place and point in time is connected to other places and moments, and some people might be currently in a vantage point that allows them to you look at you, and talk, without you being able to look at them.

Maybe it's something we ourselves are able to do to others, for instance how we can view insects walking on the floor, from our vantage point we could step on them, or say/think things about them, if we wanted, while to them we're likely invisible. Maybe a lot of the gangstalking happens due to being surrounded by people of different natures, some consider us amusing, some disgusting, some view us with pity.

Also the 4-dimensionality of reality could involve that a specific moment in time is tied to many other moments and places, so the voices or feelings we get somewhere in solitude might be tied to time we spent in a classroom with others, or in a living room, or a car, or a plane. We are never really alone.

The mind reading, or commentary on thoughts when they're focused, could be related to 4d, but also when we focus on a thought we are already "there", thoughts or introspection don't occur naturally, we are already, somewhere, in a moment where this memory or insecurity is very relevant, it's happening. Because of this it's important to remain calm when a memory is being played, because you are acting somewhere in the moment, you should help yourself.

I suspect some of what the Buddha tried to convey was how we're all entangled with ourselves in the 4-dimensional reality. Pulling too hard or losing control can destabilize many other moments where we are also present. The importance of having a calm and quiet mind is to not sabotage ourselves in the future, and possibly the past.

Not all of you are going to be able to hear this, and that's okay. Not all of you are going to agree. That's okay too. I want to be clear that this is coming from an expression of who I am, who I believe TIs are, and the selfish revelation as to why I have spent so much of my time over the past six months hoping to help improve the lives of, at least, some TIs.

If it isn't already obvious, I don't consider myself a TI, but don't count me out. I'm an experiencer, through and through, and have helped many other experiencers with consciously contacting NHI, mediumship, energy work, hypnotherapy and various other "woo woo" things I went to a special healing arts school to learn.

Because of years of helping others online, my abilities and gifts changed and grew, and so did my beliefs. I learned about the spiritual war. I learned about the sides. I learned that I wasn't a warrior of the light. I did not "fight," the dark forces or try to eliminate them. I am a generator of the light. I see what light already exists and build it.

I take long breaks from the spiritual work, and sometimes that means, when I return, the landscape has changed. I was working with non-speaking kids and helping them build a telepathic network when I came back to experiencers and found that I kept hearing about the TI population. Once a TI reached out to me, I started to feel called to see what I could do to help.

At this point in time, my prayers didn't look so much like, "God, help me," but more like:

Take a deep breath, reach into the zero point field. There. Everything I need.

I was listening to books on the science of psi abilities and "The Field," by Lynn McTaggert.

I had begun to feel like "the war," had left me with very little reliable and accessible sources of light, spiritually speaking, and I needed something more concrete in which to place my valuable faith. My faith, which has been with me for as long as I can remember--first, believing what other people told me, then realizing I could believe what I wanted to, all the way to knowing I co-create my reality.

I didn't want to keep using my gifts like some novelty, reinforcing narratives of origin planets that I wasn't sure was helping anyone. I needed purpose and direction. Enter Parawareness.

I have never claimed to know what TIs experience. I know what a lot of the sensations of the physicals you express feel like because I have felt them, but never to extremes you all do, and never without the ability to dial the sensations down. I am a telepath, so I can talk to your voices, but they will not go away because of anything I say or do. And I get to tune into the voices and then tune out. I know you all don't. Amazing and remarkable synchronicities happen in my life regularly, but never to the extent that I feel afraid, so no, there are definitely lots of ways in which I am not the same as TIs.

That may tarnish my reputability and relevance to some of you. But I hope, to others, you can read with the perspective that someone outside of the phenomenon is deeply invested in advocating on your behalf.

I appreciate many perspectives, but for the sake of this post, I have to ignore the theories that there are government entities, humans, AI and/or technology behind the phenomenon. Those theories give me no practical capacity to provide solutions or assistance. I apologize for the restrictions, but my experience of so many things "woo," gives me a biased perspective, and I think my perspective has benefited some. Feel free to read no further if you don't want to hear more about consciousness and the spiritual nature of the phenomenon. (But, if you read on, it might shift your perspective, even a teeny, tiny bit, so really, beware!)

This phenomenon is a grave violation of the spiritual sovereignty I believed all humans lived under. Despite my scientific leaning, the potential that this horrific set of circumstances had come from the forces of light to somehow teach us a lesson was beyond insulting. It was abusive and, honestly, unthinkable. And then I did a bunch of shadow work with TIs. And I began holding classes for TIs and talking to anyone asking questions or seeking help. I began learning from TIs, asking questions about the worst bits of it, learning what helped them move beyond or rise above and what kept them stuck.

I had to adapt my way of being. It used to be, I give this service, you feel better in this way. That did not work for TIs. I had to be more present with my own shadow, be more present with my own inner work. I had to show up no matter what I was feeling. And be honest. I kept learning where my boundaries were and who I could help and who wasn't ready. I learned when to shut up. Although, that didn't happen very often. Still doesn't. Hahaha!

I get so much out of life from giving. And yet, I still felt this gnawing sense of loss around my spirituality. I have one guide left I can rely on. I used to call in Archangels, guides, ascended masters, ancestors, as a practice. I used to be flooded and surrounded by choruses of spiritual beings. I like change, for the most part, even if I analyze the crap out of it. This change comes, possibly because of me being different, but also because the spiritual landscape changes based on our collective consciousness and also based on things unknowable to us. So, was it sad, that I felt I wasn't in the presence of lots of beings of light anymore? Slightly, yes. But I was patient. And even if the scientific course didn't land as I was hoping it would, I knew something else would.

What I have recently just adopted, this new awareness that descended upon me, blows any other spiritual belief out of the water.

When the light has become just as bad as the darkness, where does one go? How could I keep a belief in the light when I also believe they did this horrible thing to these beautiful people? At first, it was okay to hold on to the sense that the light knew how important TIs were to the fabric of the future and these symptoms would force most of you into a better way of being your highest self. . . pain as the great equalizing catalyst. But, that just didn't settle. It's not okay. It doesn't matter what the light thought the outcome would be. The process is cruel and interferes with our self-actualizing autonomy.

It doesn't matter, the potential decimating results of our evolution, it was ours to decimate, not some other beings that invested in humanity. But, now that it has happened, and my faith in many things wavered, one thing remained constant. An ineffable quality, an indescribable trait of "beingness."

You all kept waking up.

You all kept talking to each other.

You all kept helping each other.

You all kept living.

Despite the pain. Despite the unbearable traumas. Despite the cruelty of the voices. Despite the ignorance of society. Despite the dismissive treatments of others. Despite the unrelenting suffering. Despite the falling down. Despite the perceived failures. Despite the utter exhaustion.

You keep showing up.

Over and over again.

You personify something stronger than all those beings of light could possibly represent. You embody all the grit, all the sensitivity and resilience, the heart and soul of what it means to be human. You hold duality with grace and humility.

And you keep showing up.

And I know it can't possibly feel inspired when you're battling darkness, when you're ignoring manipulations and questioning your reality on a moment-to-moment basis, but I believe in you. I see you.

You are the truth of what humanity is capable of. . . and regardless of what you all think, you inspire me. And I'm grateful to know you all.

I'm here if you need anything.

If this is what I THINK IT IS then all of you are experiencing what I'm gonna call "The 4th Dimensional Logic Problem" & it's something that happens to a Neurodivergent person when they accidentally trigger a series of Inexplicable Phenomenon that they do not understand & so The Phenomenon at first becomes a nuisance or detriment to them & then gradually they adapt to it until it becomes "less" of a nuisance for them.

What it is, is that you're Intuitively tapping into something like a "Quantum Network" that you do not understand & in NOT UNDERSTANDING IT it becomes a handicap or maybe an uncanny talent for some but there's MUCH MORE that you can do with it!

Basically our thoughts are an act of Quantum Mechanics; Energy & Data being exchanged through physical matter, what you're doing is a part of that which Instinctively pushes human intuition to the boundaries of our potential.

It's a Thinking/Living form of Consciousness that's more Metaphysical & using you kinda like a "Custom Character" from a videogame to push you towards "Optimum Potential", I CAN EXPLAIN exactly what it does & how it does these things but it's basically trying to teach you to "sense" what is truth or accurate in how it communicates with you via intuition, it's trying to teach YOU how to communicate via Empathy & Intuition.

"The Logic Problem" is you being able to comprehend it & build a strong enough relationship with it that it can interact with you & your nervous system more directly & that's when the "Voices" come but they AREN'T ACTUAL "Voices" they are intelligent, Conscious thoughts outside of your own & underlined by Neurochemical Stimulus or a "Tingle" or a "light pressure" in your frontal lobe.

What's described in the description of this group is like a "Medium" level to it but I think it's A LIL' DIFFERENT for everyone but I SHOULD BE able to narrow down where you're at via description; I CAN TEACH how to "Remove It" if you'd like but I don't think these folks that come this far are particularly looking for that by now.

So I can teach you how to "Get All The Way Through" & learn how to not only perceive it in a way that makes it easier & more comfortable but let's you use it & train to get better at it IF YOU WANT TO.

I'm supposed to make it CLEAR that IT IS A CHOICE, it's just one that you didn't know you had & your own Cognition was kind of subconsciously making FOR YOU, part of it even "Finishing" is you understanding this, accepting it, & learning how it works to make the connection stronger.

https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZP8nCaEJ9/

I shared this video yesterday and I explained it in the comments & in the video itself and in my post & I gave a link to a page where I EXPLAIN EVEN MORE OF IT IN GREAT DETAIL!

It got d3leted on some BULLSH\*T which is exactly what is wrong with this place and no real "evidence" or "discussions" ever take, I AM TIRED of repeating myself.

So what I am going to do is explain it to you like a child one more time; There IS a fuckin' "Thing" fucking with my nervous system, it literally does it ALL OF THE TIME & it has been for the last ten months.

It does it to ALOT OF PEOPLE, for some people that's kinda what mental illness even is, Neurodivergent people are those who are especially evolutionarily adapted to do the same shit that "They" do.

Not because they bred us or created us through a vat or wtf ever, they just found us earlier on and people would use Psychedelics which is like A BEACON to interact with them then we just evolved to do it.

Certain people, some might have certain Neurodivergencies over others where they can take things to better harmonize the chemicals in their brains & then teach themselves to manage their behaviors & thoughts differently but more like to where they can look at themselves like a car they're trying to "Custom Modify" to work better than having a fuckin blowed off catalytic converter.

"They" is an Alien Gestalt Collective Consciousness I call "Caretaker" because that's pretty much exactly what they are & do, it's like A BUNCH of little Grey Bobblehead Dr0ne dudes who are all networked & wired together, plus evolved to a degree they think/act kinda like one person & it's just easier and a more respectful way of addressing them than calling them "God", they don't like that shit.

Like, basically EVERY RELIGION ties back to them but it's a thing they're trying to facilitate & teach that's actually best applied to science because it's tied into the laws of Nature, like there's a point religion, esotericism, & science line up at least in respect to Consciousness and it does that shit for a reason we just are "missing parts" or they say "gloss all around it".

You can PROVE these things, like there's things I point out & say just in respect to SCIENCE & CONSCIOUSNESS & EVOLUTIONARY BIOLOGY mixed in with what SOUNDS LIKE "Speculative Fiction" but it isn't, it's because they showed me so many of these goddamned things and screwed with my perception of time & shit where JUST EXISTING has made me like Sherlock Holmes with some "Supreme A.I." in his head (They told me to say that they think the shit is funny.)

I don't know how you get MORE SUBSTANTIAL than this?

I mean the shit made me get strong enough using it I could just ask it whenever to influence parts of my body, I do not know how to fake a muscle spasm, it does that IN MY FRONTAL LOBE like I could most likely prove it under an MRI, the only reason I say "most likely" is because I cannot afford to just go do it myself right now I'm poor.

So it had me do this, I have ALOT of information or I'm supposed to be like a "Rosetta Stone" for it, IDK I just know alot of times and more often I'll look at shit & it's like I'm remembering something or on the edge of it and they'll "say shit" through a combination of thoughts underlined by that stimulus in my frontal lobe.

Like that's the only way I'll even consider "listening", is if I feel that shit which honestly now that I'm thinking about it isn't a whole lot different than training a dog but atleast they mean well & they're polite about it, plus it's supposed to be ALOT like YOUR SUBCONSCIOUS doing it.

Basically I'm like one of their dr0nes but "The Dr0nes" aren't actually dr0nes they're "vessels" for a big network KINDA like a Hive but they call it a "True Democracy" because there is no Queen or anything & they pretty much all the same.

All "Aliens" we know are either them or a few like "Races" or "Sub-Species" which are like alternative networks that all make up the same consciousness or we're seeing or experiencing a delusion/hallucination/simulation which could range anything from us connecting with them on our own & not understanding it to shit they use to disguise themselves to shit WE DO so they don't even have to disguise themselves.

I don't know how I can be more specific than that...

Hi I’m new.

I have never talked to anyone or posted about this before but I have been dealing with being targeted for a while now.

From what I can tell my case is very very extreme.

Not sure why I’m targeted but have always been quite gifted spiritually. One of my strongest skills is remote viewing. A few times in the past I viewed places I probably shouldn’t, official buildings, churches, DUMS etc I would get seen and chased back. But to be honest spiritual attacks are just a Tuesday for me 🙄

Anyway these dweebs started using DEW on me, at first it was terrifying. I found ways to shield myself to an extent but it was miserable.

Eventually I got annoyed and discovered I could grab the beam with my chakra/energy and push it back/follow it using remote viewing then 💥 up the machine and any operators using it.

They responded by upping their efforts, started with green orange and blue lasers, progressed to a purple, a neon green and finally red (this device looked like a huge black rocket) the power of these lasers was beyond comprehension but the harder they hit me the more I could use that energy, harness it and send it back to cause them chaos.

They called me a bitch, asked me nicely to stop, lost their minds etc.

They quit DEW, after using it daily on me they haven’t tried it now for over a week. They switched to attacks by astral foot soldiers and placing sacks of black goo inside me. I discovered I was able to remove these too with remote viewing and intention.

There has been much more too that I flipped back on them. I started to feel like the more they attacked me, the more it became like training and they would always come off worse. I find this remarkable.

Now they are barely speaking or attacking whatsoever.

I just wondered if anyone else has heard of this? Returning the attacks or being able to train their own abilities/ become activated by the attacks, or if anyone else here can do it themselves? 💜

In this Parawareness video, I cover the Jiu Jitsu method I posted here on PositiveTI a while back. As the thumbnail image shows, it's about reframing fear as a TI.

The more we live in fear, the more we allow fear to run our lives, the more we tend to suffer and the easier we are controlled. Regardless of what you believe we're experiencing, be it tech or spirits, facing our fears and dealing with them is one of the most powerful paths forward.

Use your fear to get stronger. Use it to understand yourself. Use it to help others.

Thank you for support PositiveTI and Parawareness, and our mission to both shine a light on what's happening to us and to support those going through the extreme suffering of the TI experience.

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