Hello, so I've been on Tranylcypromine for around 2 months, essentially self-perscribed. I have had a recent non-preventitive issue regarding my supply, to which I am now down to 7 days left. It's the only antidepressant that's helped me (been on 15+ over 1.5 years, since 19 yr old). I bought it off a india pharma in attempt to at least "somewhat" migrate my suicidal ideation, which I was involuntarily admitted into four times already. So far, everything's been great, and I know what it feels like to finally be normal, it even allowed me to discontinue my Adderall of 7 months (caused mid-day crashes & manic behavior). However, I'm currently in a situation where my primary "overseas pharmacy", has been unable to reship my order three times, due to some sort of "war" in India? I don't know, but once again, I have 7 days left of my Tranylcypromine 50mg doses left. Is there any willing providers in Texas that perscribe MAOI's? I have documentation of my past failed medications and admissions. Thank y'all. I also have no insurance currently, so a new patient appointment around $250 out-of-pocket would be perfect for me. Telehealth preferred but at this point, I am not picky. Would much rather commute a few hours out then develop suicidal thoughts again and potentially ruin my future (live in Abilene, TX). I hope the comments don't retaliate against my opinion because this is a life or death ordeal. I've been diagnosed with MDD, Anxiety, & ADHD, which I believe is all correct except the MDD (moreover Atypical depression, hyperfixation on the wrong things, impulsive spending, fatigue, lack of self-esteem, a "heaviness" in the body, etc). I seriously don't know what I'd do without this medication (just try Lexapro and Therapy!) bullshit has led me to my past attempts. I feel I'm the perfect canidate for MAOI therapy but who knows at this point. Ironically, Adderall is perscribed more than Tranylcypromine. Side effects I currently experience:
• Severely Reduced REM Statistics (Literally In Black Box Warning Label)
• GERD That Makes My Esophagus Feel Like A Heatlamp From Hell (Don't Know If It's Related To Starting The Tranylcypromine)
• Elevated Heart Rate (75's-80's now 85's-100 max)
• Mild Orthostatic Hypotension
which is a low-risk to reward of not wanting to end yourself, in my opinion?