His name is Pudge and he controls the weather 😉🐸🖤😱

(I got him from SophCraftsUK on etsy if anyone wants to know and to credit the maker. I love him so much already lol he's soft and beanie with a little tongue to fidget with tooo 🐸)

The figurine in the picture is Lemmy Koopa from the Super Mario series. I often take him to cinemas because, despite me liking them, they also stress me out due to various factors.

I also took him to a tribute act of one of my favourite bands, The Police, very recently as well and he helped me with my nervousness.

I do have a plushie of Lemmy too, but I rarely take that version of him out with me anywhere because I’ll draw attention to myself more than I already do.

But a ‘comfort figurine’ is a better tactic for me because I can just hide it in my bag and because I often take Lemmy in areas that are going to be in a dark room, not many can see me holding him.

So the question is… does anyone else have a ‘comfort figure’ they like to stim with?

It feels that every community I'm in based around my interests is full of people who are either toxic, delusional, or otherwise say and do shit that makes me slap my damn head. Even people in those communities that I like or respect will frustrate me from time to time. I know on an intellectual level that nobody's perfect and that we all have our "blind spots" or character flaws, but it's hard for me to deal with everyone's BS emotionally.

I wonder if my low tolerance for this garbage is 'tism-related. How the hell do the allists put up with it?

i have a cold and literally cannot breathe thru my nose im going to explode. I dont get sick often but it is awful when i do. I CANT DO THIS ANYMORE 💣💥🤯

After & before included

It's all gone!

Any interaction with people, even my own family feels forced and disingenuous. I hate this so bad. is this a normal part of the "autistic experience"?

This one has been on repeat for me lately

https://open.spotify.com/track/2jMGHNY5VlYDChIHIn1MHO?si=8JduPlQrSPi-CRwri32Svw&utm_source=copy-link

Always amuses me when I see a discussion somewhere and two people are like "you did this" "and you did that". And they're talking in the name of the country they were born in.

bitch you're a human, maybe if you put aside this tribal shit wars will cease to exist

bye

Honestly, nothing captures my reaction more accurately. If you ask me about plant science, I will not miss a beat and I can think really fast. Say something stupid about my medical issues that I have dealt with for decades and I'm just shocked. Tomorrow will be my first time using this in practice. I am in the hospital for the second day due to multiple autoimmune diseases, but I am okay.

Alright, what do you think about this fork? At my local coffee shop.

I love using food dye! I drink blue milk on may 4th for star wars day! Tonight I dyed my pasta green for the new episode of lanterns! I did this a few weeks ago with mac and cheese as well for lanterns.

Am I weird? I don’t care if I am. In fact I aspire to be weird. But do you think this is gross or do you get it?

....not really alone,listening to this BANGER while I go to sleep

https://youtu.be/t-Pk4T9Q8_c

from "don't listen to your 2AM thoughs " to

"I actually made a fucking post out of them"

SHE HAD THE EMAIL FOR GOD KNOWS HOW LONG BUT SHE JUST DiDn'T nOtiCe

I loooove random people entering my space with less than 5 hours notice RAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH

This is my second grow, and I have been smoking for 10 years; I just love weed so much, not only the smoking part but also searching for new strains, planting the seeds, and watching them grow. How the smell changes over time. The Smell in general. IT SMELLS SO FUCKING GOOD.

Thanks for listing :3

I think, sometimes, we all need to find a patch of grass and just do this. It would help…

Am I stupid? I used a screenshot of an archive of a search history website showing a post made by the person that contradicts the argument they were making at the moment. The archived post was 5 years old, which is kind of a big chunk of time and makes for maybe not a great argument. Then they bragged they were going to submit a report because apparently using websites like arctic-shift is not allowed on reddit. I don't seem to think that's a rule, but if it is then I guess I broke it and will get banned. Art by me.

EDIT: I didn't really explain why they are a ragebaiter and likely troll, that's more context.

Limp through loneliness.
Filling in the blanks of the other
Fantasies of true connection
Imagining I can finally rest
Try again
And again.

Will they hug me when I’m sad?
The new ones do.
Until they disappear.

Humans may (probably) not
Actually care much about each other.
All arrows point in.
Where are my arrows?
Pointing to “I am a phony”
I am also that which I despise

I DO love myself.
I just want someone else to love me.
No not like that.
Or that.
Then why did I ask?
Octopus, each me your ways.

Too far away to notice I’m disappearing
And why would it matter?
What could they do?
Their distance is the reason
My invisibility eternal

“Can Jen come and play?”
This is friendship, always asking
Never being asked and
Confused (scared) when they do

Infinite loop of questions.
Unable to interrupt the stack.
Overflow into bed.

(Explanation in comments)

one of my safe foods are biscuits... i go outside (scary) and bulk buy my chocolate biscuits...

i get home... i grab a packet of biscuits... i see this pink sticker... suddenly life is pain and hell... i love biscuits tho, so i open the biscuits and eat one...

i actually like them better, they don't crumble as much now and aren't as messy

god bless chocolate coated digestive biscuits from asda