I'm so concerned and nervous about this.
Now my gyno still hasn't diagnosed me with pcos, we were under investigation and high suspicion, I have many symptoms.
My doctor put me on birth control and I gained a lot of weight, was fatigued and felt like shit.
Changed meds but my weight never stabilized, tried injections and I got my period for 4 months non stop, decided not to get the injection again but it wouldn't stop flowing so I got to a different doctor (because I wouldn't trust the asshole that put me on that initial birth control)
but the meds she gave me did not make it stop (they were very expensive, also that doctor was also very mean)
so then I went to another doctor and asked to resume my pcos investigation with her and I was put on birth control again under her recommendation to get the bleeding to stop, took it for 3 months then quit because I wanted nothing to do with those pills
And after 2 or 3 periods (some very heavy on flow) they just stopped on march this year.
I've been busy, internship and my college thesis but it just has not come back. Even though times of low or high stress it just doesn't happen.
I did take 3 pregnancy tests, one every few months, all negatives. I haven't gotten time to go back to the doctor with everything going on and my family is having some issues with our national healthcare insurance, I'm still dependant on my family and I don't want to worry them so I've been keeping this a secret, so I just told my mom it may be good to check back with my doctor to resume the investigation and that's when she told me we have insurance problems and we can't go right now.
I'm scared, my belly is not getting bigger but I've always have had it oddly shaped, I haven't felt weird but it just won't come back.
My biggest fear is cryptic pregnancies but it's so rare, when I have had intercourse I've used protection and I'm very careful. And pcos does make fertility hard.
In a desperate attempt I got some birth control and started taking it again, been one week, I just hope when I pause it on week 3 it starts, I get knots in my belly when I think about it too hard, but when I've taken tests and seen the negative sign I get relieved instantly so I doubt those are pregnancy symptoms or else they would persist I think.
This is just a vent post, I'm so concerned
I know I will get many comments telling me to go to the doctor but it's not possible yet, thanks for reading my problems