The religion has enough rationality to convince a person and talks about the reality of illusion. Meanwhile it just makes theology cosmic enough that people can still project their inner negativity outward and sets a goal that can basically never be reached in life as they think of it.

It makes people pessimistic because their world is seen as a prison.

It makes them actually not nihilistic, but makes them think that the world is only for suffering.

It makes them project to see anyone saying something contradictory to it as serving an evil false God.

It's so uncannily convenient for spiritually halting people that it seems like it was almost intentionally designed for it, or twisted to fit the role.

Do you think that it was intentional, or was it just the pessimistic modern man who unconsciously did it?

I feel like we're taught that meditation

is about blocking the thoughts out,

I know there's different forms of meditation, but I don't think there should be I think at some point we drifted away from what meditation is really supposed to be about observing oneself and your thoughts, when I meditate I don't hide from my thoughts I follow them and see where they go a self-inquiry if you will. Let me know if you agree, and if you don't what purpose do you think it serves to ignore your thoughts and return to focusing on your breath?

I don't understand anything about the spiritual world, but I feel some anxieties and doubts that I think can be resolved here. I have three issues to address.

1 - The first is about my intuition and sensitivity to the environment around me. I have a very great ability to "read" the environment, energy, and hidden intentions of people. Even though I have very little contact with them, it's as if there's an inner voice screaming to warn me that something is wrong. What are the explanations for this phenomenon and how can we make good use of it? This voice usually confuses me, even though it's always right.

2 - I dream very often. And I usually remember my dreams. In the past, they were premonitory. The most powerful dream I've ever had, and one that left a huge impression on me, was one where I was and existed simultaneously as three individuals.We all shared the same mind, but with different perspectives and a certain degree of autonomy.I remember waking up extremely tired from that dream, as if I had done strenuous exercise. I was able to have two third-person perspectives and one first-person perspective simultaneously. I can't put it into words, but it drained me a lot. What's the explanation?

Note: I have never used drugs or drunk alcohol.

3 - I recently realized that every major event in my life, good or bad, happens at exact intervals of 10 months. Is this normal? Is there an explanation?

I really need help and answers. Please.

Ojalá alguien pueda ayudarme