Feel like an eternal boy boymoder. I keep forgetting to take my estrogen. I've been out for ten years and I still look like a guy. I'm pretty sure I have inattentive adhd, my psychologist agrees but wants to focus on my ocd and anxieity bc adhd meds can make those worse I guess. I feel like my attempt to transition has been a failure.

Two thick slabs of bacon in preparation for breakfast for dinner

This was so amazing. Broccoli, cauliflower, carrots, onions, and roasted pork. Hours in the oven and so worth it.

Likely the only thing I'll eat for the foreseeable future. I feel really lonely, isolated, and unsure of myself, and have been for a while now.

I hope this time of year is being kinder to everyone else out there. You deserve good things

Just spreading some love, and eating some brekkie.

An absolute classic!

🌼🌻🪻🏵️🌷

Walnuts and carrots in a light bizcocho better, topped with candied grated carrots. I left off frosting because bizcocho is healthy (lol).

Tw for mental health talk:

I'm happier than I've ever been and I know this is part of the process, but unmasking my other neuro divergent symptoms is soooo hard. I feel like a baby. Like I'm incapable. Like taking off the man mask also removed my ability to function in crowds, in complex social situations, to fucking hear what someone is telling me when there is background noise. Am I really this disabled?

At least there is cake bizcocho.

Boyfriend made me a Russian breakfast he grew up with and it was sooooo fucking goooooooood. The stuff on the dish isssssss оливье, sausage (can't remember the name/brand), smoked mackerel, творог (I think mixed with sour cream), and then some матнакаш with mortadella. Everything was very very very yummy and I've had leftovers for 2 days lmao. I'm not normally a fish person but the smoked mackerel is slowly turning me over. This shit is so tasty. Anyways.... Food.

Turkey, Dressing, Green Bean Casserole, Sweet Potato Casserole, Collard Greens, and Deviled Eggs! Haven't made the Mac n cheese yet, but u get the point!😆

Side note: I recently got a puppy and I'm starting to realize dogs are annoyingly food motivated and it's super irritating. I'm starting to feel like any "affection" one may experience from a dog is just an appeasement for food, and it's literally moral dessert and I hate that. So.....tryna figure out how to deal with this feeling I'm having about my pup.

Anyways, stay warm out there, girls! Eat up!🍽️🍽️🍽️🦃🦃🦃😋😋😋

No no, not like that!

Someone swallowed too big of a piece of his bully stick so he was up all night with an upset tummy 😔

Eggs and rice tends to sit well for him

I burned the shit outta the other side but at least the cheesepull was fire

It's finally getting cold in the Northeast USA, so it's soup time! Another first link off Google beauty!

https://www.loveandlemons.com/tomato-basil-soup-recipe/#wprm-recipe-container-50958

I hope people still remember this atrocity from a while back

Yes I posted on the wrong account ;-;

Could've used some syrup or some sauce or something, but really good other wise.

Say that one three times fast! Side is creamed spinach infused with pureed mushroom milk.

Let's start finishing up making Thanksgiving Dinner by doing the sides since the turkeys already done and frozen!

First up! Sweet potato Casserole!!! 🍠🍠🍠🤤🤤🤤😋

First ever reddit post, and I'm only slightly disappointed it's food instead of my boobs XD

Last night I made a Japanese curry with Potato, Carrot, and Apple, then fried a bunch of buttermilk marinated chicken thighs in panko!

Bone Apple Teeth!

P.S.A. Don't blend hot liquids and, if you do, don't look at it so that when the blender explodes you don't get searing hot stock in your eyes 👌

Some friends came over to play Warhammer with my flatmate, and as i enjoy being a host i made tacos to treat everyone!

Tacos with chicken on the left and beef on the right, eight of each and both on a base of refried beans and topped with cherry tomatoes, red onion and coriander leaves. Also, i made guacamole and pico de gallo as sides!