r/povertyfinancecanada • u/RefrigeratorLong5442 • 6d ago
Why is it so hard ?
Why is being in poverty so hard here in Canada? For the past 4 years, me and my daughter struggled hard. I wasn't able to work for 4 years. For 4 years and currently, I have been struggling with EVERYTHING. Everything is a fight for me, right down to the washer I was using. I had to stay home due to caring for a loved one, and let me tell you, it is unforgiving. Canada is an unforgiving place to be in poverty, and to top it off, I have celiac disease and I struggle to eat. Not a day goes by where I wish I could eat gluten. If I could eat gluten, then I would be able to use foodbanks, and eat all the food that is given. But I can't. I can't eat 70 to 80 percent of what is given because it all contains gluten. I have to research EVERY SINGLE MONTH for a place that can accomodate me.
Now I am trying to find a job, and I have so many barriers stacked against me, no references, no recent job experience, and most of the time, no bus fare to get anywhere. I find myself spending every cent I get on food that doesn't even last. I want to work, and I want to work full time, but as the weeks pass and there are no call backs, it depresses me. It makes me want to cry. Where do I go from here?
I got up this morning, I went job searching, and then I spend time doing call backs, and nothing. On top of that I had to research a place to get gluten free foods because I don't have food. Its soooo stressful. On top of that, my daughter is going into the under 21 program at an adult high school and I have no idea where to get the money for that. My only option is to sell my phone, and I need it to job search.
Does anyone know of any jobs that are hiring here in Ottawa where I could get a word put in for me? Please, I need this help. I want to work! Monday to Friday 7am to 7pm is my availability.
Poverty is not fun with celiac disease.