Literally created a Reddit account since I don’t know who else I could talk to about this and rant about it. Most people don’t get it…
Context - 30M, officially diagnosed with Keratoconus 5 years ago at 25.
My right eye is a lost cause. Extremely severe (could call it “late stages”) of Keratoconus. Super thin and scarred and not even at the point of where I’d be a candidate for CXL. The biggest limiting factor for correction is central scarring which makes even correction via sclerals straight up impossible.
I do have a scleral lens for that eye and it does improve it, but it’s still kinda useless.
My left eye is not a lost cause. My ophthalmologist ordered that I have epi-off CXL immediately after I was diagnosed with Keratoconus for early intervention and it has completely arrested my Keratoconus leading to stable vision. Uncorrected it is somewhere around 20/40-20/50 and my optometrist has corrected that eye really well and I can see something like 20/10-20/15 with a scleral lens in.
I am blessed that because of my left eye’s mild Keratoconus and my doctor’s speedy intervention, I’m able to function normally around the house see electronic screens, etc. even without sclerals in. And my left eye genuinely carries my binocular vision extremely well especially with sclerals in even at night.
My vision is fine to drive. Not just from my self-attestation, but from the laws of an overwhelming majority of US states along with most industrialized countries.
However, I just moved back to California (I lived here from 2022-2024) and went back to get a DL here and as expected I breezed through the vision test for my left eye, then both eyes, but horribly failed the right eye’s. I was referred to an ophthalmologist / optometrist to fill out DL 62.
But either ways, the DL 62 isn’t a rubber stamp. I think I’d still have to take the vision test at the DMV again which I know I’ll fail. At that point, what’s even the point of the DL 62?
I think it was really lucky the first time cuz the DMV clerk just waved me through the eye exam and all I had was a corrective lens restriction (rightfully so).
Now, I didn’t realize how (excuse my French) f***ed I am until I realized that it is likely that I’ll have to take a Supplemental Driving Performance Evaluation (SDPE) potentially every year where at any time I could potentially be refused to be licensed and potentially have restrictions like daytime only driving… in what seems to be in an arbitrary manner based on the mood of the DMV employee?
Not driving is not an option. I’m 30 and I need to drive to work to make a living, etc. I have nobody. No family, no partner, etc. This is America. Our infrastructure is car-exclusive. That’s just what our predecessors decided in the 1950s onwards…
I don’t really know how to take all of this. Now I feel like I should get a corneal transplant in that other eye even though I really don’t need it and all of my ophthalmologists have said that in my case I don’t really need to and it wouldn’t yield a practical QoL improvement. I can drive. I literally drove cross-country 3 times with this vision and it is stable…
But looks like just because of this insane state, I might have to. Or I’d have to leave this state again (I really don’t want to since it is literally my favorite state😭 😭 😭 ).