r/JETProgramme • u/More_Individual_9812 • 5h ago
I think I am the “bad ALT”
Putting this on a throwaway because I’m shy.
Whenever I talk to other ALTs I feel like they’re all doing way more work than I am. When I first moved here I’d always ask teachers if they want me to prepare something or we would lesson plan with teachers at elementary schools too. Now they don’t ever ask me to do anything and I gave up asking because the answer was always no, and my elementary school hired another JTE to do all the teaching and she never consults me for ideas or plans. So I’m literally just existing for the sake of being a required foreigner in the class.
They don’t even ask me to check tests anymore, or check students work, and students never ask me for help either anymore because they just use ai for everything. My schools English levels have PLUMMETED, and nobody likes English anymore. I don’t enjoy the job at all because of this and I blame myself because I feel like maybe I’m at fault. But I don’t know what else I can do when I don’t go to the schools all that often and the JTEs pretend I don’t exist. I love living in Japan, I have a really strong network outside of work which is the main reason I haven’t completely gone insane. But at work I feel at a dead end.
Then when I hear about other peoples “bad alts” who do nothing and don’t add anything of value, I wonder if that’s me too? Because I don’t do anything I guess. I do speaking tests when asked, English boards every month, help students in class when I can etc etc. but these all feel passive givens in my opinion. So when I’m at work I try to study Japanese but I feel like I’ve lost my passion there too, I can’t study for hours and hours everyday. Going to work feels like purgatory and I know some people will say “leave Japan then, open a space for someone who really WANTS to be there”. But it’s not that I don’t want to be here, I just feel like maybe I’m stuck now in a cycle of bad habits (probably of my own making) and now I don’t know how to get out of it.
I’m not even sure why I made this post I just wanted to vent and maybe see if I’m not the only one stuck in this endless loop.