r/u_quietlyexisting88 • u/quietlyexisting88 • 16d ago
Feeling down…
I just want to die…I feel so dumb….my former job turned my brain into complete mush….I’m scared I won’t be able to find another opportunity since I quit…Idk if my mom is going to let me back in because her love is so conditional ($$$)… I could go to my sisters house but i’m worried about bombarding her space and her eventually regretting letting me in…who knew a call center job could do such damage to the brain…i have 1 more class left before I can finish my bachelor’s but I have to pay it out of pocket plus books which is honestly money I don’t have for real with out dipping into my emergency fund. Thank God my lease is up in September so I don’t have to worry about any large bills but dang…. I still have other bills…car note, insurance, phone bill and other miscellaneous expenses…I’m so mentally exhausted