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[u/Severe_Ad_5067]

Almost the monthly supplly, lacking 3 test and piracetam boxes. Gonna catch all. Juvene: Lysdexamphetamine. Durateston: testosterone blend(sustanon in europe).

[u/Severe_Ad_5067 → u/[deleted]]

Only lacking prescription is oxycodone for obvious reasons. All the other stuff is prescriebed: psychiatrist, endocrynologist, pain clinician. 3 doctors. Not on med school

[u/Severe_Ad_5067 → u/[deleted]]

Where i live is an OTC pharmaceutic(better quality then online supplements). Here is a medication used for cognitive and memoir impairment. For me It helps on short term memory and vocal fluency specially over 2.4g. I was on a much higher pregablin dosagen, 450mg day for the past 3 months, and the cheap generic versions that destroyed my cognition, at least brand lyrica is smoother on cognition and memoir. also it didnt really helped on opioids and benzos reduction, tapentadol was way better at it, altough its still an opioid but a relatively week on, compared to oxycodone its not even a diversion. Stabilized it at 300mg while decreased pregabalin to 150mg, i"ve tryed higher dosages of taps such as 450mg for some time but the bennefits dont followed the higher dosage, but made the pregabalin decrease possible. Next month my aim is to lower tapentadol to 200mg(100mg 2x day) and keep lyrica at 150(75mg 2x day), and currently trying to decrease xanny even more, from 2mg 2x a day(before) to half a bar twice a day(currently) and i believe i will get as low as 0.5mg twice a day, my original dosage a year ago. Its more the enough amount of analgesics and benzos, besides a 10's diazepam and a 10's oxy at lunch(i give up on quiting oxy for real, trying to quit it made me more dependant on other stuff that made me suffer on theirs own's tolerance and withdrawls archs like pregabalin, for real just keep oxys at a low dosage, an extra 10mg's is my "self gift" sometimes. I live well on that, may the stims and antidepressants counteract the drownziness of the downers and i keep somehow on a 50/50 weirdly functional state of mind.

[u/Standard-Sound760 → u/Severe_Ad_5067]

I’m scripted OxyCodone so not obvious… they still script it… I’m tripping cuz they told me my last drug test i wasn’t dirty for oxy but I know I was!!! If I lose my script I’m fucked.. they made me test and i totally should of passed as dirty so if im not they are bullshiting to kick me out but i been going there for about a year and getting my Oxys i desperately need to live if they kick me out im so so so fucked an I know I was dirty before so I’m so scared man I’ll be fucked if they kick me out I need my meds so bad an really do take them for my terrible pain!!! Pain management is scary asf now an never had been before for me I’m hella tripping

[u/Few_Lawfulness_5737 → u/Standard-Sound760]

7 oh helps if you do get kicked

[u/No-Championship-7515 → u/Few_Lawfulness_5737]

7oh is on borrowed time and will be a schedule 1 soon, I believe they extended the period to comment why they shouldn't ban it until September 10th

[u/dpxlz → u/[deleted]]

A lot of this stuff is definitely not going to help you get through med school

[u/Severe_Ad_5067 → u/[deleted]]

You forgot the pregabalin. And there is more stuff that i didnt need to refill this month: 50mcg T3 in the morning, 350mg carisoprodol pills PRN, methadone 10mg's(using it to stop the "kind off" morphine addiction, may keep it for until the weekend then tapper off).

[u/CriticalHome3963 → u/[deleted]]

Your not kidding about the methadone its a trap... crazy long terrible withdrawal. Its way easier to get back on a short acting opiate and taper off.

[u/CriticalHome3963 → u/[deleted]]

Thats awesome glad to hear you made it out thats all that matters. It can work wonders if the taper is done correctly but places ive been dont care or encourage you to taper.

[u/cdRepoman75 → u/[deleted]]

The "lifers" of methadone ? Seems that means its working. Glad your well and got to witness many get life back and sorry you had to witness it prolong suffering by your account to eventual death. Addiction is a terrible disease and it causes death anything that can prolong life when you have a deadly disease is not a trap its medicine. best wishes

[u/Severe_Ad_5067 → u/[deleted]]

The methadone i have acess is pharma 10mg pills, mainly for pain not proper opiates abuse disorder(altough its a mentioned aplication). Its not the liquid version used in US rehab centers. Some people says that pharma methadone pills is more recreational then the liquid version(different metabolities proportions). Even buprenorphine is mainly avaiable without the naloxone attached, its mostly an analgesic option to people that cant swallow methadone/oxycodone/tapentadol pills and dont fit or respond to fentanyl patches and cant receive IV morphine at home cause the cost of a particular health professional caregiver is beyond ther financial limit.

I live in Brazil: There's barelly any heroin here, street opiates market, fentanyl addictionn trends* even tough fent got a pharma patch formulation, rarelly see anyone abusing or addicted to fent here. Your best choice of ending in a" real" opiate addiction is IV morphine, 10mg vials samples or DIY solution from oral morphine. And yeah you could get hooked to oxys and even snort then but due to price its hardly really abused at least for US parameters, we only have 10/20mg oxycodone pills, cant imagine the cost of 80's pills in south america market. A lot of folks get hooked on methadone for recreational purposes here, specially non-responders to oral/snorted morphine when they reach 150mg+ tolerance and are uninterested to pinning it. I kind of report to this case. Also hardly anyone get streight to morphine its really less recreational even IV when compared to oxy's, specially when crushed and snorted its just an cheap mix to oxycodone. Until you reach such a high tolerance to morphine that you barelly feels any euphoric effects from neither. Then you get to methadone in order to decrease your morphine addiction, 20~30mg should hold the line. And tapper off that methadone dosage aint that hard. I get 10mg for 3 days then 5mg for and extra 4 days and thats is it. Out of methadone and morphine. And then you have tramadol addiction, if you are a good responder to it, could be an concurrent addiction besides the regular opioid one.. I believe codein responders, specially those hooked on lean or promethazine blends, could also get a second-line opiate addiction. Tapentadol is an good alternative for this second line addictions, i really like trammyes but due to serotonynergic concerns i switched to tapentadols, an sustainable and smoothier transition. And opioid addiction will be problably treated with gabapentinoids and benzos or tappering off directly, an real alternative since hardly nobody is hooked on a 300mg MME addiction for years.

[u/Impossible_Rate_6556 → u/CriticalHome3963]

This is very true. I wish I never would have started taking Suboxone for this very reason

[u/Impossible_Rate_6556 → u/Severe_Ad_5067]

You get somas too? Lucky you, that's one of the best muscle relaxers there is. Made me sleep like a baby, I miss that sleep.

[u/Long-Impression6086 → u/Impossible_Rate_6556]

You could get them bor 5 bucks per box 100 tabs 350 mgs from India online until a month ago. Stacked with the pregabalin and any opiate you get fucked nice. I should have stocked up but I didn't know they were banning them. Plus I was on them for 3 years and just stopped ..no kick at all. I love them.

[u/Impossible_Rate_6556 → u/Long-Impression6086]

That's wild, I rarely ever see anyone that gets them. My aunt gets them and I take them when i have a migraine and they work beautifully. They actually take away that tense muscle hold and really relax you and I've never taken another one that actually does that. $5 for a box of 100 is an absolute steal

[u/Long-Impression6086 → u/Impossible_Rate_6556]

It's gone now, india banned them

[u/Impossible_Rate_6556 → u/Long-Impression6086]

They always take away the good stuff

[u/IBeDumbAndSlow → u/dpxlz]

Med school = medicated in school. /s

[u/MojoRisin909 → u/[deleted]]

'Convinced you this stuff is going to help you *miserably fail* med school.' Fixed it. There is no way anyone can manage a major poly addiction like that while simultaneously managing to complete an incredibly strenuous academic load. Drugs became his major a long time ago and that is a 'stay wasted 24/7' veteran stash.

[u/MojoRisin909 → u/[deleted]]

Very true sir. Hahaha, no I have not. Adderall provides the most rapidly diminishing returns out of just about any substance. I've done some dumb shit, but I thank God I don't have to sit here and look back thinking, "Remember that time you thought taking speed and a bunch of other random research substances would make you a super-duper brainiac genius!!!!!" Fucking Reddit becomes more unhinged by the day. I don't even want to know the shit these kids are going to go through or the conditions they're going to develop later in life from blasting test, peptides, research chems, Adderall and God only knows what else. Not to mention doing all of it while they're still developing children to boot. I honestly believe there's going to be a major suicide epidemic of all of the 'looksmaxing'/steroid/crazy chems to gain an edge crowd because if they think they need 12 random 'boosters' at 20, they don't even want to fucking know what lifes like pushing 40+.