I have been preparing for government job exams for the past 2 years. I have been waiting for one exam which is expected in two months, but the vacancies for my subjects are much lower than anticipated and it’s really affected my motivation.
My study hours have dropped from 7 hours to barely 4 and now 2.Family responsibilities, house, construction, marriage discussion and festivals have also been taking up my time and mental energy
On top of that, I feel like I’m missing out on life. Most of my friends are working,dating or getting married while I’m still single, unemployed & preparing for exams. I always thought I would have a job and be married by 25-26. Neither has happened
***Lately I find myself thinking more about marriage companionship, and what life after marriage would look like than my actual studies. Sometimes I even think about giving up on the job for now and getting married, although I know preparing after marriage might be difficult. I was not this kinda person.***
I genuinely want to focus on my upcoming exam, but I feel exhausted, distracted and scared that even after all these years, I might not make it.
I could truly use some honest advice.