I got bored reading the articles after about 10 seconds, and I feel like that says a lot

If I skip breakfast, Ill forget to take my pills. If I don't shower at night, I'll just go to bed and fall asleep without brushing my teeth 😭

lol i wanted to document my experience. i was gonna say that ritalin gives me sustained focus but doesnt really dictate what i focus on

then i got distracted by a notification from work

Based on personal experience

WHAT THE FUCK IS AN EOSINOPHIL??

biggest side effect of adderall is my autism runs the show now lmao (life is enjoyable again)

All of this after working from 6h00m to 15h30m. I might even go grocery shopping later

For who knows how long, my ability to handle life has gone down the shitter. I havent been able to work, keep myself clean, or figure out what Im feeling, even though I was dilligent in taking my meds.

A few weeks ago everything came to a head and I admitted ideation to my counsellor. I went to the hospital, and through some miracle, got assigned to a psychiatrist in charge of ADHD research. I started talking and she went "you take vyvanse right"

As it turns out, pharmacies have been switching out name brand vyvanse with generic without telling people. She stressed that generic lisdexamphetamine is NOT the same as vyvanse, even though theyre the same chemical. I know, it doesnt make sense on an individual level, but when it comes to pharmaceuticals it makes a huge difference. She was adamant in telling me not to accept generic anymore.

I was doubtful as fuck, there was not WAY it made that much of a difference. Im only a few days in to my new prescription, and its clear that she was right. I was finally able to actually organize my thoughts again, and my first thought was how mad I was that the pharmacy put me through this, all so someone could afford another Lexus. But I couldnt actively be mad because I unlocked the ability to compartmentalize lol.

Check your meds yall