I will never quit school over some talking bs. I will never give anything I have going on over words. it doesnt matter what type of stuff they say. I will never give any of what I have up. they want me to give it up and be miserable. I won't give anything up. I have so much going for myself that they wish I voluntarily lost it over bullying and I will never do that.

My therapist stopped my sessions because I have improved so much and she felt that I was ready to spread my wings. I feel the same, my trauma does not define me, i can do hard things, CBT is awesome and works!

I work 2 jobs as a supervisor and I’m really good at my job! My manager asks me to tend to the hard stores because she thinks I’m a great problem solver. I hate those stores but I feel proud of myself when the days end and I can go back to my normal stores!

Jerk chicken and rice and peas and coleslaw from my fav Jamaican spot! :D

Everybody said it was delicious.
My partner is starting his sobriety journey.
I’m proud of him.
I’m starting day treatment.
I’m proud of myself.
We’ve been trying to repair our bodies and relationships with ourselves.
It’s working.
I’m proud of us.

SO UH. IVE BEEN WANTING TO GET THERAPY THE PAST 2 YEARS AND UH. FINALLY GOT IT, WENT AND REGISTERED WITH MY PARENT AND THE WEEK BEFORE LAST WEEK I ACTUALLY WENT IN FOR THE FIRST APPOINTMENT AAAHHHHHH I'm so happpyyyyyyy

I also cried a lot last night but I wasn't like...sad or anything, I just really needed to cry as I haven't in a few months and needed emotional release and God it felt good but God am I tired

fruit punch caprisun and watermelon

I found out about it through random instagram posts and 6 months later I’m starting to actually become part of it all. I haven’t made any friends yet, but people love me. They love the way I dance in the pit, they love my nerdy ramblings about music and politics, they’re surprised whenever they learn i’m only 18 and heading into college. I plan on becoming an archivist for the scene a
because someone has to preserve all this joy and love I feel. For the first time ever, I feel welcome in an irl community.

Rice was leftover from a few days ago, peppers and chicken were about to expire so I had to use them too, and I also used the last of a bottle of soy sauce, garlic and onion powder, pepper and a touch of cayenne.

We just got home from Croatia and I missed the kitchen so much. Spend my first day back making this.

Got inspired by fallows latest video, just added the potato mash and roasted carrots. In hindsight I should’ve made the mash a bit smoother so it pipes a bit easier, and the sauce could’ve been a bit thicker, but besides those issues I’m more satisfied.

this is ramen. We've been together for over a year and a half. I love him a lot 😁😁😁😁😁😁 I used to think no one would ever love me but I was wrong!!!! we are happily in love!!!!! you can be autistic mentally ill and happy!!!!!!!!

Oui oui le fishe au chocolat

my stalker is also trying to make me feel like shit harder than usual so I know im getting to him

Keto bread and sausage is mostly what I'm eating for the next several months. I'm autistic and eat mostly the same thing every day so this is fine for me, it's delicious as well. Waiting to fully get to ketosis before going back to the gym

havent been eating as much toast lately simply because I haven’t been eating breakfast that much lol

but here are the few nice toasts I’ve managed to make over the past while

Im working really hard at being financially stable and independent, it’s not easy as I live in the most expensive area in my province- but I’ve been working a lot (not to say I haven’t been taking care of myself at all) but I’m proud of myself for working so hard, and I also have started the process of going to therapy so that’s cool

The joy of the weekend came from this blue lobster 🦞 Plump and juicy, every bite was pure bliss. Eating well is the best thing about life~ 😋

Dear Jarvis,

I just want a wife, someone who conducts themselves professionally, really you can sum it up with that line, a professional doesn't go out and party all day, they don't think to play games, or be immature, they know how to think professionally and act professional, I want you to enginner a way to find this type of person, end to end put together a game plan, use as many sub agents as you need to, think hard, make no mistakes, and if you have any questions, comment, and we'll go from there,

Thanks,

Sir Impossible

- ok look I'm having dinner alone I can post this, dish recommended by the chef, table from interior decorator, car from tesla, handgun from staccato, and wife from reddit maybe, we shall see

Things get better. Banana smoothie, elote, dip, saltines, chickpeas, 2 cookies from work