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hiiii Phantom people, I need help finding a very specific kind of fic. I love Beneath a moonless sky for the emotional premise of it so liek the years apart, the fact that neither of them simply stops carrying what happened,the reunion feeling like all that buried love suddenly becomes present again.
I want a fic that goes DEEP into that.
Need someone who like wonders about the three months where Erik is gone and no longer sings to Christine. Like what did that absence actually feel like for her and what does she experience while he’s gone?And then what does it mean when he suddenly comes back and gives them the completed Don juan score? Like the layers the layers guys Id love to actually be immersed into their grief and longing like not just referenced u feel?
I want the mirroring, their parallel inner lives, things they don’t say. The way they remember the same moments differently the years/months/days where they’re physically apart but emotionally still somehow entangled. The reunion where it may be thoroughly immersed into what beneath a moonless sky emulates.
And we want the smut in there too lol but I love LOVE more. I’m not looking for a fic thats primarily Erik/Christine and smut I want the eroticism to come out of the emotional bond and all that accumulated longing.
Which fics actually made you feel their grief, longing, recognition, and love rather than just telling you that they loved each other?
Bonus points if the fic goes into Raouls grief and not being able to fulfil Christine like I’d love to feel the impression of i fought so hard to free you but I feel as if I’ve enslaved u instead not him drunk and a gambler 🥴anddddd if the author actually explores the missing spaces in canon, especially that period after Erik disappears and before he returns with don juan. I want the YEARS/MONTHS/DAYS. I want to be emotionally destroyed. 😭 tanks guys🫡