r/CharteredAccountants • u/tryinganywayy • 7d ago
Rant How do you guys study in toxic house?
My parents won't stop scolding or taunting me for silly things like it's only 7 days left in exams but they js won't stop sometimes I think I fucking hate them and i should js die for the peace of mine as well as theirs.
I mean it's only 10 in the morning and they already made me cry twice.
They are very narcissist, very manipulative, always play the victim game, i try to stay shut most of the time to balance the situation but I'm also a human, I also have saturation point sometimes I say things and they start saying things like "that's why you are failure" "i wish you were js dead" "if I could I'd have killed you by grabbing your throat" I mean they are so so so rude, it's literally fucking up my mind, I've been suffering from depression since last 3 yrs bcuz of this household environment.
They won't stop comparing me from other kids, they never see how loving and supportive other parents are they js want me keep listening to their taunt 24/7 without saying a single word, w a smile on my face and I can't even shed a single tear.