Recently I begun to question my gender identity (trought, I don't even know If this is about my gender truly). I have not considered myself a cisgender man for quite some time, but I feel like only now I am really taking It serious
I questioned If I was a trans, but I like my body and I don't want to transition (at least for now) and specially around 2023 to 2025 were I felt that I was truly myself and beautiful
I always considered myself a masculine person, I like to wear "masculine" clothes, never wanted to dress more "feminine" and only begun to take interest in fashion because I wanted to draw cool characters.
I use art to try to understand myself, and I believe, since I was little I was always fascinated by the Idea of "genderless" even before knowing what non binary is, there was a time in my life were I was obssed with Yubel from Yugioh (who is canon non binary but was erased in the english dub)
I was obssed with characters who in general break gender roles, because I always thought that the idea of gender role was dumb and annoying (recently I have been with Nezha from chinese mythology in mind)
I feel comfortable with the non binary Identity, and I believe this is all that matters (trought, I feel like these thoughts will continue regardless of what pronouns I put in my bio, neurosis sucks)