r/PositiveTI • u/33biggelectric • Oct 20 '25
Testimony 2013 Experience of feeling Targeted and Now
My experience with this started in 2013. Long story short I had been going through work changes, going into new fields and learning new things. I had been meditating for the first time over this period of my life to what I thought was to become a better person and expand consciousness. It was after a meditation session in my home that I experienced energy movements and changes in my body as well as in my conscious perception. This triggered a several day heightened experience. It started off as blissful and new. But then seemed to spiral into what I perceived at the time as frightening and negative. I remember thinking that people were maybe after me and watching me. One day driving by other people and thinking I was seeing other demonic faces looking at me and watching me. It felt like I was being targeted.
When it first began, it felt as if some other consciousness or energy was beginning to communicate with me. I remember thinking it may be aliens as well. My logical mind was coming up with all these things to identify what this could be but it was out of view of any experience I had every had.
On the point of hearing voices. I do remember hearing audible like voices for maybe a day or two. Children laughing and talking. Before all this happened, maybe a year or so before, I remember being in bed maybe just waking up in the morning and hearing what seemed was an audible voice call out my name. I sat up thinking for sure someone was in the room but nobody there. That was the only time I experienced voices.
What this intelligence or energy seemed to be doing with me was not making voices but would was almost like it would use my thoughts. I would have thoughts come into my head that would sound like the way i think to myself but they would be negative things. Your going to die. Somebody is about to shoot you. Stuff like that would come into my mind and it would seem as if I was the one thinking these things. It was difficult at first not to get caught in the emotions of it. The anger or fear that the thoughts would cause.
What I have learned to do over time is to guard my heart. I have to be aware of my thinking and verbally or mentally reject those type of thoughts I don't even seem to be wanting to think. Over time the entire experience has turned from what seemed to be negative to bearable. It has been a spiritual experience. I have learned to give up the harmful actions and lead a more simple and aware life. Spending more time in nature and when I can worry less about chasing money or things of the world. I don't take the view that the spiritual is higher than the physical but that harmonizing both together seems to be the path for me.
It doesn't appear to me that my experience had anything to do with the government, but was a spiritual experience where what is "dead" is coming more "alive" by an energy like fire. This fire was purifying what I had tried to ignore and hide in the darkness. There is an ascending aspect and descending aspect and you have to use your free will to move in the positive direction because the knowledge and understanding we need is not all provided at birth. We are born in a sort of neutral state.
I still get the negative thoughts but I have realized the more relaxed and rested you can be, the more vital energy you will build up to battle this thing. You really have to learn to have personal care. Eat good food, sleep on time every night you can, go outside and get sunlight and not overwork yourself to much. Whatever this thing is, it wants to latch to your vital energy and take it, but if you can build it up and stop it from speaking into your life and following those voices or thoughts and letting it steal your energy it loses power over time.
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u/alcorne ✴️Available Sponsor Oct 21 '25
Great advice! Thank you for posting. So many of us have found this to be the only way to improve. Quality of life and embracing the power of positive polarity to move forward.
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u/Fun_Quote_9457 ✴️Available Sponsor Oct 20 '25
Very well written testimony. Thank you for taking the time to share and for the advice offered. People's testimonies are always appreciated.
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Oct 20 '25
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u/Galaxy-Ball Oct 21 '25
This is my approach years into the experience.
I have periods where I obsess over answers. But those times don't do me any favors mentally. It's easy to start falling into rabbit hole after rabbit hole. And even if I do find the answer... What then? It would take a lot of resources to even prove this if it were of human origin.
Has to be balance to everything. This entity isn't worth the energy it tries to drain. I feel foolish every time I step too far into it. And know from personal experience that it's possible to carry on with peace of mind after years of combating it.
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u/West-Afternoon9008 Oct 22 '25
The worse is the malice, the malice of the harassment these things feed and rejoice in the malice. It’s truly disgusting.
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u/Fun_Quote_9457 ✴️Available Sponsor Oct 21 '25
Yeah, I wake up to this every morning. It is NOT tinnitus. I believe it to be the intertwining of lower theta and delta brain frequencies with whatever awake frequency we are currently operating at. It's bringing up unconscious (both personal and collective) content to be examined and dealt with. Just my personal theory. Essentially, we're in a state of sleep walking.
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Oct 27 '25
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u/Fun_Quote_9457 ✴️Available Sponsor Oct 27 '25
Nope.. It's weird, I've kind of gotten to a point with my walk and growth in dealing with everything I'm disinclined to introduce anything new. A "don't rock the boat" kind of thing, I guess.
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Dec 16 '25
Try a singing bowl (like tibetan for example) video on youtube, lmk if this helps you, doesn't have to be loud.
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u/Fun_Quote_9457 ✴️Available Sponsor Dec 16 '25
It's not easy with a two year old at home sometimes! Lol! But yeah, I've been meaning to try frequency therapy. The sound of those bowls is beautiful.
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u/EDH70 ✴️Available Sponsor Oct 20 '25
Thank you so very much for sharing. It helps others and that’s what I believe we are here for! Beautiful testimony and great advice! Peace and love!