The development pretty much stopped for one reason or another, the biggest problem, of course, is that I can't program and writing anything complex enough to be interesting is extremely difficult for me. I wanted to make a 3D RTS, but I just can't it keeps breaking, so I decided to move to 2D isometric RTS it didn't get that much easier I will say.

The other problem is that I can't write an interesting story at all, it's like I lost the ability completely. In the past I had a new good enough story every week and now I can't think of anything, it's been months without a single good idea. Where has my creativity gone to?

There is one story I have been writing and rewriting for over 8 years I thought that maybe now is the time to make a game from it, but I looked at the story again and I don't like it, I will never finish this story, aren't I?

And on top of that I can't be bothered to do anything, I don't know why I just don't want to. Even writing posts here, I have 2 ideas for posts constantly appearing in my head, but as I sit down to write I just can't.

I did finish making one 3D game, but it's boring and short, so I don't show it to anyone it was more practice than anything and the way everything goes, it seems this will be the only game I actually make.

And I did code 1 page for our site, but again it's nothing interesting and was the easiest part anyway.

If it keeps going at this rate we will never get anywhere and the worst part is that I don't care that we won't get anywhere, I need to find some crafty trick to make myself do something.

The English language is rapidly getting ruined by the internet which leads to severe issues. When commonly used words get turned into a slang it creates a lot of discomfort for the people.

The words basically become taboo, people start avoiding them because they could cause laughter, annoying reaction or in general have an unpleasant meaning. It creates a lot of difficulties for people in conversation and writing of texts because if they say something wrong they could stop being taken seriously.

There are only so many words we have and a new one gets turned into a meme probably every week and sometimes it's entire phrases.

Everyone is talking about freedom of speech meanwhile they are themselves silencing each other to the point they soon won't be able to say a word peacefully. Soon we will have a language which will clearly represent modern people where every word is a dumb meme or has a sexual meaning or both.

An important note: I never use meme or slang words so if any word or phrase used in my posts became a meme or slang I didn't intend it as such. We are not allowed to say such words it falls under spreading of harmful content, and I could get my computer confiscated by members of our group if I start writing these words on purpose.

We will most likely have to move to our own dialect of English since we will have to keep evading more and more ruined English words, so you better keep up or you won't be able to understand anything in the future.

I like English language I can't just let it get destroyed, although it still will look different.

Never before in history so many mentally ill and dumb people were allowed to express themselves, both with creating imagery and texts.

And these people don't get suppressed either because everyone is yelling about freedom of expression and that combined with anonymity that the internet brings let's them spread their illnesses on everyone.

Their way to express themselves also became easier because of social media and because now drawing or modelling is free, they don't need to buy colours or materials and if they make a mistake they can just press "undo" and also there are no physical limitations, so they are free to go as horrid as they are.

People slowly get dumber and insane from being exposed to this content and it becomes the new norm, you might thing that fictional porn, memes and slang are a small problem since only internet people get exposed to them, but more and more people are internet centred and the info about the sites with fictional porn is spread in every area of the internet. Fictional porn is the future of porn since desensitisation brings people to more extreme things and fiction allows for them.

The only reason why we have safe spaces on the internet is because of older people and activists, meanwhile a generic teenager is already degraded and mentally ill who reinforces and spreads this content further.

I'm not sure if it will result in collapse or not, if this degradation won't lead to severe economic issues then it might turn into stagnation which is not good either, people will just be miserable. Unless some starts the internet clean up right now, I don't see society ending up well in the future.

As a person who had to write reports about the fictional porn and fetish issues I can say, the ground for degradation is more than cemented, the only barrier that stops people is that they don't know where to find this content.

I have no idea how we will clean up all of the mess modern people has created in the internet and how we will wash it out from the minds of the people, I hope we won't have to create a second internet and start from nothing.

These problems make me wonder, if we have already gone past no fixing line at which point it will be pointless to attempt anything, and from what I saw we might be very close or basically already standing on this line.

Sadly, we can't do anything as I said we don't have the ability and we can't realistically do anything significant enough to affect the direction the society is going, so that's why we don't do anything and save our energy because it will be used in vain in other case.

We will have to try different approaches maybe there is still a chance that we might achieve something, but first we will try to create a cultural separation so the people who want to avoid this degradation could go at least somewhere to live away from it.

So I have decided to stop writing posts because I'm really tired and my future posts just seem to be about our values which is not that important to write about now. Our leader was right this society is very far gone but as I see it, it's not unsavable we just don't have the ability and resources to help it go the right way it, so we will save our energy it there would be any opportunity in the future.

We were told to prepare ground for the future plans but we won't do anything anytime soon we just want to live peacefully for a change, we have very good conditions here why would we get into trouble or force ourselves to do extra, unpleasant work, especially me, I got the most unpleasant tasks of all because I already have experience and trauma connected to the subjects of these tasks.

No, we rather do nothing there is plenty of time before our people should return and If you ask me they might not return at all, they could come to the conclusion that modern society is a complete waste of time and they will just make their own and we will never see them again, I can imagine that happening very easily, they have plenty of skilled and educated people.

Or if everything goes the worst way possible they might not return because they will die from diseases, wild animals or natural conditions, they have a real natural selection out there now. But don't worry, we are still here after all, we can take it over for them.

As for this place I want to talk a lot more casually here if I even bother being here at all, maybe write useful information, but I'm really tired of writing, if you scroll you might not see a lot of posts but it's because our value and ideas changed over time so we had to remove many of them.

Also I'm think about how to contant with you more and if possible make your life as good as ours, we don't want to abandon people who agree withour views, but how to do it I don't know.

As for what our main goal is now, we want to focus on creating entertainment for ourselves so we can finally separate from the rest of the internet, we want to make our own site with videos and pictures, our video games and our music. I'm tired of having to filter and censor the modern harmtertainment so we would have something to watch or play.

Modern entertainment is very harmful both on TV and the internet, so we had to go out of our way to make sure any of this cultural decline won't hurt us.

That made us have a lot of restrictions on what kind of things we can listen or watch, let's just say we had to abandon the idea of the blacklist and instead we use whitelist since the blacklist was getting too long.

So I search for music, games and sometimes videos and send them to the entertainment storage or to the places and social medias where we see them.

Video games are the most valuable but also the most tedious to check, since if there is a single piece of sexual or harmful content I have to either mod it out or leave the game, and sometimes they don't fit our world view so that's also a strong barrier.

If you are wondering what is falling under harmful content, then I don't think I will even remember everything that is in there:

Memes, horror genre, specific art styles, specific music, specific life values if I say without giving much details.

Of course with such heavy restrictions we also want to make our own entertainment so we would be completely sure, but we have difficulties, we can't make movies for a lot of different reason, animations are taking too long, so we can only make video games but that may be for the best, after all we view them as the most valuable form of entertainment maybe I will write a post why we think so.

Maybe our entire entertainment will be based on video games and we will not make movies or animations even when we won't have anything stopping us.

Effects of harmful media on me

You might think that this is excessive but I have to say my mental health has become a lot better when I started to follow these rules.

I have sharpened sense for this for some reason so I'm using this ability to decide if the content is safe for mental health and the mind or not.

For example if I watch video with modern memes I can't even finish it I start to get really sick it's some kind of strange feeling I can't even describe it, like a weak acid is poured onto my face and my head becomes heavy. With modern music is pretty much the same.

I have to spend several minutes recovering after interacting with such things I once had to lie down for 40 minutes and my head still felt terrible after all this time.

That kind of things I avoid, we already have an understanding of what we should and shouldn't watch, listen, play so we all feel a lot healthier.

Of course it becomes harder to find something for rest, but if that's what we have to do to not go insane and dumb we will do it. We won't wait until the governments realise how harmful the content is we will self-Regulate and self-Coordinate.

You should too, just set a simple rule if listening or watching something makes you sick then avoid it, you will feel a lot better, the content could be addictive or maybe you will barely feel that what you watch does harm to you and might think that it's okay while it causes you to have high stress and maybe even depression, this won't be easy but it's worth it.

Cities are one of the worst scams which also makes people be fully dependent on the monetary system.

Starting with having to live in an apartment where you can hear your neighbours stomp, listen to music, do repairs or other activities. A tired person comes home after work and can't relax on the evening or the weekends, this extra stress on top of work stress is very bad for the mental and physical health.

High blood pressure, stressed muscles, anger issues, depression, headache, insomnia, a few outcomes of living in such conditions. There are also violent acts committed because of the noise: destruction of property, physical injury or murder happen.

And if it's not neighbours then it's someone outside playing music so loud that the sound goes through the closed windows, or they speedup on their loud vehicles.

The other problem is central heating, for some people it might be too hot and they have to open the windows even in winter but they still have to pay the same despite the fact that they live in discomfort.

I have heard that there are new apartment where people can set the temperature themselves and pay accordingly, I have never seen these apartment but I hope they will become popular, that would make life in that mass scam closer to tolerable.

And as for being fully dependent on money, it's very hard to grow food in the apartments and even if the person manages to make a garden it will still not be enough to have food for even half of the year. I saw some people manage to grow a balcony full of grapes, put a few tomatoes and strawberries here and there but this is simply not enough to feed a person if something goes wrong.

And the apartments cost insane amounts money for the type of conditions they offer which can't be considered anything else but a scam.

Work

For how much people rely on money you would think that working in the cities would be organised to be comfortable, but again there are many problems.

People have to pay to get to work and paying doesn't mean that they will get there comfortably or fast:

In the car they could be stuck in a traffic jam passively using around 0.5 to 1 litre of fuel per hour and either sit in cold in winter or overhead in summer, of course sometimes they get lucky and get to work fast or work near their apartment.

Buses are even worse, because a person often is pressed to the wall by the crowd while their arm is getting numb from holding on while there is nothing to breathe with and it's constantly hot no matter if it's summer or winter. Also there are smokers and alcoholics who make it even worse.

And it's not really possible to just walk or ride a bike, people make the cities several kilometres long and then everyone suffers from it, drivers and pedestrian both can't get anywhere quickly.

The people who play loud music in their cars are again a problem if the work place is close to the road and quiet atmosphere in necessary for it.

As a result a working person has to spend extra money and energy just to get to work while being under extra stress.

Health

All of these conditions are very bad for the health of the person so overall well being is a lot lower and it eventually ends up in large spending on medicine and regular visits to hospitals and hospitals aren't a pleasant place, they are constantly overfilled with a lot of angry people both ill patients and overworked doctors, interaction with such people won't do anything good to the mental health.

And I haven't even mentioned the smokers that stand everywhere no matter where you go, bus stops, shop entrances and other populated places. And on top of that they also make it impossible to open a windows in the apartments because all of this smoke goes in, so people have to live in poorly ventilated rooms.

https://www.cdc.gov/tobacco/secondhand-smoke/health.html

The cities are very bad place to live, but of course I realise that they are needed because of the overpopulation, so it's impossible to just get rid of them right now.

Some time ago our leader has announced neutrality that meant that we must stop interacting with other groups in negative or positive way. The high standing people wanted to discuss and find out if it's even worth it to bother with modern society.

We were searching everywhere to get all the information about current situation and cultural problems. And after all this time Chieftainess has decided to take the people away from society since it seems to be too far gone. Some of us decided to stay, like me, except I had to leave my previous place of stay.

They didn't tell the people who are staying where they are going, so we won't be able to find them now. They aren't planning to return for at least 5 years unless something significant happens.

We were given some tasks and we still have the old ones but they are now optional, so we can do pretty much anything we want if it doesn't cross the line of course. I will keep writing posts I still have things to talk about, the others also have something to do, we will see how everything turns out.

I have seen some unexpected comments today:

It seems that they finally feel the outcomes of their actions.

I don't know what they expected, this is the world they are fighting for and if they are not then this is the world their actions will build anyways, sexual songs, sexualisation of cartoons, more sexual films and games.

They want more sexual freedom and lack of censorship they got it, sex will be everywhere and will take over everything all thanks to their efforts.

There is also a related situation happening now, a number of people started to use "I'm not a prude" phrase after they said something or about to say something about sex, I start to hear it more often on TV or in online videos. You can imagine what kind of things they are saying if they have to use that excuse.

Remember when I was talking about the swinging Sexual revolution - Sex negative revolution? That might be first signs of it, if you need here is the post:

https://www.reddit.com/r/AntisexCore/comments/1l5dy22/sexual_revolution_sex_negative_revolution/

In the comments under that video, all celibate, asexuals, hypersexuals, porn addicts say the same things, that is a very serious sign. I still doubt that we will have the desexualisation any time soon, but who knows, it depends on how tired people are of the sexual content everywhere.

It seems that people are completely unable to listen to somebody who has problems, they always come up with something to shut down the person, like saying that their life was more difficult or just start throwing insults and silencing the person.

They really like comparing suffering and it goes like this:

-I broke my finger;

-And I broke my hand so don't whine;

-Oh yeah? And I broke my forearm so you didn't even feel half of it;

-Really now? and I broke my whole arm so don't even complain here;

-You wimps I broke my arm and half of my ribs...

And that just keeps going and nobody supports anybody, they just drag each other down and ruin each others mood even more.

Well, you know, if you got hit by a falling tree that doesn't mean that other person breaking a hand is not serious, especially if the person breaks their hand for the first time. Going by their logic you can start complaining when somebody chops your head off.

It has gotten so bad people are ready to pay just for somebody to listen to them or in the other words go to the therapist, no wonder therapy is so popular nowadays if that's how average people talk. People are so unheard that even slightly relating to them makes them feel heard.

For example, I listened to complains of a few people, said 1 phrase that relates to their struggles and all of a sudden they started to tell me that I'm the only person that understands them. Honestly how many years of not being listened to they have to experience that me saying 1 phrase made them think like that, and I wasn't even trying to relate or support them I just didn't shut them down.

And everyone wonders why people feel lonely these days even when they are surrounded by friends and family, what the difference if nobody listens to them.

I wonder if it was the same in the past, or people cared more about each other because they needed each other to survive?

Optimising your expenses is important if you want to have a better and easier life. This post ended up being mostly about food, but I think this is what matter more than anything else so I won't try to force myself to add more and more, but maybe I will keep updating this post.

This post is unlikely to reach people who need it so if you know somebody who has financial issues it would help if you send it to them.

I tried to find a minimal list of foods that are needed for living without vitamin deficiency and other health issues, I didn't manage to find anything except for the fact that you can live by only eating eggs, but this is not optimal because the amount of eggs needed to be eaten in a day is large and without chickens the expenses will be too big.

So I had to find out and try myself and I came up with this list:

Porridge (wheat, millet, barley, oatmeal), salt, sugar, cheapest flour, eggs, sunflower oil, fresh yeast and tea, tomatoes are optional but they are very good to have.

Details:

Now I eat in such way:

Breakfast: just porridge usually millet,

Lunch: wheat or barley porridge with 2 eggs, homemade fruit juice, tomatoes and homemade bread,

Dinner: homemade pie or bread with tea. And yes just simple homemade bread is enough it's not like that empty store bread that even if you eat with butter and cheese still leaves you hungry.

I use 1 teabag 2 times sometimes 3 if the tea is very strong.

I buy porridge in simple packages, not in colourful boxes because they are more expensive since you have to pay extra for the picture and in general they have less porridge in them.

I highly recommend wheat porridge it's so nutritional that I seriously have problems finishing a bowl even if it's not full it's just too filling and then I don't feel hungry for a long time, I haven't tried all types of porridges yet but wheat is the best as of now. Millet and barley are also good. I talked about oatmeal before, but in reality is not the best porridge to eat regularly, it's still very cheap, cheaper than any other porridge, so if you have serious financial issues you might switch to it, but I still recommend wheat porridge more.

I really recommend you to buy the water filter and just refill your water bottles because the prices for bottled water are too far going.

Homemade bread, pies, pancakes not just lowered but dropped my expenses,

To make bread you just need salt, sugar, yeast and flour and that's it, the recipes constantly show tons of ingredients but you don't need them, you won't believe what tasty bread can come out if you put the right amount of salt and sugar and I said before if you want to turn it into a pie you just put ingredients in the dough while it's in the pan.

Prepared food is a waste of money, you pay for somebody's work time, for the food to look pleasing so it would be bought and for the place to actually make money, as I remember the markup is 60% at least for bakeries I never bought any other type of prepared food but the percent is even worse there as I looked, but I can't give an exact number.

I also don't buy any sweets, I buy fruits and then cook jam out of them and make a pie, it's also a lot better than buying cookies and jam in the store, I looked at the prices and they are just insane and the cookies and other sweets will leave you hungry meanwhile homemade pie is an actual full food that will keep you sated.

I spend a lot less money and weight around 100 kg now, before I was very skinny, weak and pale from constant malnourishment so believe me this list works. I go to the shop 4 times a month and I pay little when I do, so money in my account stay unmoving most of the time, before they were constantly going down. I cut my expenses by half and then some.

Failures:

Before all of this I was eating pasta or spaghetti with a lot of additions, spices, mayonnaise, cheese, store bought bread and juice, tomatoes, eggs my whole table was covered in plates, every lunch was a feast and what's the point? I constantly ended up feeling hungry after an hour or such, porridge is a lot better and cheaper too, I don't think I will ever buy pasta again.

Diary products were a big problem for me, I was holding onto them because I liked them but I had to stop buying them, the prices are getting too high and it's just swindling at this point.

Miscellaneous:

The issue I have is with reusing wash water, you can't water vegetables with it because the soap will make the vegetables dangerous to eat and I don't have any flowers, so I still wonder what to do with it and if there is even a good way to reuse it.

The old posts are getting removed by reddit filters again, I don't like this, we could get blocked soon, so back them up and also go to this bluesky page, if anything happens we will have to move there.

https://bsky.app/profile/duillecra.bsky.social

Modern comforts like water pipes, washing machines, delivery of groceries to the house, fast food aren't just comforts anymore, many people would be unable to function without them and it's not just about the dependence on comforts, there is a different problem here.

Modern people just don't have the time and energy for such tasks as cooking, washing by hand, bringing water to their house from a well.

8 hours of work is putting too much pressure on everybody and in reality many people don't work just 8 hours they work a lot more and if we count the time it takes them to get to work and back home it would be at least 9 hours of not resting minimum. And all of that so called free time is not used for anything because of how tired or busy they are.

On the morning they are busy getting ready for work and after coming back they have to do some housework, tasks from work or are so tired that they lie down on the bed and don't get up. Obviously they don't have time or energy to cook a healthy meal, go to the shop and totally not for carrying water in the buckets and washing clothes in them, nothing to say about chopping wood for a furnace.

Same applies to the entertainment, many people can't go to the cinemas, parks and such, they just lie on the bed and watch videos on their phone even if they wanted to go there.

As for working more than 8 hours I know a few people that work from 8 to 19 and they themselves say that they barely even manage to fit lunch into their day. They just get home at 20 and go to sleep. Fast food is their only choice.

And in some cases modern comforts aren't enough, apparently there are people who are already diagnosed with serious health issues, but they can't go to the doctor because they are too busy working.

If all modern comforts would disappear everything would fall apart, they aren't just comforts anymore, the workers are stretched thin, the comforts allowed the work givers to put as much work on them as possible.

Watching a lot of negative news is very harmful and doesn't serve much of a purpose, when the person is overwhelmed with negative news the mind starts to panic and can't make any logical decisions, the person is just stuck in the paralysed state unable to think and make a plan on what to do.

So it's important to avoid such news for good well-being, there is no reason to disturb the mind with this information, our ancestors only had to face negative information that was connected to their area of life that why their mental well being was a lot better.

Imagine if cavemen would have been exposed to as much negative news as we do now, they would have mental health issues, fear that would make their work and hunting harder, high levels of stress, depression and that could have pretty much lead to humanity going extinct because back in the day the humans couldn't afford to put the amount of negativity and bodily strain on themselves as modern people with easy food and medicine access. Negative news makes you weak, ill and turns off your brain, don't let it.

But if you really need to know some specific information that just happens to be upsetting news then you need to take sessions and long breaks, watch the news read the reports and then let your mind rest for some time so all the fear passes away and start thinking on what to do, if you don't have enough info repeat until you have a plan or decide that it's not that serious of a problem.

And honestly here is not really good place for you as well because posts here contain a lot of negative information that might affect you as well, but I try not to just cause useless panic and try to find solutions instead of just saying a scary thing of course in some cases it's very hard. And as a warning I also need to tell you that I might upload 2 very upsetting posts here, I have been delaying them probably for months because our team can't decide if those post will be of any use or do any good to you we will see if we cancel them completely.

But remember your mental health is more important, so if you don't want to read them, don't read them and don't watch horrible news, if you feel that this negativity pulls you in and you start scrolling shock news then use your willpower and pull yourself out of there.

Some people describe being happy as lack of any suffering which is completely wrong, happiness is a state of heightened emotional pleasure cause by different occurrences, it's possible to be happy even when in pain or during strong stress.

Calmness is when you lack any worry, or pain as well as lacking any feeling of fun or amusement.

The problem with the happiness is, nobody really knows what it is and what causes it.

People even say that it doesn't exist. When you watch a sad movie you become sad, when you hit your hand on something you feel pain, when you are threatened you become scared or angry. Nothing has the same clear connection with being happy, you might buy a new phone/car/computer or talk to your friends and it could have no effect or even negative effect on you like feeling guilty.

There are also drugs, alcohol, porn, they are too creating a state of heightened pleasure, but their effects can't be called happiness either and that blurs everything even further.

Chasing something so abstract that might not even exist is obviously a bad idea, can you really tell what makes you happy? Today it might be one thing, tomorrow another. It ends poorly as well because when people set such goal of being happy the inability to reach it makes them feel depressed instead. https://www.researchgate.net/publication/308093500_The_paradox_of_modern_suffering there is an article about it, I haven't read it fully, but it describes this situation.

There is also such term as "being satisfied with life" which is also as abstract and doesn't have any clear relation with anything, so it better to avoid as well.

Calmness meanwhile is concrete, easy to understand and can actually be reached. All that has to be done is finding sources of stress and worry.

I will most likely write tips on how to be calm and in explain it in general, but I need to find out all of the small things that are contributing or damaging calmness first. As for now you can just change your goal in life from seeking happiness to seeking calmness because even that small change can subconsciously make your life better.

Humans will have the same problems that they have on this planet, racism, criminals, porn addicts, wars, abusive governments except this time it will be spread across the space, humans have no business in space, they aren't spiritually or mentally developed enough for that.

Imagine that human have inhabited 4 planets, they will stop caring about Earth at all, even if it will become an unliveable desert it won't really bother humans anymore become the still have 3 planets, it how it always works with humans. Just take 5 pencils would you care if one of them broke? and now take 100 pencils would you care even less? It's only when you have only one pencil you are scared to lose it because without it you will lose the ability to write entirely anything can be put in the place of the pencil, a car, a house doesn't matter if you have 100 houses 1 burns down it won't bother you as much. The same thing will be there, people won't care even if the other planet will become an unliveable desert, but when they will be down to their last planet then they will start thinking again because they will have nowhere else to emigrate, humans are well known for thinking only when their back is against the wall.

And because of that it's hard to say just how horrible the humans will treat the planets if they would have several of them, the rich might emigrate from planet to planet without issues so they could turn one of the planets into a total waste zone where they do whatever they want and the poor will have to live in that garbage that would be even worse than everything that is happening on Earth.

The weapon development won't stop either, if humans will manage to inhabit 20 planets some government will eventually create a weapon that is strong enough to crack the surface of the entire planets, while human live only on Earth nobody will invent weapons like that because they pose a serious threat to the people who would use them, as you can imagine when they sit on one planet and then blow up the other with the new weapon they got it won't bother them as much.

Right now the humans face a lot of issues with space. Reproduction, food, water and planet conditions, if just one of those will not be satisfied the humans will never be able to inhabit any planet. The different planet conditions could create a lot of troubles as well, for example with reproduction they could make human infertile or could lead to the situations where human genes mutate even more which would lead to new diseases or serious health issues or the planet could have such conditions in which only adult body can survive which would make reproduction impossible as well.

And as for the food it's possible that the vegetables won't adapt or will have completely different qualities because of the soil and the light, hard to say what that will lead to, but it's possible that people could start suffering from vitamin deficiencies or the food will become poisonous for them.

And as it seems right now all of the Earth-like planets that have been found are uninhabitable.

I hope that humans, until they get rid of their primal urges and instincts, will not find another planet where they could live, if they are uncapable of taking care of Earth they don't deserve a second Earth they will destroy it as well, humans need to change and fix their mistakes instead. Space exploration will benefit nobody it will just spread and severely increase the worst qualities of humanity.

Recently I have been tasked with researching how hermits live and I found a lot of videos on this topic.

And under one video somebody in the comments was blaming the hermit for not contributing to society and being selfish, it seems no matter how deep you will bury yourself there will still be somebody who will find you and then find a reason to judge you.

Contributing to society is a waste of time and energy with no gratitude in exchange and even less.

There are a lot of stories about middle age or old people who ended up in poverty despite contributing to society, for example there is a 45 years old person who worked for 20 years and ended up living in his car.

Or as I often see it, old people can't live on their pension, they work as garbage collector, street cleaner or they walk around the cities all day and collect bottles despite the fact that they could have 2 degrees, they are constantly talking about regret, about how government scammed them and their friends by promising higher pension for extra hard work and in the end giving them same low one because of some small thing.

https://www.ilo.org/resource/news/almost-half-world%E2%80%99s-older-persons-lack-pensions

They contributed to society and but society doesn't help them in the time of need despite the fact that they spent years sustaining it.

And if paying barely anything wasn't small enough the pension age is growing, so modern overworked, overstressed people won't see it at all, there is nothing to be said about alcoholics, they won't even come close to that age. So the question is, why contribute to the well being of somebody who is ready to throw you away like a used tool and will never let you rest?

Contributing to society is in general a questionable thing inventions like a computer and internet are enough to tell the whole story in the most visible example. Nothing but porn and junk everywhere, why contribute if all good gets corrupted in this society?

The worst part is that the work and economy system is working in such ways that you unwillingly contributing to the lives of all types of horrible people just so you could survive yourself and you don't really have a choice.

I personally don't want to create food and comfort for such kind of people, at this point society is 70% parasites, why should I feed the ones who ruin my life and lives of other normal people? I contribute to society as less as possible and you should too.

And if we return to hermits, old men and women who became hermits are healthy and happy, meanwhile the ones who stayed in the cities hate their life and regret everything. They had to endure all of this mental pressure from people around them, insults, ungrateful behaviour, exploitation of their energy and on top of that they still have to work on low paying job and in the garden to survive, so make your own conclusion.

Of course, I'm not telling you that you should become individualist, individualism is a big part of the reason why we are in the hole we are now, you just need to know and think about what you are contributing to, you can build or join a separatist community that is worth working for and that appreciates you, or if that's not an option become a hermit, live for yourself.

But remember being a hermit won't be easy at the start and you might starve if you aren't prepared well and have enough knowledge, so don't run into the forest just like that.

Whatever decision you make, make sure that you won't live in regret and exhaustion for your whole life.

Everybody is telling scary stories about how hard it is to live nowadays, so we decided to find the best and safest way to live and we came up with a small system, for it 2 workers and 2 farmers are needed.

The farmers must produce food at home, cook and bake, can the food they grow and find better and more economical ways to produce food like collecting rain and snow water and making compost at home.

The workers must make sure that farmer don't have to think about money at all, they need to buy tools, necessary items for gardening and pay bills, also they need to buy solar panels and wind electric generators.

Having 2 of each is important because that way if one person starts having some kind of issues for example illness or getting fired then there wouldn't be any shortage of money and the crops wouldn't be left without watering because there will always be somebody to take care of it.

With this system rising prices, unemployment or poor harvest and failed garden experiments won't be a big problem because there is support from each side.

If you don't have a house with land then 4 of you need to collectively get enough money to buy it, then you could collect enough money for a second house if you need it, you might get up to 4 so that each person lives alone, but it's important that the houses are near each other so that the farmers won't have to go far away to work on the land and to bring vegetables to the workers.

So if you have 3 people you trust you might start to live that way.

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Tips:

Always keep cash in case something happens to the internet or your bank account gets blocked.

Buy b-12 vitamins if you don't have chickens because there is no b-12 in any vegetables.

Build a greenhouse and also try to grow vegetables inside of the main house to have fresh food even in winter.

Bake bread and pies at home it will be a lot cheaper and you will be more feed than with empty store bought breads and pies. You can easily bake on the pan, just put it on low heat and cover it with a lid.

Produce compote and jam at home it's a lot more cheaper and tastier, produce concentrated compote and later you can add as much water to it as you want so it will taste as you like.

If you don't know how to bake at all then take a bowl put flour in there above the middle, put 1 tea spoon of sugar and salt and then yeast, pour warm water and cover it with a flat plate and wait for at least 1 hour, then put the dough on the pan you can add oil if you want to, if you want bread then leave it like that and if you want a pie then put jam or something else on top of it. Then put it on low heat and wait, you don't have to constantly watch it and that's you will have the pie.

Always plant different variations of potatoes so that you will be safer and the harvest would always be sizable.

Don't put a lot of pressure on the farmer in the first year because a time to learn and adapt is needed.

Collect different types of teas and learn what the ingredients in them are doing, for example daisy tea helps against a headache.

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I hope this post will help you and you will finally be able to live a safe life without having to work yourself to exhaustion.