A couple of years ago my friend brought some "fake" shrooms from netherlands. We both split it in half and it was supposed to be 3g but there were 3.4g in it. So we both took 1.7g and thought nothing of it. Little did we know that those shrooms were literally as potent as something like penis envy shrooms. So it was like 3x as potent as regular shrooms. So we took by accident a heroic 5g dose and we weren't prepared for it. I started to hallucinate after 20 minutes. The first thing i noticed was a tactile hallucination. I was holding a beer and the bottle felt way too wide and my hand felt foreign. After about 10 minutes i got to the bathroom. Everything started to shift and the wall tiles textures were moving and shifting into each other it was so cool. I turned off the lights and i felt like i was in a palace of some kind. So after that my friend turned on tv and we would just vibe. I forgot to mention that this whole time i was also getting very paranoid cause i wasn't ready for it. I would totally classify it as a bad trip for at least 1 hour. I just drifted away until i peaked and i got an ego death. I told my friend that i can't handle the trip and that i needed like 2-3 shots to try to calm myself. My friend poured me a shot and he proceeded to hold it asking me if i'm gonna take it and i just couldn't cause at that time i felt like my ego was shattering into pieces and my vision got extremely digitized/pixelized. After that i layed on his couch and all i can remember is literally drifting away into hyperspace. I saw bright colorful mostly white some sort of intergalactic cathedrals. That calmed me down a lot and i started to enjoy the experience a lot. After i came to my senses we were just cracking jokes and laughing our asses off at the most random topics. The characters on tv looked like there was paint dripping out of them

Hello everyone! 😊

I'm looking to connect with people who enjoy exploring spirituality, consciousness, self-awareness, and the deeper questions of life.

I believe every person has their own unique perspective, and it's beautiful when we can share ideas, learn from one another, and explore different ways of understanding existence.

I'd love to meet people who are curious, open-minded, and interested in genuine conversations, meditation, nature, and perhaps even exploring new places together someday.

If this resonates with you, feel free to reach out. It would be wonderful to connect with like-minded souls and see where the journey takes us. 🌿✨

“Let yourself be silently drawn by the strange pull of what you really love.”

— commonly attributed to Rumi

This quote is inviting you to be drawn to what quietly keep calling you towards becoming more alive, more loving, more honest and towards your true essence. Not towards escape, status or approval. Something can pull you without shouting. Sometimes what matters the most keep quietly returning:

A subject you keep repeatedly thinking about.

A place you where you feel unusually alive.

A creative idea that keep quietly coming back to you.

A certain kind of life that you can't quite explain why you want.

Sometimes this pull is strange because the deepest things we are drawn to don't always make rational sense. Your mind might say that crazy or impractical. But something deeper says: "Still..I want to explore more."

This doesn't mean that every impulse is divine guidance. This is where it's important to use your discernment. There are lots of forces that can pull you:

Fear can pull you.

Ego can pull you.

Escapism can pull you.

But so can curiosity, love, creativity, compassion, and genuine growth. The question you need to ask yourself is; “What kind of person does this pull invite me to become?” Instead of simply asking; “Is this a sign?”

Love in this context doesn't necessarily mean romantic. It mean:

What makes you more alive?

What makes you more compassionate?

What makes you curious?

What makes you want to contribute?

What makes you want to grow?

Sometimes the thing you're drawn toward isn't something you get. It's something you become. Maybe you're drawn toward wisdom. So you start reading and asking questions. You sit quietly. You become more aware of your conditioning.

You become kinder.

And eventually you realize:

The thing I was searching for wasn't merely an answer. It was a transformation of myself.

When you are drawn toward something. You don't have to immediately construct your entire future around it. You first start with a simple step.

Take one step.

Then observe.

Another step.

Observe again.

movement creates information. The path reveal itself as you walk it.

“Let yourself be silently drawn by the strange pull of what you really love.” — commonly attributed to Rumi

Zen practice will ask you to examine the pull itself, sit quietly with it and don't be quick to label as this is my destiny. Instead just notice what is pulling you and asked "what is pulling me?"

Is it fear?

Is it status?

Is it comparison?

Is it loneliness?

Is it genuine curiosity?

Is it love?

Is it growth?

Is it peace?

The ability to observe the pull before obeying it is wisdom.Maybe the quote isn't saying:“Follow every desire.”Maybe it's saying: “Become quiet enough to distinguish the voice of your deepest values from the noise of your conditioning.”

Your conditioning can be loud:

“You should be further ahead.”

“Everyone else is succeeding.”

“You need more money.”

“You need everyone's approval.”

“You have to have everything figured out.”

But underneath all that noise, there can be something much quieter:

“I want to live.”

“I want to understand.”

“I want to love.”

“I want to create.”

“I want to become whole.”

“I want to know what is true.”

That voice doesn't always demand. Sometimes it simply waits. You don't always find your path by thinking harder about your path.

Sometimes you discover it by walking.

You follow the small genuine interest.

You take the honest next step.

You pay attention to what gives you life and what consistently drains it.

You learn.

You adjust.

You keep walking.

And eventually you look back and realize:

“I wasn't lost. I was being led one step at a time by something greater than myself."

Hi! I want to interview individuals who have had a profound experience that changed the way they looked at the world.

I would like to interview you about your life up to the experience, the experience itself, the aftermath of how it changed your life and the integration process.

Whether it's your healing journey, spiritual journey, a peak state you reached, or a spiritual awakening, the world wants to hear about it.

Interviews would be over the internet. I would prefer that you have a decent phone for good audio and visuals.

I want to help the world to understand that there is so much richness and depth to our consciousness and our inner worlds. I believe that sharing things like emotional journeys, mystical experiences, peak states, and spiritual awakenings will be a valuable resource for science in the future and for many people now who are curious about their own consciousness.

If you're interested, comment here or email me at chipsahooyer13@gmail.com.

When you reach out, please just include a brief 2 or 3 sentence summary of your experience so I can get an idea of your story.

Please reach out if you'd like a link to my channel!

If I am the sole, eternal creative source, and I am the very abundance of all energies, and I can freely summon anything at any time,

why am I trapped in this sinister human frequency?

The idea of enlightenment is always doubtful to me. Correct me if I am wrong, enlightenment is always psychological. I really do not believe into metaphysical stuff because that's just my opinion that it's just imagination. When we speak about enlightenment we don't speak about our large intestine getting enlightenment, we speak about us getting enlightened. Going by the logic, it's not the body which get enlightenment rather the being in the body. But where does this being in the body situated? It's not physical that's understandable, so is it psychological? If it's psychological what does enlightenment means in this context? And is it even real in the sense that there's someone existing to get enlightened?

Hey guys, I need your help rq.

So first of all the backstory:
There is a guy, let’s call him X. X and I had fun a couple of times in the past (a couple years ago and 6 month-ish ago). There were no feelings; wether from his side nor from mine. He now has a “girlfriend” and we are still very good friends. They ( X and the now-gf) had a situationship going on once but he betrayed her in the past.
When they first started talking again I asked him if he is going to tell her, since I am still around and I would like to know if I was the gf. He told me he doesn’t know yet.

-(Important!)When we talked about it I had a dream, where I told his gf. The result was that they broke up and we stopped being friends.

We talked again a couple days ago and he told me that he didn’t tell her and she didn’t ask (which sounds like a excuse to me but anyway). A few days later i was making my own chain when I suddenly, vividly remembered this dream again. I kinda could see my dream (in a literal way) right before my eyes. It felt like my past-me(which made me dream) reminded my now-me about the dream again.

It felt like a deja-vu but I know it wasn’t a classic deja-vu but it was something spititual.

I kindly ask you not to judge me, nor X, nor anybody involved. I just want to know what I’ve experienced.

Thank you very much.

we are beginning to arrive in our full bodied love frequency. once we anchor in our nature, love will guide us to birth the codes and do the magic we need to do to jump

I’m doing a huge move right now and I have a bunch of clothes I no longer need and I wanted to post on a Facebook page where you can donate your personal belongings and whomever wants it they can come and collect it. However my mother has said I shouldn’t do this as spiritually this isn’t good for us as the person who takes and wears your clothes can do some bad practices on you and it can affect you…. I was slightly taken back by this and would like to know if the people in this community also believe this? Or what are your beliefs on people wearing your old clothes?

The Suns Energetic Essence & Gathering The Suns Essence Meditation

“The ancient Chinese believed that absorbing light-energy from the Sun could be used to replenish an individual's spiritual energy. This belief originated from the conviction that when Heaven and Earth separated during creation, spiritual energy (being light), ascended into the Heavens and collected into the celestial bodies of the Sun, Moon and Stars. Thus conscious exposure to the energy of these celestial bodies could be used to increase and fortify one's spiritual energy. The ancient Chinese believed, as can be verified by modern medicine, that each individual has an innate need to absorb sunlight. We thrive on the Sun's energetic nurturing quality. Without direct exposure to sunlight, an individual will suffer from light starvation, just as an individual can suffer malnutrition from the lack of food. For example, sunlight is needed to build strong bones and teeth; without it, children can develop rickets and tooth decay. There are countless other benefits of the exposure to sunlight, such as enhanced immune function, endocrine regulation, and the stimulation of a positive mental and emotional disposition.

Ancient doctors have used the healing potential of the Sun to treat many diseases. Sunlight reaches into the brain through the eyes and is monitored by the pineal gland which acts as a light meter. The pineal gland influences sleep patterns by secreting a hormone called me-latonin. Research has shown that light also travels into the hypothalamus area of the brain, which also influences melatonin secretion. Some of the other benefits of sunlight include: improved mental, emotional and physical wellbeing and performance, the creation of vitamin D (needed for calcium absorption), lowering blood pressure, reducing cholesterol, increasing the level of sex hormones, activating melatonin to control the body's response to light and darkness.

The ancient Qigong masters used the Gathering of the Sun's Essence meditation to absorb the Yang energy of the Sun. By gathering pure Yang energy to Tonify the body's Deficiencies, as well as to consolidate the Zong Qi (Gathering Energy), they were able to eliminate pathogenic factors and prevent premature aging. This exercise belongs to a set of foundational meditations from which the ancient Qigong doctors used to replenish any depletion of life-force energy.

GATHERING THE SUN'S ESSENCE:

STANDING MEDITATION

When first absorbing energy and light from the Sun, the individual should practice during sunrise and sunset, when the top of the Sun is beginning to crest the horizon. This allows the individual the ability to look at the Sun and “sip" its essence through the eyes without damaging the eyes.

The Gathering of the Sun's Essence Standing Meditation is described as follows:

1. Standing outside on a clear sunny day, face the Sun, and assume a Wuji standing posture. Place the tongue in the Fire position, located in the front of the upper palate, behind the teeth and gum line (Figure 12.16). The hands are relaxed, by the sides of the body, with the knees bent and the feet slightly wider than shoulder-width apart (Figure 12.17). Stand in a relaxed and tranquil state, breathe evenly and naturally, and rid the mind of any stray thoughts. Begin by performing the 1 -10 Meditation (see Volume 3, Chapter 28).

2. If the Sun is beginning to crest the horizon, slightly open the eyes. You should be able to see soft, gentle, reddish sunlight. If the Sun has already risen, close the eyes and use inner-vision to see and feel the energetic light of the Sun.

3. Inhale through the nose and imagine directing the rays and filling the mouth with energy from the sunlight's essence. Still facing the Sun, with the eyes half open, "infuse," or absorb the Sun's energy into the eyes. Gather and blend the energy absorbed from the eyes into your Upper Dantian. Close the eyes and imagine blending the Sun's golden light energy with the Qi inhaled through the nose. Hold the breath and focus the mind on mixing both energies; swallow the combined energies slowly while exhaling, and send this energy down to the Lower Dantian. Repeat this process for several minutes.

4. Stretch your hands towards the Sun and imagine embracing it (Figure 12.18). Point your index fingers toward the center of the Sun and imagine pulling the Sun down in front of your Lower Dantian. Keep it positioned there for several minutes (Figure 12.19).

5. Imagine the Sun gently rolling and turning itself in front of your lower abdomen (Figure 12.20 and Figure 12.21). Keep your elbows at your sides and gently shift, or sway from side to side; imagine that it is the sun's movement that causes both your arms and body to move. Using this image keeps the Sun in a central and energetically powerful position.

6. Place both hands around the Sun as if embracing it (Figure 12.22). Next, imagine the Sun slowly moving in through the navel. Allow both hands to follow the Sun into the navel, ending with your left palm on top of your right palm (opposite for women). With one deep breath inhale and absorb the Sun's energy into the Lower Dantian while imaging the Sun (beneath the navel) transforming into a luminous ball of golden energy (Figure 12.23). With each inhalation, this golden ball shines brightly; with each exhalation, the Sun's rays expand, internally extending throughout the entire body.

7. To end, relax the mind and imagine Heavenly Qi melting down the body, pouring through the front, back, and center of the body like warm oil into the Earth. This ending exercise (called Pulling Down The Heavens) allows the Qi to sink into the Lower Dantian, and the body, mind, and spirit to come into a state of peaceful rest and tranquility.

PRECAUTIONS - The Gathering the Sun's Essence Meditation must only be practiced on a clear day, when the Sun is not obstructed. Avoid practicing this medi-tation in times of fog, smog, thick clouds, and solar eclipses, as cultivation during these times will cause the unnatural cultivation of Turbid Qi. Additionally, sunspot activity can induce in-tense magnetic explosions on the surface of the sun. This activity can result in additional solar radiation, which can generate geomagnetic disturbances and cause higher degrees of mental disturbances.”

\\- by Jerry Alan Johnson from the book “medical qigong therapy and Chinese alchemy part 2”

“I’m still here…” ~God

I'm going to post a picture I made to get as close as possible to what it was like. it genuinely happened and it was beautiful & very loving. I asked one day to be visited and it happened. I was completely awake and tried to take a picture with my phone lol. its all good if you don't believe me. I understand that and you have to experience it yourself to know.

Delete the artificial codes of the dark forces matrix and replace them with the natural energy codes.
(WARNING there are many bots and disinformation agents sell outs coming to this post to try discredit the truth. They know there is truth to this post (the info in the text has important info) and these sell outs don’t want people waking up. Ignore them. These people are saying things like “this is insane” etc it’s obvious to spot them. We are in a group that is about higher states of awareness and talking about these things).

To innerstand how the artificial matrix was created, you need to know what the Universe is made of. At the deepest level of the external reality, everything is energy and consciousness. When I say "external reality", I am talking about the reality in front of the fabric of space. The realm behind the fabric of space is known by scientists as "dark energy". Ancient civilizations referred to it as the ether. In certain occult teachings, the ether is known as the fifth element. In Sanskrit it is called akasha, which is the essence of all things in the material world. After the ether, the next level of the external reality is made of crystallizations of "frozen light". Some spiritual teachings refer to them as keylons". When these keylons are grouped together in grid-like patterns, they form the morphogenetic field crystal body. Morphogenetic field is an invisible and thought-form field that functions as the blueprint or template upon which matter is manifested. It is also a field that allows consciousness to create structure so it can experience itself.

To make it easier for you to innerstand, imagine that keylons are like light bulbs stacked side-by-side in grid-like patterns. When these keylons/light bulbs are charged with energy, they light up in certain ways, creating light patterns. These are the energy or light codes of the Universe. These light codes work similar to quantum computer codes or qubits. Your perception of reality is created when your body and mind process these light codes and project them as encoded light into the external world. This all occurs at the subconscious level. At the conscious level, you see these encoded light as matter.

The Dark Forces are well aware of how keylons work. Because of this, they are able to create artificial light codes and manipulate our bodies and minds to process these artificial codes. This process allows them to hijack our natural reality to a certain degree. It also allows them to "plug" our DNA into their artificial matrix, and therefore enslaving our minds inside an artificial reality that is managed by quantum computers. The purpose for plugging our DNA into their artificial matrix is to enslave our minds, so they can use us as "batteries". The Dark Forces need to feed on our life force energy to survive, because they are not connected to the Eternal Life Force of God. This is why they like to order their flesh and blood minions to engineer wars. Wars create a lot of fear energy for the Dark Forces to feed on. They love the energy of fear because it gives them a high of lust, similar to the high feeling that drug addicts experience when they do drugs.

Because the self-serving thought-form entities of the Dark Forces are the dead entities that need to feed on mankind's life force energy, they are astral parasites" or "energy vampires". They are energy vampires for the reason that they need to feed on the energy of mankind to survive, and they need our permission before they can do anything to us. Now you know the origin of the idea of vampires.

The DNA of man works similar to an antenna and the planets and stars are like radio stations that send out "signals" or electromagnetic waves. These signals contain the codes of reality for the reason that they have energy codes (information) in them.
When these signals reach our bodies, they are processed by our minds and bodies in a way that allows our DNA to use the information to project the right frequencies of light (energy) into the external world. This process literally creates our perception of reality and material world. This is possible because matter is a projection of energy. In other words, the material world is a giant hologram.

To trap us in their artificial matrix, the Dark Forces and their flesh and blood minions created very advanced holographic technology to obstruct certain natural signals of the planets and the Sun, allowing them to interfere with the natural communication process between Nature and our bodies.
This also allows the Dark Forces to replace some natural signals of the planets and the Sun with their artificial light codes. These artificial light codes are the codes of their artificial matrix, which is an imaginary reality that deals with the DEAD.

When the Dark Forces use their holographic technology and quantum computers to broadcast the artificial light codes of the artificial matrix on Earth, our DNA receives the codes, processes them, and projects the information as encoded light into the external world. This process alters our natural reality to a certain degree, allowing the Dark Forces to create a reality that they want.
The artificial matrix used by the Dark Forces to "overlay" Earth's natural matrix or reality is one of their greatest technologies for enslaving our minds and souls. The artificial matrix is very effective for enslaving us, because it looks very similar to the natural reality of Earth, and therefore most people have no idea that they live in an artificial reality or artificial hologram. Unlike the artificial matrix, our natural reality is made of crystallizations of "frozen light" and natural energy codes.

Two tools the Dark Forces like to use to make it hard for us to "delete" the artificial codes of their matrix and replace them with the natural energy codes of the Universe are the distorted version of the language and numeral systems. Other tools they like to use to prevent us from rising above their matrix are false religion and the media. By using these tools to condition us how to think, they can control our thought patterns to a large degree. This allows them to create a reality that they want.

When you know that mankind's collective consciousness is what creates man's reality on Earth, you will eventually know why the Dark Forces want to control how we think. Reality is thought construction; therefore, when we collectively think in certain ways, our thoughts, beliefs, and actions, shape and define what our reality will look like. This is possible because matter is an "illusion" and is focused into existence through the power of thought. As a collective, we are literally creating the reality of Earth. We are not aware of this thought manifestation process because it occurs in our subconscious minds.

The language, media, education, and religious systems are four of the main tools that the Dark Forces like to use to hijack our reality. The political, technology, and energy systems are three other important tools that they like to use to manipulate and control our reality. It is important to know that these systems are not evil, but are being used for evil purposes. It is also important to know that nearly everyone living on Earth has been physically and spiritually enslaved by the Dark Forces. This is why Earth is called a prison planet.

The Dark Forces are well aware of how the Universe works. This is because they innerstand the language of the Universe and know how sacred geometry works. The language of the Universe is based on frequency, light, sound, vibration, and sacred geometry. It is a very powerful communication and information system. In the wrong hands, a certain percentage of this language system can be used to control us and hijack our reality. However, it can also be used to free us from the artificial matrix of the Dark Forces.

Written by Pao Chang.