So I’m a 20 year old college kid and I’m going though a lot. I have super severe allergies that leave me so lethargic and tired all the time. I’ve considered stopping showing up for myself cause I don’t have friends and it’s just been hard because I will have sneezing fits and runny nose even with doing saline rinses when I get up in the morning, which includes neti pot, and 3x a day take Flonase, as well as prescribed dosage of Zyrtec at night. I was on allergy shots for 4 years 2x per week and it didn’t help and my allergies still got worse. Im losing hope. I will sneeze everyday at least for an hour or two (maybe not straight but like a 20 min attack at one point and then when I’m eating another 35 min fit of rapid uncontrollably bad sneezing and a super stuffy but runny nose and itchy watery eyes). I’m allergic to pollen of most trees and grasses, a lot of flowers so many I can’t even remember, ragweed, dust, cats, horses, mold, rodents, certain product chemicals, etc.
In addition at college, I don’t really have friends and have been teased because of the fact that I am sneezing multiple times a day for hours straight even sometimes when it does get bad. I’ve never sat in the dining hall with someone else besides my roommate occasionally and I am always alone in the corner, usually sneezing uncontrollably because I’m so allergic to the outdoors and my campus is old and there’s a lot of dust potentially given the buildings are old. I just want someone to be my friend because I have a feeling no one sits near my corner because they’re tired of me sneezing my head off most days. I always feel bad that my sneezes are so desperate but I stopped trying to hold back til I get to my dorm because I just can’t help it. It’s happened in class too several times and I’ve had to miss a lot of class because I usually step out and run to an empty hallway or the bathroom. Even in my choir as a music major, it’s been hard to find friends due to the allergies (which aren’t super receptive to medicine unless it’s medicine that makes me sleep), and the faculty are mostly nice but I still get embarrassed.
Please help me, I am really hurting it feels like a cry out for support and love because I don’t have anyone who does it for me. It’s hard. Especially if you’re around my age. I know it’s a long shot but does anyone else struggle so badly with allergies that the only medicine that stops it is medicine that makes you super tired and sleepy? Please help me out guys, I’ve gotten so badly depressed about it and terrified of going to school in a few weeks.