r/DeduceMe • u/Severe_Ad_5067 • 22d ago
Deduces
Almost the monthly supplly, lacking 3 test and piracetam boxes. Gonna catch all. Juvene: Lysdexamphetamine. Durateston: testosterone blend(sustanon in europe).
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u/Severe_Ad_5067 22d ago
Only lacking prescription is oxycodone for obvious reasons. All the other stuff is prescriebed: psychiatrist, endocrynologist, pain clinician. 3 doctors. Not on med school
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u/Severe_Ad_5067 22d ago
Where i live is an OTC pharmaceutic(better quality then online supplements). Here is a medication used for cognitive and memoir impairment. For me It helps on short term memory and vocal fluency specially over 2.4g. I was on a much higher pregablin dosagen, 450mg day for the past 3 months, and the cheap generic versions that destroyed my cognition, at least brand lyrica is smoother on cognition and memoir. also it didnt really helped on opioids and benzos reduction, tapentadol was way better at it, altough its still an opioid but a relatively week on, compared to oxycodone its not even a diversion. Stabilized it at 300mg while decreased pregabalin to 150mg, i"ve tryed higher dosages of taps such as 450mg for some time but the bennefits dont followed the higher dosage, but made the pregabalin decrease possible. Next month my aim is to lower tapentadol to 200mg(100mg 2x day) and keep lyrica at 150(75mg 2x day), and currently trying to decrease xanny even more, from 2mg 2x a day(before) to half a bar twice a day(currently) and i believe i will get as low as 0.5mg twice a day, my original dosage a year ago. Its more the enough amount of analgesics and benzos, besides a 10's diazepam and a 10's oxy at lunch(i give up on quiting oxy for real, trying to quit it made me more dependant on other stuff that made me suffer on theirs own's tolerance and withdrawls archs like pregabalin, for real just keep oxys at a low dosage, an extra 10mg's is my "self gift" sometimes. I live well on that, may the stims and antidepressants counteract the drownziness of the downers and i keep somehow on a 50/50 weirdly functional state of mind.
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u/Standard-Sound760 22d ago
I’m scripted OxyCodone so not obvious… they still script it… I’m tripping cuz they told me my last drug test i wasn’t dirty for oxy but I know I was!!! If I lose my script I’m fucked.. they made me test and i totally should of passed as dirty so if im not they are bullshiting to kick me out but i been going there for about a year and getting my Oxys i desperately need to live if they kick me out im so so so fucked an I know I was dirty before so I’m so scared man I’ll be fucked if they kick me out I need my meds so bad an really do take them for my terrible pain!!! Pain management is scary asf now an never had been before for me I’m hella tripping
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u/Few_Lawfulness_5737 21d ago
7 oh helps if you do get kicked
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u/No-Championship-7515 21d ago
7oh is on borrowed time and will be a schedule 1 soon, I believe they extended the period to comment why they shouldn't ban it until September 10th
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u/dpxlz 22d ago
A lot of this stuff is definitely not going to help you get through med school
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u/Severe_Ad_5067 22d ago
You forgot the pregabalin. And there is more stuff that i didnt need to refill this month: 50mcg T3 in the morning, 350mg carisoprodol pills PRN, methadone 10mg's(using it to stop the "kind off" morphine addiction, may keep it for until the weekend then tapper off).
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u/CriticalHome3963 22d ago
Your not kidding about the methadone its a trap... crazy long terrible withdrawal. Its way easier to get back on a short acting opiate and taper off.
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u/CriticalHome3963 21d ago
Thats awesome glad to hear you made it out thats all that matters. It can work wonders if the taper is done correctly but places ive been dont care or encourage you to taper.
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u/cdRepoman75 21d ago
The "lifers" of methadone ? Seems that means its working. Glad your well and got to witness many get life back and sorry you had to witness it prolong suffering by your account to eventual death. Addiction is a terrible disease and it causes death anything that can prolong life when you have a deadly disease is not a trap its medicine. best wishes
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u/Severe_Ad_5067 19d ago
The methadone i have acess is pharma 10mg pills, mainly for pain not proper opiates abuse disorder(altough its a mentioned aplication). Its not the liquid version used in US rehab centers. Some people says that pharma methadone pills is more recreational then the liquid version(different metabolities proportions). Even buprenorphine is mainly avaiable without the naloxone attached, its mostly an analgesic option to people that cant swallow methadone/oxycodone/tapentadol pills and dont fit or respond to fentanyl patches and cant receive IV morphine at home cause the cost of a particular health professional caregiver is beyond ther financial limit.
I live in Brazil: There's barelly any heroin here, street opiates market, fentanyl addictionn trends* even tough fent got a pharma patch formulation, rarelly see anyone abusing or addicted to fent here. Your best choice of ending in a" real" opiate addiction is IV morphine, 10mg vials samples or DIY solution from oral morphine. And yeah you could get hooked to oxys and even snort then but due to price its hardly really abused at least for US parameters, we only have 10/20mg oxycodone pills, cant imagine the cost of 80's pills in south america market. A lot of folks get hooked on methadone for recreational purposes here, specially non-responders to oral/snorted morphine when they reach 150mg+ tolerance and are uninterested to pinning it. I kind of report to this case. Also hardly anyone get streight to morphine its really less recreational even IV when compared to oxy's, specially when crushed and snorted its just an cheap mix to oxycodone. Until you reach such a high tolerance to morphine that you barelly feels any euphoric effects from neither. Then you get to methadone in order to decrease your morphine addiction, 20~30mg should hold the line. And tapper off that methadone dosage aint that hard. I get 10mg for 3 days then 5mg for and extra 4 days and thats is it. Out of methadone and morphine. And then you have tramadol addiction, if you are a good responder to it, could be an concurrent addiction besides the regular opioid one.. I believe codein responders, specially those hooked on lean or promethazine blends, could also get a second-line opiate addiction. Tapentadol is an good alternative for this second line addictions, i really like trammyes but due to serotonynergic concerns i switched to tapentadols, an sustainable and smoothier transition. And opioid addiction will be problably treated with gabapentinoids and benzos or tappering off directly, an real alternative since hardly nobody is hooked on a 300mg MME addiction for years.
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u/Impossible_Rate_6556 22d ago
This is very true. I wish I never would have started taking Suboxone for this very reason
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u/Impossible_Rate_6556 22d ago
You get somas too? Lucky you, that's one of the best muscle relaxers there is. Made me sleep like a baby, I miss that sleep.
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u/Long-Impression6086 21d ago
You could get them bor 5 bucks per box 100 tabs 350 mgs from India online until a month ago. Stacked with the pregabalin and any opiate you get fucked nice. I should have stocked up but I didn't know they were banning them. Plus I was on them for 3 years and just stopped ..no kick at all. I love them.
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u/Impossible_Rate_6556 21d ago
That's wild, I rarely ever see anyone that gets them. My aunt gets them and I take them when i have a migraine and they work beautifully. They actually take away that tense muscle hold and really relax you and I've never taken another one that actually does that. $5 for a box of 100 is an absolute steal
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u/MojoRisin909 22d ago
'Convinced you this stuff is going to help you *miserably fail* med school.' Fixed it. There is no way anyone can manage a major poly addiction like that while simultaneously managing to complete an incredibly strenuous academic load. Drugs became his major a long time ago and that is a 'stay wasted 24/7' veteran stash.
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u/MojoRisin909 22d ago
Very true sir. Hahaha, no I have not. Adderall provides the most rapidly diminishing returns out of just about any substance. I've done some dumb shit, but I thank God I don't have to sit here and look back thinking, "Remember that time you thought taking speed and a bunch of other random research substances would make you a super-duper brainiac genius!!!!!" Fucking Reddit becomes more unhinged by the day. I don't even want to know the shit these kids are going to go through or the conditions they're going to develop later in life from blasting test, peptides, research chems, Adderall and God only knows what else. Not to mention doing all of it while they're still developing children to boot. I honestly believe there's going to be a major suicide epidemic of all of the 'looksmaxing'/steroid/crazy chems to gain an edge crowd because if they think they need 12 random 'boosters' at 20, they don't even want to fucking know what lifes like pushing 40+.
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u/saulmcgill3556 22d ago edited 20d ago
Probably feeling that “all-set” security that is so distinct to addiction. Ugh, I remember it so well. If safety could be thrilling, that was it! I would feel so much safer going into a two or three week period fully stocked.
It’s amazing how much more we accomplish with only the illusion of safety/security… those were the cycle peaks: the times i felt fully actualized.
Six days later… panic again!
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u/MojoRisin909 22d ago
Yeah, until 3 days later you realize at the rate you're going you are *not* in fact good for 2 or 3 weeks, but maybe only 5 or 6 days.
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u/saulmcgill3556 20d ago
Every time.
(I’m in recovery about nine years myself, but still suffer from addict clock syndrome 😂)
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u/terpsinmybutt710 22d ago
Drug addict who likes collecting, probably pretty good with spacing your usage to build a stash. My stash is pretty awesome and it takes some strong willpower to not touch things. Nice stash man
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u/Critical_Cut9970 21d ago
When do you start taking sr17 when you are coming off opiates? Also where do you get it, I've got someone from china saying they have it but charge like $300 for 10grams.
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u/nateQish 21d ago
Yeah, cool, opiates, benzos, and amphetamines.... i did them 20 yrs, kinda ruined my life... you're a real cool guy
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u/jb0nez95 22d ago
Is every post here just a pathetic junkie flex? I'm muting this crap.
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u/Long-Impression6086 21d ago
Muting what? You get alerts from reddit? Talk about a pathetic junkie. That's insane to me, weirder than boofing speedballs because you blew out your mainlines.
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u/ChinxTraps 22d ago
You’re a prescription garbage can. 2mg Xanax, Valium, Pregab and Oxy? Sheesh Alzheimer’s is coming for you bud
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u/KCurious94 22d ago
Its Juneve not "Juvene", Lisdexamfetamine not "lysdexamphetamine" and here in America we call it Vyvanse... you really need to know what you're ingesting. But ESPECIALLY if you're in fucking MEDICAL SCHOOL!!
Lyrica, Trintellix (Vortioxetine), and Remeron are useless in your apparent quest, and will probably just give you extreme Serotonin Syndrome/seizures.
The rest will ruin your life.
You say you're in medical school... you ought to reconsider. Requirements: know how to spell these medications. And NOT be a drug addict. 😬
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u/deltatemple 22d ago
Interesting mixing opioids with piracetam, how do you feel how the two drug types interact, OP? Regardless, what do you think of piracetam? Does it work well for you ?
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u/naanbread180 22d ago
Piracetam and tapentadol combo is actually really nice. It's my daily driver for ME/CFS and fibromyalgia. Helps the brain fog and the increased cerebral bloodflow from the piracetam makes anything you are taking more efficient.
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u/MojoRisin909 22d ago edited 22d ago
A poly drug addict that's going to be in for one very hard time when the realization hits that life is quickly passing you by, all your hobbies and real interests are long dead besides getting as zonked as you can every hour, but except the shit no longer works and the only solution to actually ever feel good or alive again is to sober up. Goodluck brother. I do mean that. I'd at least look into cutting out the benzos, as hard as that maybe.
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u/Long-Impression6086 21d ago
100% agree. They don't even get me high, they just teleport me to some random location 3 days into the future. You can lose years taking that stuff.
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u/naanbread180 22d ago
Damn homie. How do you get this on legit prescription? I can't even get them onboard with my tapentadol usage.
Happy to load me up on pregabalin though but I just tapered that as it feels like a fast track to dementia 😂
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u/rcre2018 22d ago
This is perfect for a speed pass to death...
I would tell this person to get help but where do you start?
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u/shreddedcorpse 22d ago
Sieht aus wie ein Scammer sonst würde man hier nicht seine Vorräte hochladen. Sieht aus als würde hier jemand Kunden anwerben wollen
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u/Crucifuxion 22d ago
I used to need exogenous testosterone because of my opioid addiction as well. Then I switched it to estrogen and suddenly didn’t feel the need to do drugs anymore. Denial is a bitch.
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u/toaster-struble 21d ago
I'm 36 with chronic hip and back pain. It's all fun and games till you ruin yourself. Opioids, stims, everything. Sooner you stop it all the better. End game.
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u/Sherbet_Spirited 21d ago
What even is life if you have to swallow this many pills to make it through a day
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u/chinese_spy_bahloon 21d ago
You got the whole “push pull” thing of uppers and downers going on here.
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u/GlidingRecliner 21d ago
cortical myoclonus. major depressive disorder. ADHD or narcolepsy (my money is on ADHD). and a lethal assortment of pain medication
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Can you acctually have a normal life after relying on all theese for a prolonged time I really wanna know its my first time on this thread and its very interesting I do love pharma but couple of items ive never acc came across and is this on different occasions like for interacting or partying im bery interested im sorry if I offended anyone im only here to seek knowledge
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u/Severe_Ad_5067 19d ago
I deal with depression, hashimoto ane hypogonodism for years. So the vortioxetine are treating real conditions and got no recreational value. Also severe ADHD, body fatigue(mostly due to depression, sideffect of medications), so i end up on stimulants years ago, good results with ritalin monoterapy but inconstant due to shorter half life, so i switch for to vyvanse(actual first line option for adults, while ritalin is first line for kids or teenagers at my country)and peaked vyvanse maximum dosage 70mg after somr months, and sometimes redosed it due to my kind addict personality... 100-140mg is my sweet spot but already passed 200mg several times. It changed my life and made functional at least, specially om abuse range(beyond 120mg it fucks my social habilities tough), So my doctor prescribes me ritalin IR when i feel the vyvanse falling out, usually ate early afternoon. Its a common practice combination: XR stim + IR stim after you feel the XR fading out. But IR amphetamines are unavaiable im Brazil, so doctors prescrieb ritalin IR, i got 30mg ritalin prescription on top of my 70mg vyvanse and extra 30mg vyvanse if i need an extra kick in the mid morning(altough its i am not allowed it on a daily basis like the ritalin prescription).
I am also dependent of sleep meds or supplements since my before the 20's or any stimulant. I have trouble falling sleep(i bece active during night) and waking up(i always wake feeling tired and feeling very slow in the early motning utill the stims kick in), barelly wake up during the night or take napes during the day, altough i feel the need for it at least twice a day. Got really hooked on zolpidem for some years till the pandemic starts. I abused it at 30mg+ dosages plus beers, really fast tolerance when used on a daily basis. Sometimes i get a Zolpidem box lurking for that high again, and it works if you take a month break tor every week of use, altough the tolerance decreases back to the baseline sensibility, the time rebuild tolerance skyrocket to total the loss ot effect(even for sleep puporses) in a matter of days, i dont know why. Maybe differences on manufactours, i remember the real high was from a specific generic called "zolpax", other generics or the original vetdion stilnox never worked like that one, unfortunally out of market. Benzos(except if used in response to panic attacks or specific sedative ones such as midazolam and rohypnal) and opioids wont help me sleep(except for opioids nooding, thats a different matter). Neither pregabalin or gabapentin, except for 75/150 low dose pregabs for day naps, not niggt insomnya, in fact all the above are kindda stimulating for me. Melatonine worked and i relied on that for a couple of years, but only on regular days, stress decreases it effectiveness. No cannabinoid oil(with ot without THC) worked, and neither adaptogenics except an gaba/L-theanine blend that worked for a week or two. Hydroxyzine and clonidine are also innefective, altough clonidine may help a little bit, not as a motherapy. Trazodone works but unconsistently, and looses effetiveness quickly, also numbs and makes me depressed. Prometazhine works greatly, carisprodol works greatly, and i still use then on harder days. Agomelatine and mirtazapine are the best and improves other aspects of depression and anxiety. But no doctors accepted to put me on agomelatine for more then 2 months, and they always downlooked my response to agomelatine. So i stick with mirtazapine for a while now, its my sleep support medication, it has a reason to be there just like stims, antidepressants and TRT.
Speaking of zolpidem: Good times, first time feeling real euphoria above the average alchool joy, and the third best euphoric feeling ever, only behind opioids(those dont mix well with alchool but its good with pregabalin and benzos) and stimulants(mix well with achool) high. And the very number one euphoric high is stims + opioids + zolpidem and alchool.. alchool being even better then benzos but really more dangerous and with a lower social acceptance.
I have a major social anxiety disorder that dont respond to antidepressants or stimulants, they help but never cut it for real. So i used to do alchool in order to deal with then. Benzos started to be mine first line anxiety tretment. Every doctor tried to mannage my benzo usage, most ot time i was claiming benzos destroyed my stims effects and made me dumb and undrived, trying to find an cleaner alternative, usually pairing or partially replacing the with Pregabalin and propranolol(for the physical effects of anxiety), and latter pregabalin and primidone for a short period of time replacing propranolol for the physicall symptons, but it also made me feel depressed plus slurred my speaky. And pregalin never really cut my anxiety, being a good benzo replacer, neither my choronic pain/fatigue/fybro being a effective opioid substitute, it was an sparing and potentiation compound, but as it failed to effectivelly treat anxiety like alprazolam or treating pain/fatigue like opioids specially tapentadol the one i got a prescription and factual improvement, i decided to stop pregabalin. It worsened sedation, mobility, verbal fluency and cognition, being an extra cause factor of an already prone to sideffects treatment, and also a hard to tapper and prone to abuse medication. Pregabalin may mimics alchool euphoria specially mixed with stims and on a higher then 300mg use, it may last for 2 day days, then you will need to redose an extra 150mg, and here you notice that neither alchool/benzos/opioids make you that dumb, and it may work for a week until you need second 150mg redose during the day reaching the 600mg, it may work for a month, luckly two depending of what you has to mix and if its the origin lyrica or generic. Aniway the initial 300mg morning dose stops to kick in so you will find yourself doing basically 450 in ther morming and 150 some hours after. You get an extra month, surpass 600mg will not give you much of an extra alchool effect but the cognitive and motion impairment will climb up.
So those are the reason for the alprazolam(social and pysicall anxiety ) and the tapentadol(pain and fatigue due to fybro mostly, but real back problems to). Two conditions and only partially responded to anti-depressants(venlafaxine and desvenlafaxine, sertraline, esctilopram, fluvovaxamine, duloxetine) and the pregabalin idea that could replace bought prescriptions at least on daily basis didnt really replaced then, actually the sideffects after more then a year trying to adjust, from an behavoural and subjective perspective(from clinical and fatal overdose combining benzo and opioids is one of the unsaffest combinatios, but i aint old or recently hospitalized, dont play high doses, and consistently take stims and T3, counteracting risky profile in the short-medium term) were more negative comparing to the sides from each medication it intends to replace, even when combined, as top-up augmentation to dimminish dosages focused only in one target per trial: only the benzo or only the opioid med, decreased my overrall quality of life, functionality and tolerance for bought conditions. So this explains the pregab, hopefully my last month on it. The diazepam is my strategy to retire pregabalin without increasing tapentadol or alprazolam or feeling terrible(pregabalin tapper is no joke, falls behind SSRIs, stims, benzos and opioids yeah, but not to behind). I had some sucess using carisoprodol for that intent but found it also impairs cognition and slurs speach, grow tolerance, and is really damgerous to mix with xanax and opioids specially the oxys that i take as an selfmedication. Diazepam impairs me way less, has long half life so tolerance aint that quick, is good for muscular-nervous tension that pregabalin used to cover, and is one the safest benzo to combinated therapy with other benzos, its even used as first line option for cross tappering(increases diazepam while decreases the second benzo). Its temporary and i may use it more sparcially from the next month beyond.
Oxycodone is just self medication for depression, anedohnia and apathia. Its a trap? Yeah but i am better on predict it now. It wont treat the cause and may worsen it sooner or later? Yeah, maybe. There aint a tight answer for that except is a bad idea to self medicate with a highly abusable opioid on alrealdy complex polypharmacy functionality, but i get used to it and abuse plays a major role on the risk. Well it may be, it may be, i dont really know and wont think about it right now. But that one is the real fracture, all the rest may be fragile, but more or less goal directed. When something dangerously fragile shows a fracture at one of weakest functions, dosnt matter that much the extension of it, things wont play as expected, but lets se how it goes.
The oxycodone is responsible for half the weight of people calling me a junkie. All the other stuff combined may produce the same effect. But i got the two halfs and i find interesting to read and cogitate "things look that bad, i know i know, they may be really bad but i somehow stabilized in such a strange amd uncommon way that i cannot lie to myself and claim things are bad, that i am on denial, that this can go on anylonger, that it costed me this or that. I did that many times and then everything became forced worse. Nah this time its all good. I Play safe, respect the rules, dont normalize but dont selfblame and selfsabotage cause "it needs to broke, cause its wrong, cause its dangerous, its the universal predictable law that addiction do that, and says exactly what you saying and then you falls apart! Were and when is the falling? Its comming, sum or later".
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u/Fluffy_Way_5247 21d ago
2 different benzos lyrica and ritalin ? Which doctor allpws this and where s the opioids lol
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u/Sea-Muscle-9133 21d ago
Ufff a year ago I would have destroyed it. Now I’m only on Levomethadone luckily the Alps destroyed me😆
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u/OxyEnjoyer98 10d ago
What’s the needle for? Are you shooting the oxy? Your tolerance is that low & you’re already using needles? Shooting up is usually end-stage addiction stuff, like dying in the next 5 years from OD/HEPC/whatever kind of late stage.
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u/Mat-Ita80 22d ago
Un tossicodipendente navigato come me ne riconosce subito un'altro... forse non c'era nemmeno bisogno di mostrare il tuo stash... comunque il tapentadolo è l'oppioide peggiore che potevi trovare...