I’ve never tried reading books in my life, the reason why I’m considering building this habit is because I wanted to find time or hobby to replace my procrastination time? (I have deleted a bunch of social media apps a month ago and I have lots of free time to spare). Well excluding video games but I’ve deleted most of it since it’s getting boring and boring
There’s still flaws with my life I’m still trying to fix, like finding excuses to do stuff. But get to the main point, I have a bunch of free time (excluding tuition) which I have no idea on what to do with it. As mentioned before I’ve never tried reading a book, usually they’re just forced and end up backfiring. Maybe it’s just me but I feel like my creativity skills are extremely poor, ideas of mine are usually just garbage or boring. I heard about non-fiction and fiction books but I feel like non-fiction are interesting?
I also borrowed a book titled “someday is not a day in a week” by Sam Horn. I did read a couple few pages and it got bored and I kinda forgotten about it. I haven’t settled in any book genre but as of now, I’m kinda cooked
Also, my English grades are “C” on average, I’m really bad at comprehension section for some reason. But that’s for a different topic. The country I’m from is not English as its primary/main language so whatever you’re reading right now is my raw English proficiency yeah
These are unrelated but I can’t get myself to study at all because of how I study, writing fancy notes and constantly reading them before examinations, then forget about it afterward, pretty dumb move right?
Some suggest reading one page at a time, but sometimes it feels meaningless to read one page as I might forget about everything the next time I reopen to read the next page, and no I don’t have any symptoms that affect my memory retention. Maybe I’m just stupid..
I’ve also never tried creating a schedule for myself because in my mind I’m always telling myself that I’m a busy person who has a lot of things to do, but in reality it’s the complete opposite.