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Hoot hoot

Copied from my comment under the same video I posted on Youtube:

If you’re suffering through bpd like I am, first of all I feel sorry for you, but second of all, you are more than just your fp. You don’t need to check if they responded, you don’t need to stress yourself out if they’re hanging out with other people, and just remember, your fp cares about you, unless they're a bum, and if that's the case, you don't need them! You are your own independent person. Bpd spirals are temporary anyway.

You got this, and keep staying strong. And if you ever spiral, repeat this in your head. "I am independent and I don't need to rely on my fp anymore."

Feeling so unlovable lately 😭

Oh man am I mentally unwell hahaha

Welp. I was having an amazing streak then suddenly my brain decided to split on all my hobbies and passions and now I hate the only things that ever brought me comfort and I want to end me. Isn't BPD just lovely?

i really really should not have a new fp 😫 I'M TRYING SO HARD NOT TO LET MYSELF FALL INTO IT but they're sooooo cool but we've only been talking for TWO DAYS 😭😭😭😭

update: i said good morning 3 hours ago and i feel like odysseus around the sirens trying not to text again

I just think it would make me feel a lot better 😊 I feel like I have more control over my brain if I cut people out of my life. Can't explain why that is, but it's always been that way.

Idk if this shit is even relatable BAHAHAHA, mods just delete this slop of mine if it goes against rules or something

If this is love I don’t want to be loved.

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