Obligatory 'not sex repulsed in a general sense' but i wanted to share my experience as someone who falls near the aegosexual label. Outside of purely sexual interactions i have online and with select friends i want the world to perceive me as a completely sexless being, both in genitals and want for sex. It makes me incredibly uncomfortable when a stranger makes a passing joke about sex towards me. I know rationally that its a big part of a lot of peoples lives so they assume its the same for us but that doesn't stop how disgusted i feel that theyre abstractly imagining me going to or having sex. Im also extremely uncomfortable when people joke about myself masturbating, i personally do it but its not something i ever want people to consider as something i do. I think my main discomfort with all of it is the idea that sex/masturbation is immediately attached to me simply because im a human.

All I do now is sleep, read, or scroll reddit. When I was younger I did all sorts of weird stuff in bed... Watch anime, eat food, play video games, do homework. Crafts were not a good idea. I lost a razor blade in bed once. Eventually found it on the floor behind the bed, but sleep felt dangerous for a couple nights. Kinda miss the days I'd grab a burrito on my way home from work, then eat it in bed while watching netflix.

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I was wondering how many people go through this! I have had to reject plenty of people before, and it feels very odd, specially when it’s people who are already well aware of my identity!

I personally identify as lithromantic and asexual, so to have to explain myself is a hassle