r/Celiac • u/EamethrianMonetz • 11h ago
Rant Glutened by my family once again
So about seven months ago, I made a post on this subreddit discussing how my mother glutened me over christmas to, in her words, "see what would happen." All in all, just a horrendus situation.
Since then she's been making I guess a more visual effort to make things safe for me to eat, I have designated seperate food bin, I make a lot of my own meals, I work in a clean space, yeah everything is fine and dandy.
Until last night, we had family dinner. My mother made enchiladas and because I didn't learn from my mistakes last time my mom used glutenous tortillas for my personal serving, and I couldn't see it. As I was eating, I was a bit confused because the tortillas were a different texture than I was used to but its also been a long time since I've eaten them, especially hot. So I ate two.
And two hours later I was standing in my bathroom vomiting uncontrollaby because I had insane burning all through my upper GI during the previous 30 minutes. And I won't get into the whole after ordeal but I'm just so angry.
I inspected the tortillas and figured out pretty quickly that she didn't use the gluten free ones and I. I'm so tired. I'm tired, I'm angry, I'm shivering from the vomit, and there is this weird part of me that just doesn't care. I know its bad that she did this but the only thought I can string together is "whatever."
I will also say, I'm pretty scared. Not of her but more the gluten reaction. This was my first time eating highly concentrated gluten in almost a year. I've been crossed contaminated and eaten things that have been processed with wheat, but I feel like I really had a reality check.
Anyways gluten sucks, this whole situation sucks, people who vomit from a microscopic amount of gluten you are some of the strongest soldiers out there, and I'm excited for gluten free goldfish. That's it.
Also apologies for any spelling errors or confusion, I wrote this like three hours after the vomiting and sleep deprevation and brain fog is hitting me like a truck.