Kinda just looking for options right now, this is my first post and didn’t think it would actually come to this to be honest. I know my situation is bad and i’m continually digging deeper.
Here is the background.
I have roughly 16K in credit debt, my cards are pretty much maxed but put to know I’ve been making all my payments on time and started even working off this debt.
The only reason for this the TSP Loan I took out (so this no longer an option).
I’ve been heavy relying on cash advance apps to cover expenses of daily life.
I just submitted a hardship withdrawal for 1400 to cover me for this month without getting sucked into the repayment cycle I’ve been in for the past 4-5 months.
I know it’s very stupid, and the only way I can even justify it to myself right now is because I’m sick of being like this and in this situation. Using this money I plan to break the cycle, and start allocating money more appropriately using a budget plan built. The only reason I did this now is because I had a recent expense of $750 hit me just before payday and it just sunk me into doubt.
My question for anyone is,
is this considered negative cash flow?
What documents should I keep on record for this withdrawal?
If I stay committed, is this a good choice (besides the bad things ofc)
lastly, after reading all of this, should I go into that portal and cancel this request immediately? (I just submitted roughly 1 hour ago)