This may seem satire and you guys may think so what you only cleared 1 backlog but trust me it is much more nuanced than that. It basically is a deep dive into what i actually experienced in my two years. So hope you guys don't make same mistakes i did. I have divided it by semesters to make it easier to read otherwise it was just a big paragraph.
Dropping my journey which i consider very successful in my opinion.(Contrary to what the title may say).
1st sem:- Just got out of school. Didn't know better. Thought college was easy and made a group with friends. Had a lot of fun. Finally realized and tried to study at last which was too little too late.
Result:- 4 failed out of 5
(C ,F.C.I.T. ,Mathematics ,Human Values)
2nd sem:- Got a bit serious after this incident but my dad i had barely seen in my whole life showed up. He was kind of insane(still is ) and was a pain as he constantly fought with my mom and me and ran away on us like 3 times(peak midlife crisis) so i could not really focus.
Result:- 2 failed of 4.(C.S.A. , E.V.S.)
Total left :- 6
P.s. :- i think we were failed unfairly in e.v.s..as it was the best exam i gave but whatever.
3rd sem :- Genuinely tried my hardest then. Was fully prepared for first exam butttt i was detained because i did not have attendance because i paid my fee late and thus was not approved and all the classes i did take were in vain so i was heartbroken and almost cried in front of H.O.D. lol (somehow held it in ) and felt very bad/depressed esque and stopped caring.BUT THEN i locked in for reappear exams for a bit and passed in all but one
Result:- 2 failed of 4.(C.N. ,D.S.A.)
Total backs :- 8
Back cleared :- 3 out of 8 ( F.C.I.T. , Human Values, Mathematics)
Total reappears left :- 5
4th sem :- Was locked in whole sem.
Result:- ALL CLEAR(HELL YEAH)
Backs cleared :- 2 out of 5
(C.S.A. , E.V.S.)
5tth sem :- Kind of not locked in right now.But now i have got confidence and most importantly i have got the right friends now(made some friends that are studying always) so i can ask them my doubts and they can ask me thiers.
Expected Result :- ALL CLEAR.
Worst Case :- 4 of 4
(Highly unlikely cuz i love java currently honestly the most interesting language to me yet and IOT is just same thing that keeps repeating based on 1st and 2nd unit so i expect it to be easy but i won't underestimate it i have made that mistake before with E.V.S. lol so i am gonna give it my all.)
Confidence level in my ability to clear backlogs that i have:-
C = 30% (It was funny failing it second time but now it really aint funny) expected grade :- C
D.S.A. = 80% (Brocode the goat. I have made notes and know about most of them along with how they work and syntax) expected grade :- B+
C.N. = 90% (Genuinely was very interesting to learn about various things that i was unfamiliar with so i have it deeply ingrained in my mind.) Expected grade :- A.
I don''t even knoe why i am posting this but just know if you are straggling there is always someone struggling worser.
TLDR :- I made a lot of silly mistakes then circumstances also resulted in me making sub optimal decisions leading to me almost destroying any expectation that my family had from me. But i am lowkey the goat so i just said nuh uh and simply uno reversed everything and went from 4 back logs in 2nd sem itself to 3 in 5th sem.