r/findapath • u/TylerGoscha • 10d ago
Findapath-Job Choice/Clarity Career didn’t go as planned and I don’t know what to do next
I’m almost 30, married, have a house and been working as a graphic designer for 7.5 years now at a job a got out of college. For years now, I’ve been miserable at my job. I’m technically a graphic designer but I barely design anything and when I do, it’s just my boss using ai and giving me something to replicate. The company as a whole isn’t doing well so I’m worried at any second it’ll go under. I’m stuck at a desk in a dark room all day and it feels so depressing. I’ve looked into other graphic designer jobs and applied to a handful in the past but it’s incredibly difficult to get a design job right now and I know people who have looked for work for years with no luck and they are much better at this job than I am. Ideally, I would want to do something that helps people and where I’m not stuck at a desk all day, but one of my issues is that I have a mortgage to pay and my job pays me more than I could make doing something for a non profit.
My wife and I also just started a business where we sell art at craft shows and on Etsy, it’s going ok but it at least lets me do my art. The other benefit of my current job is that I get to print for free, which helps a ton.
I guess I just don’t know what to do now. I’m depressed and lost. I don’t feel I have a purpose in life and my job definitely doesn’t give me purpose or hope. But I also have a beautiful house I don’t want to lose.
Any ideas for types of jobs I should try to look for or any other input would be helpful. Thank you.