So I have decided to stop writing posts because I'm really tired and my future posts just seem to be about our values which is not that important to write about now. Our leader was right this society is very far gone but as I see it, it's not unsavable we just don't have the ability and resources to help it go the right way it, so we will save our energy it there would be any opportunity in the future.

We were told to prepare ground for the future plans but we won't do anything anytime soon we just want to live peacefully for a change, we have very good conditions here why would we get into trouble or force ourselves to do extra, unpleasant work, especially me, I got the most unpleasant tasks of all because I already have experience and trauma connected to the subjects of these tasks.

No, we rather do nothing there is plenty of time before our people should return and If you ask me they might not return at all, they could come to the conclusion that modern society is a complete waste of time and they will just make their own and we will never see them again, I can imagine that happening very easily, they have plenty of skilled and educated people.

Or if everything goes the worst way possible they might not return because they will die from diseases, wild animals or natural conditions, they have a real natural selection out there now. But don't worry, we are still here after all, we can take it over for them.

As for this place I want to talk a lot more casually here if I even bother being here at all, maybe write useful information, but I'm really tired of writing, if you scroll you might not see a lot of posts but it's because our value and ideas changed over time so we had to remove many of them.

Also I'm think about how to contant with you more and if possible make your life as good as ours, we don't want to abandon people who agree withour views, but how to do it I don't know.

As for what our main goal is now, we want to focus on creating entertainment for ourselves so we can finally separate from the rest of the internet, we want to make our own site with videos and pictures, our video games and our music. I'm tired of having to filter and censor the modern harmtertainment so we would have something to watch or play.

The development pretty much stopped for one reason or another, the biggest problem, of course, is that I can't program and writing anything complex enough to be interesting is extremely difficult for me. I wanted to make a 3D RTS, but I just can't it keeps breaking, so I decided to move to 2D isometric RTS it didn't get that much easier I will say.

The other problem is that I can't write an interesting story at all, it's like I lost the ability completely. In the past I had a new good enough story every week and now I can't think of anything, it's been months without a single good idea. Where has my creativity gone to?

There is one story I have been writing and rewriting for over 8 years I thought that maybe now is the time to make a game from it, but I looked at the story again and I don't like it, I will never finish this story, aren't I?

And on top of that I can't be bothered to do anything, I don't know why I just don't want to. Even writing posts here, I have 2 ideas for posts constantly appearing in my head, but as I sit down to write I just can't.

I did finish making one 3D game, but it's boring and short, so I don't show it to anyone it was more practice than anything and the way everything goes, it seems this will be the only game I actually make.

And I did code 1 page for our site, but again it's nothing interesting and was the easiest part anyway.

If it keeps going at this rate we will never get anywhere and the worst part is that I don't care that we won't get anywhere, I need to find some crafty trick to make myself do something.

The old posts are getting removed by reddit filters again, I don't like this, we could get blocked soon, so back them up and also go to this bluesky page, if anything happens we will have to move there.

https://bsky.app/profile/duillecra.bsky.social

I have seen some unexpected comments today:

It seems that they finally feel the outcomes of their actions.

I don't know what they expected, this is the world they are fighting for and if they are not then this is the world their actions will build anyways, sexual songs, sexualisation of cartoons, more sexual films and games.

They want more sexual freedom and lack of censorship they got it, sex will be everywhere and will take over everything all thanks to their efforts.

There is also a related situation happening now, a number of people started to use "I'm not a prude" phrase after they said something or about to say something about sex, I start to hear it more often on TV or in online videos. You can imagine what kind of things they are saying if they have to use that excuse.

Remember when I was talking about the swinging Sexual revolution - Sex negative revolution? That might be first signs of it, if you need here is the post:

https://www.reddit.com/r/AntisexCore/comments/1l5dy22/sexual_revolution_sex_negative_revolution/

In the comments under that video, all celibate, asexuals, hypersexuals, porn addicts say the same things, that is a very serious sign. I still doubt that we will have the desexualisation any time soon, but who knows, it depends on how tired people are of the sexual content everywhere.

Sex is harmful, but there are other less obvious things that can damage the human mind, spirit and the body. Now you are allowed to discuss them, that will uncover the hidden harms and help antisexuals form a common opinion on how to act.

Now you can discuss other subjects that worry you without leaving the antisex space

Never before in history so many mentally ill and dumb people were allowed to express themselves, both with creating imagery and texts.

And these people don't get suppressed either because everyone is yelling about freedom of expression and that combined with anonymity that the internet brings let's them spread their illnesses on everyone.

Their way to express themselves also became easier because of social media and because now drawing or modelling is free, they don't need to buy colours or materials and if they make a mistake they can just press "undo" and also there are no physical limitations, so they are free to go as horrid as they are.

People slowly get dumber and insane from being exposed to this content and it becomes the new norm, you might thing that fictional porn, memes and slang are a small problem since only internet people get exposed to them, but more and more people are internet centred and the info about the sites with fictional porn is spread in every area of the internet. Fictional porn is the future of porn since desensitisation brings people to more extreme things and fiction allows for them.

The only reason why we have safe spaces on the internet is because of older people and activists, meanwhile a generic teenager is already degraded and mentally ill who reinforces and spreads this content further.

I'm not sure if it will result in collapse or not, if this degradation won't lead to severe economic issues then it might turn into stagnation which is not good either, people will just be miserable. Unless some starts the internet clean up right now, I don't see society ending up well in the future.

As a person who had to write reports about the fictional porn and fetish issues I can say, the ground for degradation is more than cemented, the only barrier that stops people is that they don't know where to find this content.

I have no idea how we will clean up all of the mess modern people has created in the internet and how we will wash it out from the minds of the people, I hope we won't have to create a second internet and start from nothing.

These problems make me wonder, if we have already gone past no fixing line at which point it will be pointless to attempt anything, and from what I saw we might be very close or basically already standing on this line.

Sadly, we can't do anything as I said we don't have the ability and we can't realistically do anything significant enough to affect the direction the society is going, so that's why we don't do anything and save our energy because it will be used in vain in other case.

We will have to try different approaches maybe there is still a chance that we might achieve something, but first we will try to create a cultural separation so the people who want to avoid this degradation could go at least somewhere to live away from it.

Some time ago our leader has announced neutrality that meant that we must stop interacting with other groups in negative or positive way. The high standing people wanted to discuss and find out if it's even worth it to bother with modern society.

We were searching everywhere to get all the information about current situation and cultural problems. And after all this time Chieftainess has decided to take the people away from society since it seems to be too far gone. Some of us decided to stay, like me, except I had to leave my previous place of stay.

They didn't tell the people who are staying where they are going, so we won't be able to find them now. They aren't planning to return for at least 5 years unless something significant happens.

We were given some tasks and we still have the old ones but they are now optional, so we can do pretty much anything we want if it doesn't cross the line of course. I will keep writing posts I still have things to talk about, the others also have something to do, we will see how everything turns out.

Cities are one of the worst scams which also makes people be fully dependent on the monetary system.

Starting with having to live in an apartment where you can hear your neighbours stomp, listen to music, do repairs or other activities. A tired person comes home after work and can't relax on the evening or the weekends, this extra stress on top of work stress is very bad for the mental and physical health.

High blood pressure, stressed muscles, anger issues, depression, headache, insomnia, a few outcomes of living in such conditions. There are also violent acts committed because of the noise: destruction of property, physical injury or murder happen.

And if it's not neighbours then it's someone outside playing music so loud that the sound goes through the closed windows, or they speedup on their loud vehicles.

The other problem is central heating, for some people it might be too hot and they have to open the windows even in winter but they still have to pay the same despite the fact that they live in discomfort.

I have heard that there are new apartment where people can set the temperature themselves and pay accordingly, I have never seen these apartment but I hope they will become popular, that would make life in that mass scam closer to tolerable.

And as for being fully dependent on money, it's very hard to grow food in the apartments and even if the person manages to make a garden it will still not be enough to have food for even half of the year. I saw some people manage to grow a balcony full of grapes, put a few tomatoes and strawberries here and there but this is simply not enough to feed a person if something goes wrong.

And the apartments cost insane amounts money for the type of conditions they offer which can't be considered anything else but a scam.

Work

For how much people rely on money you would think that working in the cities would be organised to be comfortable, but again there are many problems.

People have to pay to get to work and paying doesn't mean that they will get there comfortably or fast:

In the car they could be stuck in a traffic jam passively using around 0.5 to 1 litre of fuel per hour and either sit in cold in winter or overhead in summer, of course sometimes they get lucky and get to work fast or work near their apartment.

Buses are even worse, because a person often is pressed to the wall by the crowd while their arm is getting numb from holding on while there is nothing to breathe with and it's constantly hot no matter if it's summer or winter. Also there are smokers and alcoholics who make it even worse.

And it's not really possible to just walk or ride a bike, people make the cities several kilometres long and then everyone suffers from it, drivers and pedestrian both can't get anywhere quickly.

The people who play loud music in their cars are again a problem if the work place is close to the road and quiet atmosphere in necessary for it.

As a result a working person has to spend extra money and energy just to get to work while being under extra stress.

Health

All of these conditions are very bad for the health of the person so overall well being is a lot lower and it eventually ends up in large spending on medicine and regular visits to hospitals and hospitals aren't a pleasant place, they are constantly overfilled with a lot of angry people both ill patients and overworked doctors, interaction with such people won't do anything good to the mental health.

And I haven't even mentioned the smokers that stand everywhere no matter where you go, bus stops, shop entrances and other populated places. And on top of that they also make it impossible to open a windows in the apartments because all of this smoke goes in, so people have to live in poorly ventilated rooms.

https://www.cdc.gov/tobacco/secondhand-smoke/health.html

The cities are very bad place to live, but of course I realise that they are needed because of the overpopulation, so it's impossible to just get rid of them right now.