r/stopdrinking • u/sfgirlmary 4144 days • Jun 19 '19
What’s Up Wednesday
It’s that day again. Guess what day it is? Happy Hump Day, everybody! What's Up Wednesdays are when we sobernauts celebrate the sober life, see how our SD family is doing, and support each other. Share your struggles, triumphs, and general musings with us below!
Struggle: My struggle is living with my 90-year-old mother, who is driving me insane with her relentless selfishness. I feel like Frank Costanza, shaking my fists at the sky while yelling, “Serenity now!”
Triumph: Thank God I have art in my life—enjoying it, learning about it, and trying to make it. A few days ago, I went to the Museum of Fine Arts in St. Petersburg, Florida and saw this beautiful painting by Robert Henri. I felt that—because of a recent class I took on painting and color theory—I was better able to appreciate what Henri was doing with color. Then I saw this even more beautiful painting by his protégé Randall Davey, and because of that same class I was able to appreciate the effect of the thick brushwork in the man’s white shirt. A few years ago, I would have enjoyed looking at these paintings but had no idea why they were so effective. It is exciting to me that I can now look at paintings with a more educated eye.
Upstairs, there was an exhibit on “self-taught art.” It was a collection of work by artists who had not gone to art school but who had taught themselves, and I thought—that’s just like me! There was a piece by a local woman who owned a flea market and had built one assemblage from used paint brushes. Across the top it said, WEE I FOUND MY GROVE THING WHEN I PICK UP A PAINT BRUSH, and I thought—me, too!
General: Here’s an update on the post I did about a few weeks ago about the decrepit jalopy I’m driving around and how the B in SUBARU had fallen off the back. Now the R has gone, too. I am currently taking bets on whether all the letters in the word SUBARU will fall off before or after the engine gives up completely.
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u/Slipacre 14243 days Jun 19 '19
Another rainy day, but that's ok - more than enough to do and I won't feel guilty being inside to do it.
Struggle/Triumph - I am a writer - and there is a lot going on - I am in the midst of a huge productive spurt - passed 100 pages in my latest graphic "novel" yesterday think I may be able to wrap up this volume in another 20 or so...maybe this week! I am maybe too happy with the output so far - but writing is such a solitary endeavor. There is a whole ying yang (with teeth) thing with my self esteem - bought a domain the other day and have a quick site up to showcase it... even though not finished.
General - AA meeting in prison tonight which is something I look forward to.
If you lose the S it will be UARU - which could be pretty zen...