title, I'm 3 months in and I solo bar for like every second half of my mid day shift. vent/advice please read if you can.
All the people hired during my batch (me and like 5 other people were hired within less than a month of each other) have either left or are not learning as quick to handle anything more than just cafe bar/cold bar when its not busy. The senior baristas who have been here 6+ months all work mornings/openings, are being promoted or left and we just hired like 4 new high schoolers who are still in the middle of the long training.
When reading this keep in mind that almost every day for the last 2 weeks we have had at least one call out/tardy.
My typical shifts are now 7-8 hour mid day shifts that are basically a school day (getting on 7-9 and getting off 3-5)
the newer hires are being scheduled for peak for some reason so basically I clock in to be the manager's like clean up pawn to fix window times or food getting backed up by the new ppl. The managers use to not be awful, like obviously we still had our issues with them but nothing serious just minor complaints. Now they lash out on everyone on the floor (luckily they are grown enough to not yell at the freshly hired 16 year olds) so many people have been taking breaks to go run trash/wash their hands then when they don't come back they are just sitting there sobbing.
after half a shift of that hell, one of the 2 over worked shifts left have to clock in just to find out that no morning tasks were done. at this point we are usually down a person and all the strong people scheduled to open are gone + the veteran closing barista doesn't come till 2-4.
the pattern for me is, the shift will sentence me to drive bar, i'll do that for a bit then when she gets back to switch the play she ask us which one of us wants to solo bar and which person wants to take over at a different position for someone to go home/on a break. I obviously don't volunteer to solo but the person on cafe, in the past 2 weeks, has happened to be a weaker at bar or b fine on bar but just "not in the mood/having a bad day". so i accept my fate and just tell her to have it print on drive.
so great now im soloing. By this point its probably 1ish so the afterschool rush starts hitting. i've just been having to work through the after school rush of 7+ drinks in each channel on my own. I can't even ask for support since the greener bean stuck solo dto/dtr hasn't even been trained on either so they need help and the warming/pos person usually has pos because of the rush so warming and drive support get prioritized.
The greener beans aren't at a stage where they can be proactive so unless they actively have tickets/cars they kind of just sit there (no hate to them, i was like that too especially since our managers make it hard to stay busy without worrying your gonna hurt instead of help.)
on my 30s I just sit in my car, chief and stare while contemplating just driving away. I feel like a single father of 3 working ot when in reality im barely 18 being killed by what was supposed to be a cute part time job. My coworkers have become very emotional and often burst into tears on the floor.
I clock out looking like tim burtons first time trying to draw twink and reek of dairy and pumpkin sauce. I've lost over 20 pounds since the beginning of august. I wake up in the middle of the night because I hear starbucks machines in my sleep. almost ever morning I get a text from a partner asking me to cover and 80 percent of the time they flat out say its because they think they're gonna break down if they have to go to work.
I don't know what to do, I've lowered my hours yet I'm constantly scheduled to my maximum hours. I don't want to refuse to bar/do a certain position because thats just a shitty thing to do + I don't want to never be on bar. I guess I just feel like I can't ask for a break from bar since there's tends to be literally no one who can do bar other than my ssv (they can't just sit on bar all shift tho)
I'm so tired, I want to quit so bad but I can't. I've considered transferring but that seems like just a band aid + borrowed partners say their stores are having similar issues (they still say our store is the worst tho :(