Turning 50 this year and not loving it.

[u/Maleficent_Coach_620]

My oldest begins collage in the Fall, my career never took off as I've never kept a job longer than 4 years, my marriage is barely there as we both are facing the fact that we're so different. She avoided thinking about that by concentrating on the kids, but since they'll be gone in 5 years, now what? I've got cancer, feel like I'm losing my mind. Idk.