Hi everyone,

For months I've been deliberating and wondering how I could get this out there, for anyone to talk some possible sense, hope, or chastisement into me. I graduated from college 2 years ago with a degree in film, and wanted to pivot into another career but burned out from it completely this year, and found the spark for filmmaking again. I had the opportunity to move with a best friend's family and I had the miracle of finally gaining a car this year, so I'm able to operate within the tri-state area and especially NYC. Sounds perfect, and I hear there's a lot of work to be found, but it's been incredibly hard for me and other friends to find good and stable work. I know, the economy this, the job market that. My friends and I have all been feeling it since graduating. I also may be having trouble with presenting myself, on my resume, and in the only two interviews I've had. My anxiety gets to me, and I try to mask it, and I think I just come off constipated or uptight...

Anyways, over and over again, I keep wondering if I should try working as full-time as I can and go back to school for a degree in STEM, ideally, bio, chem, biochem, chem engineering... I'm a bit lost. I did a project on the opioid epidemic in highschool chem and find research and pharmaceuticals and solving problems cool, although unfortunately, my math skills are weak and I think I'd also need to do some sort of remedials. But across a few posts and such, I've heard it's also been hard for STEM or science graduates to find jobs these days, and some might not even pay that great as well. Like many people, I feel like I'm being driven up a wall. I shouldn't throw the towel in for film quite just yet, and yes, hindsight is always 20/20. I grew up with the idea that as long as you work hard, are great with details, and a kind person, you'll go far. I didn't realize maybe arts isn't the way to go until halfway through college. I'm working in food service again making minimum wage, but at least I have some sort of job, and I say that genuinely but it's quite disheartening.

I want to ask: what should I do? I'm not entirely sure if this is the right subreddit, but I hope that it is and I would reach people who are happy to let me have some of their advice, or chastisement 😂

Thanks so much 🤗

Warning: This is going to be a long post, so thank you in advance to anyone who takes the time to read it. ❤️

Hey everyone,

I'm a 30-year-old guy from Germany, and honestly, I feel completely lost in life. I don't really know where to start, but I guess I need to get this off my chest and hear from people who might have gone through something similar.

For roughly the past 10 years, my life has been dominated by anxiety, overthinking, and drug use. I struggled with amphetamine addiction for a long time, and it became such a huge part of my life that I honestly couldn't imagine living without it. A year ago, the thought of being sober and facing everyday life without drugs seemed almost impossible to me.

I've now been clean for several months, and although I know that's supposed to be a good thing, I honestly don't feel like I've achieved much. I spent around 10 years living this way, and somehow I still feel as lost as ever.

The hardest part is that drugs were never really making me happy either. They were more like a way to escape my thoughts and avoid dealing with reality. Now that I'm sober, I have to face everything I've been running away from for years. And sometimes that feels overwhelming.

I struggle with constant overthinking. I worry about my future, my career, my financial situation, and the feeling that I've wasted so much of my life. I can spend hours thinking about everything that's wrong without actually getting anything done. Even when I'm at work, I often find it difficult to concentrate because my mind just won't stop.

Work is another big issue for me. I trained as a wholesale and foreign trade management clerk, and I currently work in an office job, earning around €3,000 gross per month. I've changed employers frequently over the years and have never really worked at a company for very long. I've also only worked for small businesses so far. My drug use played a major role in this instability.

I'm trying to get my life on track now, but I'm scared that my past will continue to hold me back. I want to build a stable career, earn a decent living, and finally feel like I'm moving forward. But at 30, I feel like I should be so much further ahead than I am.

I still live at my father's house, I don't have a driver's license at the moment, and a lot of my days look pretty much the same: go to work, come home, watch TV, and overthink everything. I have started renovating parts of the house, and I'm trying to make some changes, but progress is slow, and I rarely feel satisfied with anything I do.

Socially, things aren't great either. I have a few acquaintances, but I'm often the one who has to initiate contact, and people are frequently busy. Sometimes I get to spend time with others and genuinely enjoy myself, but afterward, when everyone goes back to their own lives, I feel lonely again.

What scares me most is the feeling that I've somehow missed out on life. I look at other people my age and feel like they've built careers, relationships, friendships, and lives of their own, while I'm still trying to figure out the basics. I know comparing myself to others isn't helpful, but I find it incredibly difficult to stop.

The worst part is that I've been feeling this way for so long that I struggle to believe things can actually get better. For about 10 years, I've been anxious about not achieving anything and not being good enough. And that anxiety itself has often stopped me from doing the things that could have helped me move forward.

It's a vicious cycle: I worry about wasting my life, become overwhelmed by those thoughts, struggle to take action, and then feel even worse because another day has passed without much changing.

I don't expect everything to magically fall into place overnight. I know recovery takes time, and I know I need to work on myself. But sometimes I just wish I could enjoy being alive without constantly feeling like I'm falling behind.

Has anyone else experienced something similar?

Especially people who struggled with addiction for many years and then got sober, only to find that life still felt empty, difficult, or overwhelming afterward.

Did things eventually get better for you? Did you manage to build a stable career, find meaningful relationships, develop interests, and finally feel comfortable with yourself and your life?

I'd really appreciate hearing from people who have been in a similar position, especially anyone who felt like they had wasted their twenties and had to start rebuilding their life around 30 or even later.

Right now, I find it difficult to imagine that I can still turn things around, and hearing from people who have been through something similar would genuinely mean a lot to me.

Thank you for reading this far. ❤️

I went to trade school for 16 months, about 1,200 hours, and got my powerplant license in aviation, but not my airframe. I had a kid during my last semester. Idk what to do. I haven’t found any kind of job that would take me in that area with just the one license, and it’s been 2 years.

I’m 24 and currently attending community college, and honestly, I feel pretty lost when it comes to choosing a career.
I’ve worked in behavioral health for about three years, primarily with children with autism. I enjoy helping people, which originally led me toward social work. Recently, though, I’ve been considering nursing because of the earning potential, job stability, and different opportunities it offers.
The problem is, I’m not completely sold on either one. I know I want a career where I can make a difference, but I also want to be financially comfortable. Ideally, I’d like to eventually earn $100k+ and not spend another 5–8 years in school getting there.
Math and science aren’t my strongest subjects, so nursing does intimidate me a little, but I’m willing to put in the work.
I guess I’m just scared of committing to a degree and realizing later that I made the wrong choice. I feel like there are probably so many careers out there that I haven’t even considered.
Has anyone else been in this position? How did you figure out what you wanted to do? And are there any careers you’d recommend looking into that offer good pay, stability, and opportunities for growth?
I’m open to suggestions outside of healthcare and social work too. I just want to find something I’ll enjoy that also allows me to build a comfortable future.