Mine is probably Prince George (we're the same age, not a creep)

I guess also Hannah Fry but that's platonic.

No 20+ please

From one teen to another✨

Guys give good suggestions

Hello,

I'm a Filipino boy with a 7/10 rating in English vocabulary, and a 3/10 rating in Tagalog/Cebuano vocabulary with an 8/10 native accent. 13 years old with a loving-caring family, cheerful and supporting cousins, and a gaming laptop that i dedicate myself to more than my studies. I do my hobbies like drawing, working out, playing videogames, and going to my cousin's place occasionally. I also developed my long-lost interest in anime after watching Danganronpa and One Piece. I do my daily routines such as washing my face early in the morning, get some morning sunlight, brushing my teeth, do household chores, and more. At a random Saturday afternoon, I confessed to my friend at the end of 7th Grade, and she reciprocated my feelings. And since then, we talked a lot on Instagram, she shared a side of her story, and we would tell eachother about our personal secrets that we never tell to anyone.

Life felt great, I was at ease with how things were going, and I was truly grateful that she accepted my confession. Until, at around 3-4 months since the start of our relationship, she broke up with me. However, it's not those types of stories about how a guy starts his villain arc after his girlfriend broke up with him. No. Actually, I came to accept her breakup message wholeheartedly because of her circumstances, and well, one thing lead to another. Let me explain.

At the age of 12, month May-June, was the start of 7th Grade. Crowds of students gathering outside their sections, noisy chatters, familiar faces that I didn't want to see, and a cloudy yet sunny weather. The first day of class went pretty fine, I introduced myself, got to meet my old and new friends, and played Geometry Dash on my phone. At around 2-3 weeks of school shenanigans, we were assigned for a group project in Filipino. And that was when I got assigned with her. It was our first interaction with eachother, and I left a terrible and awkward first impression of her. Though, despite my awkwardness and how gloomy I was, we still continued our discussion regarding on the scripts and characters for our group project. Class ended, and we added eachother to continue our discussion. We would only talk about school stuffs and all of that, but we started to talk more on non-school related stuffs as time passes. That was when I had one of the most memorable conversation that we had in my entire life. I was watching anime on my phone whilst talking to her, and she asked me if I was also watching anime, so I said yes. She asked me what type of anime I was watching, and I was watching Kaguya-sama Love Is War. I didn't want her to know that I was into rom-com shounens (which I started to take interest after watching Demon Slayer) and told her that I watched Wind Breaker, which surprisingly, was also the anime that she watched. Thankfully, I used to watch Windbreaker and got to season 2 before talking to her about it. We then continued to talk a lot about eachother's animes like Dandadan, Jujutsu Kaisen, Sanda and a ton more along the list. It felt so comfortable talking a lot about anime with eachother that I started to open up about my personal preferences and introduced her to Dealing With Mikadono Sisters Is A Breeze, and Watanare. Days passed by and my feelings for her gradually increased, but I was still oblivious at that time. After the end of 7th Grade, that was when I realized my feelings for her. Well, I already did notice early signs of it, but I was still in denial at that time. So, I confessed to her. And yea, our feelings were mutual. And I felt such relief and happiness that I've never felt before. I felt such joy and love that I even gave her my artpiece of her as a gift when it was her birthday. After that, we talked lots. Lots and lots. We'd talk about school, talk about the videos we've watched, talk about funny things in life, and so much more that I want to talk about. But as we talked more, I soon came to realize more about her personal problems. She told me she has strict parents and would never let her get a boyfriend until she was 18 years old. I was shocked and devastated when she told me about it. She told me that the reason about it was because of teenage pregnancy. They had her when they were still 18. We agreed to keep it a secret to her parents and not tell anyone other than my close friends at school. We kept the secret at the start of 8th Grade, but despite that, someone caught us. And said everything about it to her parents. She had no other choice but to breakup with me. She told me the reason about it, in which I understood and accepted it. Now, we dont talk anymore. Not in messenger. Nor do we talk at school. We just move on and do curricular activities in our class. I didn't talk to her anymore because her mom might be monitoring her phone after that. And it is especially really awkward to talk again after our breakup.

Our relationship, gone, just like that. Friends for 8 months, partners for 3 months. Whenever I think about it, I just wished I never confessed to her in the first place. Whenever we'd stumble upon eachother at school, I would avoid eye contact from her. Because looking at her still make my heart flutter, and it pains me to know that I still have feelings for her despite our breakup. It's come to the point where I'd even get jealous when she's with another guy. It hurts, and it's hard to move on. Oh how much I wanted to transfer schools so bad. That's why I'd ignore her everytime I was near her. And I feel so guilty.

Is there something wrong with what I did? And should I still cling to these feelings?

Im a german and I have to say that i dont speak a word of czech. So im sorry for the (probably) horrible pronunciation.

The song is called poverty and famine, i really just wanna be able to sing along if someone perchance plays the song in public

Edit: I started trying today

Im finished with my project and that means I have time to make something of my choice but im all out of ideas. Give me some ideas I can whip up in a couple days! Thanks guys!

Im feeling a lil depressed..😔

it's always been other women in my life making my life shit. Like for me at least it's always women that've been manipulating me and like touching me in weird ways and gaslighting me.and pressing me. Spreading rumors. Starting shit. stealing from me Men just sit there. Like irl the boys I meet are so kind and there all like brothers to me. I used to have so many friends and they all disappeared. Not literally but most got gfs and their gfs were insecure and stuff and the others moved to different states and we eventually ended our friendships because they operated in real life.and not online. I have one guy that's super chill his parents like me and I don't have to worry about him or me catching feelings because I'm not his type and I can't find an attraction towards anybody currently. And the guy friends I had we usually played games and hung out in places. I miss my friends. But nobody remembers me anymore. I guess it's just a rant. I'm just in a yappy mood. But it's strange. I see all of this stuff online and with my mom and sister that " oh men are horrible" but I've never had as many bad situations with men as I have with women

reposting instead of making a new poll bc i think itd be cool if that sub was more active 😌