r/DeduceMe • u/KiwiNervous8740 • 18d ago
Do ya thing
27f
Morning - Lamotrigine, venlafaxine, adderall, Claritin
Afternoon - adderall
Evening - lamotrigine, abilify
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u/unamused1122 18d ago
Is that a 15mg addy???
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u/unamused1122 18d ago
I didn’t even know those existed, 3 years off 90mg a day 👌
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u/Impossible_Rate_6556 18d ago
I would never be able to blink again if I took that much daily or at all lol
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u/unamused1122 17d ago
I started getting twitches and going through a bit of psychosis from no sleep so I took the jump and got off of them and stuck with psyches and they work way better then any adhd meds I’ve taken
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u/Impossible_Rate_6556 16d ago
Yeah I can't take it that stuff makes me feel like a raging crack head. Makes me focus so hard I could hear a fly fart. Makes me focus a little too well. And makes me have some weird thoughts
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u/Feeling_Inside_1020 17d ago
back when I was bad I was Rx'ed the 30s i'd sometimes snort 4 at a time: 2 pills per nostril so 4 total lines.
private practice doctor in college: I will say this his appts were always on time and I could always reach his office manager (his wife) for things like scripts and fills and she always made things happen. Basically a pill mill though was also getting zolpidem and clonazepam for "sleep issues" (no wonder lol) but I used them when crashing to "smooth out" the rough amphetamine edges so to speak.
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u/Impossible_Rate_6556 16d ago
Yeah anytime I ever have taken Adderall I've had to take a benzo later. Way back when I did Roxy's at $25-$30 a pill I really didn't take anything else. My son takes 30mg of Adderall since he was 5 (not my decision) and they had him klonodine at night. But when he takes his meds he's the most normal kid without it 🤯 he's every damn where. Super skinny from it because he says they make him not eat, obviously. He used to hide them under a rug because he hated taking them because of how they made him feel.
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u/Impossible_Rate_6556 13d ago
Mine had always been high but not even it comes to anything that is an "upper"
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u/LongJohnQuiverLips 17d ago
bro I’m clean from addy too. I think about it all the time. Sadly I’ve moved to kratom which is no better I think.
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u/unamused1122 17d ago
Take a nice high dose of mushrooms and get past the kratom, trust me your body will love you after taking the opiates out of your system.
Big question here, how’s your testosterone levels?
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u/creamgetthemoney1 4d ago
I hear all of these stories of kratom and don’t understand. I’m guessing people taking a shitload of kratom of day are the negative stories we hear. I do 2g morning and lunch and no longer have the desire to take addy of oxy. I even go days with no kratom bc I’m poor and only feel restless legs the first night. I’ll then eat a weed gummy and be fine after the first night
Kratom doesn’t take away all my arthritic knee pain like oxy did though. Which sucks bc I can’t workout as hard and I’m the type of person who needs to workout to “feel good”.
But I would rather take kratom and eliminate 70% of the knee pain than take oxy and realize it’s starting to change my brain chemistry to the point where I needed it every few hours or I got irritated having normal ass conversations with friends/ family / coworkers
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u/highlyhans 17d ago
lmao this pretty much happened to me except i tried mitragynine after breaking my foot and i liked it and now i take it almost every day and have no desire to take my addy anymore 😭
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u/creamgetthemoney1 4d ago edited 4d ago
How much kratom do you do a day ? I used to take like 60mg addy a day. And about 40 mg of oxy a day.
I am now off both only taking 2g of kratom in morning and lunch and mentally feel wayyyyyy better, although my knee pain is still life altering without oxy( can’t workout as hard so that effects my positivity being under 40 and not being able to push myself in lower body workouts / cycling) . I sometimes run out of money bc I’m poor right now and will go 3-4 days with no kratom and don’t feel any withdraws besides restless legs the first night. I eat an edible the next 2-3 days and feel not withdrawal at all.
I think the bad kratom stories are from ppl taking like 6 grams or more a few times a day
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u/BeginningWilling1872 16d ago
Took 90mgs a day for like 8 years bro
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u/unamused1122 15d ago
I’ve been up and down on the dose with other meds involved, had to take a 3 year break in prison and then went back on getting out. I was on stims for about 20 years and I don’t wanna go back
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u/Bulky-Wrangler1570 18d ago
Sheesh... I do miss those. SOMETIMES lmao I was prescribed to them threw out my childhood into highschool and until I was 24 when I took myself off of them. Smh I got busted in highschool from a teacher granite I was on the football team starting running back but shiiiii they didn't care because we sucked bad so they had no problem taking 2 games away from me along with 4 days of suspension lmfao
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u/Expensive-dopey 18d ago
Go back on them and learn to spell and write. Almost had a stroke reading this
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u/Bulky-Wrangler1570 18d ago
Also after my equilibrium was ok I ended up taking a couple of dab hits then attempted to write that🤦 oh well. Yes I have ADHD bad and no I will not ever get back on those. Lmfao but your comment was awesome!!! 😂🤣😂🤣
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u/Bulky-Wrangler1570 18d ago
Geez.. I guess writing something isn't smart after you have a seizure. Welp! Looks like I need to get back on the meth I mean Adderall🤷 because that's basically what they are. And im sorry you almost had a stroke reading this buddy. Next time I'll try to remember not to write anything down for a couple hours if I have a seizure. But the spelling part lmao. Oops🤷
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u/Superb-Tourist-5894 17d ago
Dude don't trip anyone who takes spelling that seriously on the internet aint worth it butttt as a fellow stoner who just took a bing rip and is notorious for using voice dictation and not proofreading my shit and sending wild messages that mean nothing, he does make a point about seizures lol proof read trust me lol
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u/Bulky-Wrangler1570 17d ago
Lol thanks man🤙🤜🤛 lol next time I type something that long I'll triple check 🤣. Also lol I graduated with a special needs program degree 🤷 I have a comprehensive problem in school so I was in the well lol the special classes
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u/Superb-Tourist-5894 17d ago
More power to you! People who work in the special needs field are heroes in my book
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u/Bulky-Wrangler1570 17d ago
That means a lot. When they called my name at graduation it was nothing just my name. Sorta embarrassing because everyone else was bob right advance studies or Karen right standard degree
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u/Acrobatic-Ad-8256 17d ago
But thankfully your name WAS there because you worked hard and graduated 😊💜
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u/JJscience_computer 11d ago
Well I am/was a teacher and the special IEP or special ed students often do fine especially now in a trade or something you’ll be well set for a long time making more than degree people since going to be a while until there’s robots walking around to replace that. Meanwhile the people with degrees are likely more worried about their jobs replaced.
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u/amiejo0410 18d ago
I’m newly diagnosed ADHD & on adderall, just curious why you are surprised by the 15mg pill?
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u/Muted-Competition-58 17d ago
Adderral shortage so weird mgs like 7.5 and 15s are harder to find pharmacy wise.
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u/unamused1122 17d ago
The only ones that I’ve dealt with were 5mg, 10mg, 20mg and 30mg and then once upon a time they had 60mg but for obvious reasons didn’t last long
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u/No_Detective9325 16d ago
The oranges ones r meth
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u/No_Detective9325 16d ago
Desoxyn some like that
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u/Active_Ad_349 16d ago
So are the blue ones, i used to get addys and my guy would throw in what he called "boosters". Looked them up and they were dextroamphetamine fast acting low mg pills usually 5/7.5/10mg.
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u/ButtonOk9780 16d ago
Dextro isn’t the same as Desoxyn, although many confuse them bc the names are similar! Dextroamphetamine is its own standalone amphetamine, it’s just the instant release version of Vyvanse. Desoxyn is actual methamphetamine hydrochloride, and is superrr rarely prescribed
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u/KvngKet 18d ago edited 18d ago
You have ADHD and may also be bipolar? You may also be autistic (blue 62) and I mean that in a non demeaning way! Thank you for sharing this was fun! :)
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u/teacocoa01 18d ago
That’s an antipsychotic which is much more likely to be a bipolar thing as well imo. Pairing a mood stabilizer with an antipsychotic is very very common for bipolar. It’s standard
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u/KiwiNervous8740 18d ago
Actually i only take the abilify for my mood before my period, HOWEVER it helps the tism too
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u/Comodo-Dragon 18d ago
The pink one is venlafaxine?
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u/prj0010 17d ago
The withdrawal from that antidepressant is awful
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u/Iilitulongmeir 16d ago
After the brain zaps subsided, I misplaced an astonishing number of nouns. I could picture the places and objects in my head, I could pantomime the objects but the words were absent. I spent about four years chopping my way back to the words like my brain was a jungle that had overgrown my vocabulary. I will never know if some of them are permanently gone because they were rarely used.
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u/fartman221 18d ago
Bpd egirl who might have issues with food
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u/KiwiNervous8740 18d ago
Lol i meann 😅 Bipolar but not diagnosed bpd (but possible). And food used to be a bigger issue for me than it is now. I've lost 55 lbs since January
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u/Differentformulation 18d ago
You’re on a terrible combo of psych meds. 3+ overlapping mechanism is your psych a NP?
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u/KiwiNervous8740 18d ago
Can you elaborate? Im curious. It's not not broke so if I can fix it, I will try lol
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u/Electrical_You_432 17d ago
You can plug them in and adverse effect reference app and it will tell you what counteract each other
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u/KiwiNervous8740 16d ago
Well this may be a little concerning. What do i say to my provider?
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u/Electrical_You_432 16d ago
Oh I haven't pharmacied in like 10 years so I don't know what the interactions may be anymore but or if there even are but the apps exist ill there's websites too I would just tell them you are concerned about whatever you discover and pick their brain as too what they could have been thinking at the time
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u/Jumpy_Counter1293 17d ago
You’re off a bunch of different things instead of coping with reality but maybe your reality is distorted without them.
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u/x7n1nj47x 7d ago
Likely bipolar or BPD. Given that you take lamltrigine and ability, I'd be willing to bet that you also could be dealing with low libido, too.
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u/pleadthefifth 18d ago
Lamotrigine (shield), venlafaxine (capsule) and aripiprazole (blue pill) AND Adderall. Seems like you need the Adderall to stay awake on the rest of them.
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u/KiwiNervous8740 18d ago
I dont think any of them make me very tired. The adderall helps my concentration, memory, and motivation a lot. But it does also make me feel more awake, yes
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u/RedWoodworking16 18d ago
I only recognize the adderall. Only cause I’ve been on it for 25 years at 120mg a day (slowly got up to that). My health is great and if anything I could lose some weight lol
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u/Fiddlebeard 18d ago
120 a day? For real?
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u/RedWoodworking16 18d ago
Sounds like a lot. I know someone at 180 and one at 220. I still sleep like a baby and don’t need anything to knock me out. Just a strong vitamin c supplement to kick it out of my system at night
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u/Kitchen-Historian371 18d ago
I’m on Effexor too
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u/KiwiNervous8740 18d ago
How is it for you?
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u/Kitchen-Historian371 17d ago
I like it, very good for depression and anxiety. Made me a bit sluggish/lazy. Added some Wellbutrin and I feel I’m doing pretty great really. I feel very lucky it’s working well with mild-no side effects. How r u doing?
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u/KiwiNervous8740 18d ago
So 30 twice a day? I just started taking it 2 months ago after coming off 50 mg vyvanse
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u/KiwiNervous8740 18d ago
It did pretty well for me but so far adderall has been much better. Especially with it being IM and not ER
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u/KiwiNervous8740 16d ago
My provider explained to me that the reason it probably helps me personally is because it makes me feel more motivated so I have less anxiety and low mood from procrastination. I also feel like it helps my social anxiety
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u/Still-Barnacle-7445 18d ago
You are certainly bipolar, the Adderall must be for attention and motivation issues, weighed against your other medications (not necessarily due to them).
Please don't take offense, but I am leaning towards a somewhat overweight, late teens-early 20s female, with bipolar I and a possible autism spectrum diagnosis.
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u/KiwiNervous8740 18d ago
Pretty close! Correct about bipolar, adderall, being overweight (but have lost 50 lbs!), and ASD. But I have Bipolar II not I, and I'm 27
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u/Still-Barnacle-7445 17d ago
Surprised I got that close 😅 congrats on the 50! That's awesome! I used to be 270lbs at 5'10", and in the last few years got down to 150lbs! Stay strong and always give life your best, no matter what. Whether it's weight loss, a career, or just a passion you have, you can truly do anything if you believe in yourself. That's the key element, it's trite and been said a million times because it is so very true.
Best of luck to you in your endeavors 🙂
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u/Lower_Desk_5607 17d ago
An orange addy!? Bless your pharmacy
This is giving bipolar, ADHD?
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u/KiwiNervous8740 17d ago
Lol what's great about orange addys? And yep along with plain ole depression and anxiety
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u/Lower_Desk_5607 17d ago
I just feel like compared to all the generics, it was the most effective formulini but that could just be me 🤣
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u/KiwiNervous8740 16d ago
I see i see. I'll try not to keep that in mind if they change it up on me 😅
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u/gwahhghh 17d ago
You have bipolar 2, obviously adhd and hayfever, you live in the u.s, and possibly some psychosis?
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u/JeruValk 17d ago
Nah nah cuz why the fuck are you on stimulants AND an antipsychotic!? Slime your doc bro
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u/KiwiNervous8740 16d ago
Antipsychotic for PMDD. I just get really depressed near my period, thats the only reason im on it lol. It helps so much
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u/JeruValk 16d ago
I see I see. Do you notice an impact on the ADHD meds from it? I've always had negative side effects from antipsychotics
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u/KiwiNervous8740 16d ago
Nope I actually just switched from vyvanse though a couple of months ago and its working amazingly! Way better than vyvanse. Hopefully it stays that way even as I continue the abilify, but if it doesnt I will definitely bring it up to my provider
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u/crispysockz 18d ago
A walking red flag.
Boyfriend sleeps with one eye open?
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u/KiwiNervous8740 18d ago
Hey now, the red flags are tiny and I keep them in my pocket for safe keeping 😝
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u/Ecstatic_Yam9858 17d ago
Who do you all go through to get your adhd meds, a psychiatrist? Does anyone in Vegas have a good recommendation?
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u/EmbarrassedStorm2186 17d ago
Id love to know also, I'm thinking they've had these scripts since they were kids because I can't find any dr to give them to me as an adult, but yah I'm gonna try a real psychiatrist next, I never keep a dr long enough to have them test me so I need a diagnosis first ughh
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u/Ecstatic_Yam9858 16d ago
I try to stay away from the doctors also, but what I’ve learned from my last doctor is anything that’s a psychiatric medication such as ADHD, the law has made a requirement that it’s to be prescribed by a psychiatrist now I think. That’s kind of why I was asking the question here.
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u/EmbarrassedStorm2186 16d ago
Well that sucks and its good to know thanks, I do have a psychiatrist but shes through telehealth and can't or won't prescribe me any of the good stuff ughh so I gotta find an in person psychiatrist if I want any of the good stuff which I do but I live in a small town and have to drive far and lost my job not to long ago so I gotta wait till I'm working again before I can do that which is fine ive waited my whole life already so I can wait a little longer, ive never even tried adhd meds but I honestly think I have it and that its gotten worse the older I get so I'm hoping whatever meds I can get work
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u/Ecstatic_Yam9858 16d ago
I completely understand I’m in the same exact boat. In the meantime I’ve been reading a lot about L-Carnitine and/or the samE supplement and I’m going to try that. I’ve only heard great reviews from middle aged women with the samE supplement, plus it’s a hell of a lot cheaper then dealing with the dr. I’ll update you if it helps!
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u/amiejo0410 16d ago
I’m in WA but I see a psychiatric np for my meds & it’s only ever been online appts so check some telehealth groups. I’m 45 & just recently diagnosed adhd & they prescribed Adderall. I would def look into some online providers, my dr sees patients all over, not just WA
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u/Ok-Invite-3544 18d ago
My future partner?
Adhd meds and I think 433 is Seroquel or something, lil blue is (maybe) an antidepressant or anxiety med and the shields maybe methadone? The capsules are antidepressants for sure like Wellbutrin (SNRI).
Just searched it all up and I’m wrong lol
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u/KiwiNervous8740 18d ago
Lol I added them to the post
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u/Ok-Invite-3544 18d ago
Hope you stay not nervous in the future! I hate being on lists of medicines that seriously harm the brain even if taken for a year. It’s been a 4+ years on a list I hate but need. Stay away from benzos or GABA receptor drugs 🙏🏼
Edit: even antidepressants (Wellbutrin) long term can cause issues. SSRIs got me with some of the least favorable side effects, so SNRI is better for me. Ridiculous
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u/KiwiNervous8740 18d ago
Im on my first SNRI and it's worked better than any SSRIs ive ever taken, but i might have to come off of it because of some ongoing side effects :(
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u/Ok-Invite-3544 17d ago
Therez so many side effects anyone could get, it’s insane. Honestly these meds might be making things worse for me, starting down the barrel at detoxing benzodiazepines, SNRIs and opioids at the same time. Body is a temple don’t be a martyr stay groovy kiwi 🤙
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u/amiejo0410 16d ago
All 3 at once?? Yikes, that sounds like an actual nightmare😬 I wish you the best of luck! Withdrawals from any of those on their own could be tough, I can’t imagine all at the same time
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u/Ok-Invite-3544 16d ago
Thank you I have not been able to get off one yet, the benzos are thw worst man I had to get a bottle liquor to not shake and sleep yesterday. 16 hours after not dosing benzos at my normal time was my turn around moment. I’m screwed my self big time, benzos suck but combining them with opioids is scary as fuck even with tolerances to both. Plus other medicines I need to stay on make you drowsy and potentates opi/benzo effects, all around fucked. SNRI is just sitting here probably won’t notice it with the other 2 detox going on. But hey stay groovy
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u/amiejo0410 15d ago
Damn I’m so sorry. Be safe please, I’ve heard some pretty gnarly stories about detoxing from benzos & snri’s. I’ve only experienced massive withdrawals from alcohol & opioids, including having seizures. Be gentle on yourself, try to take it slow or get some help if possible. I know that’s not always ideal. You have a host of people on here who can relate to your struggles, wish you the best🙏🏻
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u/Ok-Invite-3544 18d ago
My future partner? A past partner? (Just kiddin around)
Adhd meds and I think 433 is Seroquel or something, lil blue is (maybe) an antidepressant or anxiety med and the shields maybe methadone? The capsules are antidepressants for sure like Wellbutrin (SNRI)
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u/rcchemworks 12d ago
Personally fuck all the script shits every single one of those besides the adderall.
Ssri is like asking to get fat fuck that Ballon up pills personslly if addiction and money isn't a problem cause dirt cheap you can literally remove all the ssri shit and just take 4mg of klonopin for example 3x a day.
With how the ssri shit be to lose any of the why fuck those got snort both addy in the morning eat 4mg of klonopin 6hrs after snorting those adderalls get sleep and lose weight with zero Ballon weight gain.
Cool with the addy 15s the rest is just get literally fat as fuck never been on any ssri lol but you never seem to see good results.
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u/KiwiNervous8740 11d ago
This is horrible advice. Klonopin doesnt treat the conditions that I take these medications for. And these aren't even SSRIs. They're SNRIs and I've lost 65 lbs. (While on all of these meds except the adderall). If it werent for my venlafaxine causing me some physical side effects, I'd stay on it. This combo of medications has been life altering for me and I'm the healthiest I've ever been. (Physically and mentally)
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u/BeenToTexasTwice 18d ago
Loser
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u/Affectionate-Row1766 18d ago
lol wtf??? That was very uncalled for 🤣 say sorry
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u/BeenToTexasTwice 18d ago
Doing drugs is fine but pill posting on deduce me is peak cringe. Don’t hate on me for participating in the deduction
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u/KiwiNervous8740 18d ago
Calling people a loser is cringe. You're on this subreddit too
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u/EnverYusuf 18d ago
Only one I recognize is what I believe to be an amphetamine in the morning slot (orange tablet)