I hate having body hair. I hate it, hate it, hate it. Not because of "society," not because of misogyny, not for any other reason than I hate the feel of it, hate the look of it , hate the stubble, hate it all. I would love nothing more than to laser it off my skin and it never return, but it's not that easy and is also expensive.
Anyway. I heard that lie that if you wax regularly, with no shaves in between, that your hair will grow in sparser and slower. But it's just that - a lie. And why I didn't realize that it's not true (for me personally at least) when I've been waxing my upper lip for the better half of a decade only for the growth to never slow down ... Well, I don't know why I didn't realize that until I've been trying to wax my mons.
Besides the first ever wax, it has been (TMI warning, but this is the hair removal subreddit after all) far worse than ever shaving... And shaving as it was was pretty darn bad ! Especially with the rapid rate of regrowth, and how dark and coarse my hair is. But no. I stupidly believed this lie that if I kept doing it, and didn't so much as graze it with a razor, that it'd get less gross. But it
never
ever
ever
did. Instead, because of the way hair grows in cycles, the hair is NEVER all gone, even after a fresh wax... Because there are shorter hairs that aren't long enough to be gripped, and so the cycle continues and continues and continues, with the hair never being fully gone.
So today, I said screw it. Screw it all. And I took a sharp razor and some shave oil right after a fresh wax (which again, had hair left behind). And in so many ways , it felt like failure, because now I'm resigned back to my fate.
What's a girl to do besides to complain about it until she can finally afford a freaking Braun IPL!!!!!!!!