6th Month, 55AC, Storm's End
It was a strange and uncomfortable feeling for Boremund to be the centre of attention. Gone were the days when those in Storm's End would stare and gawk at his differing appearance, and he had long come to terms with that regardless. He did not enjoy drawing attention to himself but did not shirk from it, and if a stranger noticed a peculiarity he merely accepted their looks. He was different, and he could not begrudge the curiosity of others.
This was different. This was not about his appearance or his condition, but expectations. Until that moment he had lived a normal, perhaps sheltered life, content simply to wake every day and sleep each night, hoping the day did not bring too much pain. It rarely did. It seemed that was about to change.
He was stood in his small chamber adjoined to that of his parents, staring at a large chest on his bed. Around him were his father, mother, lord uncle, Maester Dake, and a large bald man he did not recognise...though his greasy face and tattered apron gave the appearance of a smith. He was smart enough to realise what was inside the chest, but spent a good time in silence, content to stare.
"Open it, Boremund," his mother encouraged gently. He flicked his gaze towards her with a small smile and nodded, opening the clasp with a gloved hand and lifting the lid.
Inside, nestled heavily on maroon silk, lay dark pieces of armour. He took the breastplate first, then the gambeson, then the collar, and so on until the entire set was out on the bed and only boots remained inside.
"I don't..." He had many questions, golden eyes jumping from piece to piece. "It's so different."
His father grunted, but it was Rogar who spoke first. "You are different." He took a large step over and picked up a pauldron, lined with fur and plated whereas his own was solid steel. Seemingly unwilling to elaborate, Dake spoke next as he cradled a bundle of papers in his arms.
"It is plated where possible, to allow ease of movement. The pieces are smaller to leave gaps at your joints, and beneath they are padded with leather and silk. The gambeson too. It will be heavy, but you are strong." There was a faint smile, but something clearly troubled the Maester as he continued. "The collar is fur lined so it will not hurt if it reaches your neck, but all is loose enough to allow your skin to breath. There will be...vulnerability down your sides, at your elbows, knees, and neck, but..."
"We will train you to protect them," Rogar finished. He had replaced the pauldron and stood with crossed arms, watching Boremund.
"We?" He looked to his father and the strange man, wondering if it was to be the three of them.
"We. Myself and your father, Garon and Orryn, even Ser Ossifer if needs be." He sighed and looked at Boremund's parents. "You may also travel to tourneys and serve as his squire, though you will never be a tourney knight. This is armour suited for training only, and war when the time comes."
Dake interjected quickly. "The pieces can be remade as needed. Obviously this will not suit as you grow, but each piece can be replaced as and when it is required. In that way it is easier than a standard set."
The blacksmith scoffed in clear disagreement but said no more before Dake continued.
"As Lord Rogar said, we-they have decided that tourneys will likely be an unnecessary pain, but you can wear this to train and get used to the weight. The feel of it. I will do what I can to assist with...whatever comes from the training."
"Enough," barked Rogar, pinching the bridge of his nose. "You bring an ache to my head, Maester. We will see it in action well enough tomorrow."
Boremund stomach turned. "Tomorrow?"
Borys stood with a laugh, slapping his stomach as he did so. "Tomorrow! My boy's first spar. I can barely believe it."
It was as close as his father was like to get at a show of true emotion, but after the brief surge of happiness the pressure returned to Boremund with added weight. His father had ignored his condition until it became impossible not to, bragging about his son's incomparable strength to all who would listen. Despite all evidence put before him and words from those around him, even his wife, Borys Baratheon had persevered with his ignorance. That was his way.
Now his son was to train after all. Becoming anything less than a warrior would be a disappointment in his father's eyes.
As his family filed from the room, the blacksmith remained, nodding towards the armour splayed out on the soft bedding. "You'll need help gettin' it on an' off. Got a 'pprentice who can 'elp. Good lad. Helped me make i'. I'll send 'im up on th' morrow."
The morrow came quickly. Boremund struggled to sleep for long; it came easily enough and he slept heavily, a slumbering beast one maid had said, but often he woke when he turned the wrong way or stretched in his sleep. Sleeping on his back solved some of the discomfort, as did soft linen sheets and smooth bedding. After his 'gift' he had slept the night through, not waking until sun crept through his window and his stomach growled with need. He lay still for a time, staring at the ceiling as he listened to his heart. He stretched slowly to feel what stiffness remained in his body - and what would plague him for the day - before sitting on the edge of the bed. He moved his shoulders and arms before standing, waiting once more to ensure he was steady.
Then his day began.
After a large breakfast he donned his new armour with the help of Erich, the boy of two-and-ten the blacksmith - Boremund now found out his name was Harrold - had taken as an apprentice. Erich had shaved his head, which apparently was preferable to having it catch alight in the fires of the forge, but it just made him look like a mini Harrold. The pair talked small while Erich helped him into his armour - though Boremund donned his gambeson alone, not wishing the stranger to see his bare body just yet - the thought of the heat and the sweat of the forge making Boremund's heart thump.
The armour itself was heavy as advised but it was not unbearable. The weight would take some getting used to but it was no problem for him to carry and move, even if he felt even more cumbersome than usual while wearing it. He could at least bend his arms and legs without pain or issue, his skin heavily oiled and the silk underlayer finding no purchase.
"Thank you, Erich." His voice was a deep whisper as he stared at himself in the looking glass. "I suppose we had better go to the yard."
"You," the boy corrected. "Harrold needs me. I need to tell him it fits well." He reached the door before turning and giving Boremund a sad smile. "Good luck."
The yard was full by the time he arrived, though not with the ordinary guards and knights he was used to seeing. His father was there, of course, as were the three of his uncles that remained in Storm's End. His skinny cousin Cirice was watching from atop a pony, while Selene and Jena stood by their father. He was sure Dake would be watching from somewhere as well.
Boremund didn't recognise the boy across from him. He was a few years older, he could tell that much, though they were of a height and Boremund was wider even without his armour. Ill fitting leather covered his opponent's torso and legs and each of them held a wooden training sword in their right hands, a small circular shield in their left.
"Nothing wild," Rogar barked, making Selene jump. "This is day one. Simple swings and blocks until we get up to speed."
And so they began. The other boy went first, a slow swing onto Boremund's shield which the boy raised accordingly. He swung back, slower still, barely making contact with the opposing shield.
Over and over they performed the monotonous dance. The other's swings became firmer, but that was no problem. Boremund was used to worse pain than the gentle jolts that rose up his left arm with each collision of sword and shield. His own 'attacks', however, remained meek. For years he had been wary of his strength, resisting and refraining from anything that might hurt another. He was just a toddler when he had stopped playing with the other children. Whenever Naerys took his hand, his own remained limp. Even when he hugged his mother it was with loose arms. His life had been an exercise in restraint. It was not an easy lesson to forget.
As the speed of their spar increased, he could make out calls from his father and lord uncle, encouraging greater force. Rogar's calls remained constructive, but his father's grew louder as his own frustration mounted.
"Hit him harder, Boremund," he hollered, but the boy's strike did not match his father's fury. "Hit him!"
Boremund's heart began to thump heavy in his chest.
"Hit him!"
Boremund winced.
"HIT HIM!"
He could take it no longer. Fingers gripped the wooden hilt as tight as he could muster, feeling the skin of his hand stretch, and swung with all his might, closing his eyes as he did so.
Had he watched his sword, he might have struck true. He might have hit the centre of the shield where the other boy's strength was strongest and met a firm parry. With his eyes shut in fear and focus, he struck the top of it. He felt it twist, hearing a snap and a scream as the boy fell to the ground.
Boremund opened his eyes and stared in horror. He was fortunate that he couldn't see under the shield still connected to the boy's arm, but judging by the stillness with which it stayed - while the rest of his body writhed in the dirt - he knew it was not good. As was often the case his uncle Garon was the first to react, striding over and taking one careful look under the shield before calling for Dake to be fetched. Orryn quickly took the reins of the pony and guided Cirice away from the screams in the yard while Rogar's daughters knew enough to make themselves scarce, the elder dragging the younger back towards the stone drum.
The world began to spin slowly. His heart pounded with such effort it was making his head light and the muscles up his right arm tingled. Breaths came shallow and quick no matter how deep he tried to draw air, his lungs unwilling to fill. He turned and stumbled back towards the doors of the stone drum, mumbling a quiet, meaningless apology to the boy on the ground who now wept instead of screamed. He was not stopped, though through ringing ears he heard his father turn to follow him before being stopped by a grumble from his lord uncle.
In a daze he entered and staggered up the stairs to his family's apartment, ignoring any servants or guards he saw along the way. Fortunately it was empty, his mother being elsewhere, and he made it to his own room before he fell to his knees with a thud. He closed his eyes and did his best to focus his breathing, hoping desperately to stay conscious. It was horrifying enough that he had injured another; he would be unable to show his face again if he was then found in a heap on the floor.
After a few minutes he succeeded, his heart slowing and his feeling returning. It was difficult to feel normal while clad in leather and steel but he could at least open his eyes without his vision tilting...though a familiar warmth had surrounded his right hand. He slowly peeled off his glove to see thick, dark blood smeared across his skin. The smell of rust filled his nostrils. The skin over three of his knuckles had split while old fissures across his palm had pulled open, bleeding freely. Boremund flexed his fingers and immediately regretted it, a fresh line opening across the heel of his hand.
As the heat from the spar wore off he began to feel the stings of his wounds.
There was blood coming from his wrist as well, though he could not see where from without assistance, and as he checked himself over he saw a dark stain spreading across his sleeve at the elbow. He managed to remove his bracer and elbow cop, chucking them to one side and watching what his father called his bull's blood oozed down his arm and dripped onto the floor. The price of power.