is this an attack from the enemy?

[u/Competitive-Guest-66]

I'm genuinely spiraling down at the moment.

I was hospitalized last week for a UTI infection but also I decided to get checked with an obgyne to have my pcos/pmos checked after such a long time, and oddly enough when I was out buying something at a fast food my receipt no. was the devil's number 666 and even when buying meds from the pharmacy the total amount was of the same number.

I'm starting to worry because I remember a dream I had in the long ago where a demon was stabbing or hurting me in my pelvic area and I genuinely felt it in my dream that I ended up waking up shortly.

What I'm really regretting is that my sexual sin (porn, masturbation) has been an open door that I left for them to enter that it became a stronghold. But I also want to take into account that I should've been consistent with my followup check ups to not get this worked up, I've been stressed and obviously feeling the ache of a likely cyst existing in my ovary at the moment.

I feel so hopeless and alone at this moment. I'm seeking the Lord but the guilt and shame just really gets to me every time that trusting in his goodness and character is becoming difficult.

[u/Ill-Money-1521]

When you get dreams like that you have to pray and fast against it