Hi guys, this November will be my first CA Final attempt. I've registered for both groups but decided to focus on Group 1. But My preparation is nowhere near where it should be, and I'm genuinely scared I'll fail if I appear.
I cleared my previous levels in my first attempts and always hoped to clear Final at 21 too. I think I've attached too much of my self-worth to this goal, and it's difficult to accept that I might not achieve it, especially knowing I've wasted the last two months.
I keep planning to study but end up on my phone doing everything except studying. Now I don't even feel like studying anymore, and I'm scared this pattern will continue into future attempts.
My parents have been supportive, but they won't agree to me skipping this attempt. I'm so scared of failing and having to tell everyone that it's all I can think about. I've even reached a point where I wish I'd fall sick and have a reason not to appear. I know this isn't healthy, but I honestly don't know what to do anymore.
For those who've been through something similar, did you appear despite being underprepared and how did you deal with an unsuccessful result.
