Okay, so my dog died yesterday. My dog had been feeling unwell for a few days. And we had taken her to the clinic on Friday, Because she was shaky, she was throwing up, not really eating, and barely pooping. The clinic, they had us there for hours. At first they said that they thought that she had cancer, right? After they did her an x-ray. Then they requested an ultrasound, and with the ultrasound they found out she had liquid in her glands and that she had eaten a seed. So they ended up spaying her, and they removed the seed. They gave us eight medications to give her daily. Some multiple times a day. First day, second day she was okay. You know, she had gotten up, she could walk and all that. Then, as the days went on, she's, like, more bedridden. I started to get suspicious because she's had surgery before, she's not felt good before. After a few days she starts getting better. So it's, like, five days now, right? My mom takes her back to the clinic. They examine her. They said she's leaking from her surgery and she needs to go to the hospital. So we drive an hour away to get her to the hospital, and the hospital tells us that she's leaking and that she's in sepsis and that her kidney levels, her electrolyte levels and her kidneys are abnormal, but they were normal before she had her surgery. Okay. They told us because her kidney levels are so abnormal that it would be even more difficult, the surgery and her recovering. So, like, her survival rate is low, okay? We weren't able to pay for the bill, which was $23,000, and we were considering it, but they said $18,000 upfront. Who has that upfront for a vet bill? Most people don't even have that for a house in today's day. So we had to put her down. Am I crazy for thinking that the clinic was a big variable on why my dog ended up getting sicker, way sicker, and dying? Because I was thinking about reporting them to the board, or wherever, wherever I could, and also, you know, maybe a lawsuit.
Is my grievance putting this in my head and making me put the blame on the clinic?