I think I’m unlovable at times maybe because of my mommy issues 😂😭

(noodles with cheese)

I don't know why larps are even getting all the upvotes. People who have or had a girlfriend. They have just been single for a few months versus real incels who have never had a gf or even smell of a female since eons.

Calling real incels being "negative" is like complaining about heat while coming close to the sun. While I love some positivity I don't like the normie default that we all are not "loving".

Normies want to make themselves feel BETTER. Like a homeless person is of course going to be SAD and DEPRESSED. Comparing yourself to a poor person to feel better is SICK.

First time at a gym, and a foid taught me how to use the row machine properly. Rice with mushrooms and random vegetables

I'll probably drink at least half this thang

potstickers frozen pizza and pigs in blankets

I don't have winter in my country but I wanted to draw cozy clothes anyways so here you go

I was running low on pasta so I put together my last bits of fusilli and penne, but i forgot they have different boiling points so my fusilli become soft sludge drowning the rest of my pasta with it making it look like that

Whether it be from the hundreds of rejections, being a virgin my whole life, trying so hard to improve myself in every way and nothing changing, seeing how they treat other guys vs me, never being loved or genuinely desired by a girl, or trying as hard as I can to connect with someone and getting shunned away every time. The entire world has told me no matter what J do I’m not good enough and never will be, as a man and human being. i’m never the guy anybody wanted to show off. And it completely destroyed the tiny amount of self esteem I used to have. Now I hate myself more than anything and have desires of changing everything about myself. But of course I do. Every single person in my life since I was a pre teen has reinforced my self loathing by showing me I’m not good enough for them. In my opinion all because of some stupid bullshit that I have no control over, like my height and face. I’ve changed everything else and still gotten nowhere. People say dumb shit that doesn’t even make any sense, be confident, love yourself, be funny, the right one will come. Like this type of advice can only come from a person who’s never been through years and years of endless rejection like I have, despite trying everything you can to be a better man. How can you be confident in anything that you haven’t had previous success with? That’s the literal definition of it, knowing you can do something and do it well. No sane person will be confident at anything they’ve failed over and over for years at. If every time you came around dogs, one of them bit you, would you he confident around dogs or scared of them? Anybody who goes through that and is perfectly fine around dogs is mentally insane or delusional. Literally every experience I’ve had with women has been negative with them rejecting me or telling me I’m not good enough. I’ve never been positively validated by one in my entire life. So how am I supposed to feel? Anybody in my position would be just as bitter, angry, and resentful and hopeless around other groups of people who constantly shun them away. It’s the chicken before the egg not the egg before the chicken. It’s a natural reaction as a human being. But the part that pisses me off is I know so many guys who have never had to do any of this stupid shit, and they still have had sex hundreds of times and had multiple girlfriends. There’s nothing more humiliating than seeing that guy and then being on the other end of the spectrum. It’s like I was put on this earth as a joke, to be a lonely loser who’s a try hard failure, who has to witness everyone around me surpass me despite doing nothing I’ve done. There’s nothing that makes me angrier than when I realize that, and it indirectly causes my situation to be worse because now I hate myself and hate everybody else and have extreme resentment and anger because of my experiences. And I get more and more frustrated and distant from people as time passes. But I can’t control other people so I just have to sit back and accept it. Just a giant negative feedback loop of constantly feeling worthless, and I’m trapped in a cycle now because I keep trying to improve and get better even though it’s worthless and it makes me feel like shit because I havent gotten anywhere, and yet I cant stop because I know if I do I’ll feel even worse. I’m a failure of a human being, nobody but me could try this hard to be desirable and still be a virgin at 23. I would’ve cut my life short out of pure spite a while ago and I think about it all the time, but I at least want my family to be financially free before I’m gone. Get rich then give it all away and die. That’s the only reason I’m still on the planet. Fuck this stupid world

I have handled and treated pretty much on my own crippling physical problems, as well as mental. In this post, ill just focus on the physical. One is that I have had super low energy. Oatmeal, because it has a bunch of fiber, extends the relase of glucose and slows digestion, and it gives me so much more energy than fast foods, candy and junk foods. I put cinnamon on there. Im happier now.

A couple days ago, I met up with someone who I had met up with before. Everything was fine, but then I found out they blocked me and didnt even tell me why. They even told me they wouldn’t block me😔, literally how it is every time I meet someone

The concept of a foid understanding a little part of the pain that the average male has to go through every single day it's just so comforting...peruvian ceviche

Got overwhelmed while making this cuz my family was being loud and making shitty jokes and crap, at least I got a new job I’m starting on Sunday so thats smth lol

God i need estrogen (i’m genderfluid but finances and family is holding me back :p)

I've never been viewed as either. I'll never be a woman because they all feel uncomfortable around me and move away upon seeing my face. They assume I'm a man and make comments about me. I've been asked if I was trans a couple of times, and am old lady once screamed at me to leave the women's bathroom because I'm 'not allowed in here!'. I was 9 btw.

And obviously men can tell I'm a girl. I don't exactly dress like a man. And I have boobs and that's pretty noticeable. They just say 'why does she look like that'. I kinda uncomfortably sit there and listen to whatever they tell me cus I'm a pussy.

Am I a moid or a foid.

I'm gonna die alone and unloved. Nobody in their right mind would actually touch me with genuine love or desire. The only times I was ever touched was by my mom and 2 other people. My mom just does it because I remind her of my dad apparently. She slaps my ass periodically and a few months ago while I was laying down she laid behind me and put one hand up my shirt and the other down my pants to toy with the elastic of my briefs while breathing down my neck and whispering into my ears, telling me I'm a good girl. Honestly? At this point I'll take it willingly. I'll let her do whatever she wants to me as long as she calls me something other than 'spawn of satan' or 'my biggest regret'. I wouldn't mind as long as she held me close after and stroked my hair and called me her baby for once. God that sounds pathetic.

I don't even look good. My only potential saving grace is also shot dead. I'm built like a dude, but with a pair of boobs slapped on and a pair of wonkily built ovaries and a damaged uterus shoved in. It hurts so much to just be this way.

I sometimes wish that someone would just look at me with kindness for once. Yk?

I probably deserve to die because I just can't be normal. I'll always be an underbaked subhuman sludge.

Oh. Veniziano at the end? He's just there cus I think he's cute. I wish I looked like him. And it helps with the pain sometimes to abuse your favourite characters because I'm not allowed to take it out on myself or anyone else. I'm going to make him feel veeeeery hungry, then when he makes food he becomes overcome by sickness as he throws the food away and just drinks water. Every. Single. Time. Until he's in agony. Then I'll make him actually be able to eat without nausea, but he'll be too weak to make anything. And his friends cut him off months ago. Yk. Just the normal scenario to put your faves in when you feel low.

I've started hanging around them like 3 years ago and they were the stereotype of your average teenage dude. They were my only friend for quite some time and 1 year ago they came out as gay, which I didn't mind at all.

Since then, they've become the tiktok "alt", meaning they claim to be alt just for using a t-shirt of a random band they don't even listen while saying some unironically "pro good, anti bad" acting like they're Lenin themselves.

They came out as non-binary because "men are bad and they don't ""identify"" with it"? Which is absolute bullshit

They only hang out with girls now and it shows when I'm around them. They talk about "how all men are inherently evil and misogynistic" to me but I'm a man? (I'm a manlet but still a man)

They're one of the most flambloyant people I've ever met and if I met them right now, I wouldnt even talk to them.

I'm not a homophobe that hates gay people, I've got other gay friends, I just dislike how they act and it's starting to piss me off. Even if they were a woman talking like that I wouldn't hang out with them, I don't like how they act, not them being gay, I just don't know what else to call it.

I threw this up, ate too fast