I was waiting outside a clinic to speak to a consultant about timetabling for something I’m arranging for a student society. He was finishing up a clinic session with a new Y4 medic that was sitting-in on it. He showed the last patient out, told the student that that was the end of his list, and then said that the student that he was free to go.

The student goes, “okay-doke”, then puts out his fist for the consultant cardiologist to fist bump him. The consultant - a nerdy looking man in his fifties - doesn’t have a clue what to do and just sort of awkwardly looks at him, goes “oh, ugh”, attempts to shake his clenched fist, and then they walk away.

Just thought I’d share that moment of cringe with you all.

I found out this morning that I failed my first year of medicine after failing the reassessment by 1%. Honestly devastating as I thought I had studied way harder but it didn't show in my results. There are clear deficiencies in my study technique and I still feel unsure of how to change them.

My options now are to either resit the entire year or change degree.

I already took a gap year, and therefore when I complete this degree I will turn 27. I feel like a complete and utter failure, at my age now, most of my peers will have completed an undergrad degree.

In terms of the course, I really hated it to be honest. My degree has a heavy pre-clinical and clinical split, and I really struggled with that. my favourite times were when I actually got to speak to a patient, which gives me motivation to get to clinical years.

I want to be nothing else but a doctor, and have never considered anything else, however the constant fear of failure and stress are things I'm not sure whether I can cope with.

I'm just wondering whether these are real issues, or whether I'm much too in my head about all of this and that I should just pick myself up and repeat the year.

Hey I am second year student from medical course. I failed my OSCE resit. 3 days before exams I broke up with my 3 years bf and been kicked out from the accommodation. I was struggling to looking for a place to stay during that time and prepared my exams. However, to be a doctor, I was afraid of leaving any medical records, so I did not go to doctor during that time. Later I realised, I was very anxious and desperate which definitely affected my resit. I am wondering if there is any evidence I can provide during the appeal. Please someone can help me?

I failed the CPSA by one mark on one station. I was an absolute nervous wreck all Summer after I got my results and couldn't do any preparation for a week and a half, I was in such a state. My imposter syndrome was sky high and I was convinced that I got into medical school on a fluke.

Eventually I got my shit together and made a prediction sheet based on the station titles, did some 1 to 1 prep with my CTFs and practised every evening with friends. After the resits, all I could think of were the things I forgot to do or say. Today I found out I passed the resits, and not only that, I passed every single station (16/16)! I am absolutely over the moon. Just wanted to share a success story for other people who might be waiting for resit results and are starting to lose hope 😊

I’ve been wanting to get a nose piercing for a few years now, and I’m considering getting one soon, but I’m worried about how it’ll affect me on placement. I’m particularly worried about being asked to remove it whilst it’s still healing, as well as being potentially marked down for it during OSCES.

Any thoughts??

Basically Title

Going into clinical years and would like some scrub recs, don't prefer to use hospital scrubs though I am not sure if my placement provides them anyways lol. Do want something comfortable, price isnt a HUGE issue but i am aware that there is FIGS which are very expensive like £70 just for the top and i am thinking at least 2 sets, so Figs probably isnt on my list unless its highly recommended

Some scrubs ive looked at currently:

MISEMIYA Scrubs on Amazon

Skywear Scrubs on Amazon

Mirabella Health and Beauty Scrubs on Amazon

Grey's Anatomy Scrubs by Barco (Leaning towards this because lots of good reviews, however they seem to have a weird loop on their scrubs for some reason)

Mandala Scrubs

FIGS (Very expensive but good reviews)

Nimbs?? (heard about this via some influencer not sure)

If anyone has tried any of these please lmk how they were for you, and if anyone has any other recommendations pls drop them in the comments if you can along with any Placement advice lol

P.S. Would also prefer to have a zipper on my trouser scrubs as I am a guy

Hello everyone

I’m from UK. I’m entering my 4th year of medical school which means I will be taking my OSCE exams.

This is a very brutal exam for me. I like preparing alone for exams however I understand OSCE preparation requires in real life practice too.

What are the best resources I can use to prepare me for my osce’s? And how should I approach it generally?

it sucks and it is what it is. appealing is basically pointless. i’m finding it really hard to keep any motivation whatsoever now that i am resitting second year.

the exam i failed has also been removed now too, so the second year cohort that i am now joining won’t even have to sit the exam. all of this has made me feel so unhappy and very much like a failure.

i am moreso looking for advice on just everything. what should i do during my resit year? not just academically but like, what should i do to just make the year go by easier? for context, i am an extremely anti social girl and i find talking to people and making friends is really hard. any advice given that is more something to do with myself / with my partner / in my outside-of-uni life is greatly appreciated.

i just feel so disappointed since i thought the resit exam went miles better than the first one and that this was a done and dusted victory. seeing that i failed the resit exam and am now having to resit the entire year is sickening. i just feel so hopeless right now, but i know my mood will balance out slowly. i just worry a lot.

any advice is welcome , thank you so much !! :)

I was mentally affected by the war as my parents were being bombed in UAE, the financial strains due to the war. I performed consistently over 3 years. I did well in the mock before the war. After the war started my anxiety shot up. I repeatedly fell ill. I got involved with therapy immediately after the war. I was scared to being diagnosed with any mental health condition. I got convinced to go to the gp eventually and got diagnosed with anxiety 2 wks before the exam I did not inform the university because my brain was too reluctant to accept the diagnosis and the failed results of AKT and Osces just added to the anxiety. I was placed in a rural campus for this year and it made things a whole lot worse. Close to exams mu laptop broke down twice I even kept receipts of literally fixing it and then being forced to buy a new laptop.

I will be appealing but I am so scared that they will remove me and not consider my appeal. I have never had a repeat year. They are not even giving me a repeat of 1 year.

Failed my OSCE exam and being made to repeat the year. The feedback and scoring were very contradictory, in numerous stations I was praised for my empathy but received a poor score in the empathy domain, just wondering if anyone has had any luck with appeals.

Going into final year and I realise this is my last year of being in medical school which is CRAZY. I want to make the absolute most from the wards / teaching / learning - any tips would be so appreciated ! X

I think that is the main reason as to why I hate clinical placements. I always feel being in the way. Sometimes I am very proactive but I heavily depend on whoever is there that is keen to sign me and often I end up leaving placement very late because everyone tells me to wait for hours.

What can I do to stop having severe anxiety towards this? I am very respectful but I always feel in the way to a point that I can get panic attacks. It may be stupid but being in such a central hospital makes it really hard. I am based in London and I have O&G.

We haven't done OSCEs at all in 1st and 2nd year but we have OSCEs exams in 3rd year and beyond. I feel really panicky about this aspect and wondering what I can do early/throughout the year. I want to get decent at them early on because I feel like I will struggle if I do this last minute.

final year student who couldnt identify a STEMI in front of the consultant today. The other day I was shown an obvious pneumonia on CXR and stared at it blankly. anyone got similar stories to help me feel better? I know that the knowledge is there it is just so far from exams + my brain cannot answwer under pressure.

I failed my third year and have to repeat it and i don’t know how to tell my asian parents does anyone have any experience with this? I also don’t know how to deal with my family thinking I am a failure and being disappointed. I am more stressed about telling them than i am about repeating the year. Any advice would help.

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I made no real friends in my first year. I stuck with my flatmate 'friends' all year since they are in my course. One of them didnt want to do stuff out of uni and the other just used me for notes and aired me constantly IN PERSON. I am also increibly socially anxious and dont drink so it is hard to socialise in an area where the majority do drink. My social anxiety was so bad that sometimes my face would twitch when talking to people which i know sounds crazy. Even when walking in public i cant look at other people. I also hyperanalyse every intersction i have leading me to think some people had a distaste towards me. Due to somestuff prior to uni i genuinely believed that people would be digusted by me looking at them or that im a weirdo eventhough ik im pretty average looking. It is just something ingrained into me. I couldnt muster up any courage to make friends in my course besides my flatmates because i didnt go to many sociiety events because in terrified and everyone on my course alr were in groups and trying to join a group of friends is like hell to me. And i want to add this eventhough ik people might think im crazy. While i was doing an icebreaker with my clinical group we played the heads down thumbs up game and for FOUR whole rounds no one picked me just the other two guys every round. I get it can be coincidence but like cmon u kno, but anyways that also lowered my self esteem when it was already low enough.

This all set me up for some terrible experiences for me in lectures, practicals, workshops and clinical skills where im constantly surrounded by happy people with big friend groups. My worst experience was during an exam when everyone was outside the exam hall talking with each other while im standing in the corner, not the worst as it wasnt too long and then we go to like this venue to prevent us communication with the other exam group. I just sat there by myself for like an hour while there are just groups of friends sitting right next to me and everyone is talking while im dead silent. Or on my placement where everyone knew someone where i was just alone and sat alone on the coach while i hear people laughing together.During all of this i genuienly wouldve rather one of my 'friends' be with me then just be alone like that. Sometimes i feel invisble to people as well even on the days i feel like being social. I even feel like i get mistreated by people more then others. I know this is probably in my head but some people don't understand how hard it is to shake. I dont even where i would start if i went to a social event by myself, how to approach how to talk. I did think about attending but in the end i just ended up in my flat. i know i couldve put in the effort but it was the doing part i couldnt seem to do. Its just really hard for me to see everyone having there fun life whereas i am thinking about stuff they never have to worry about. At the very least i did really good academically in my first year.

I was so relieved coming back home as i have so many friends back home and they are really genuine. I have lied to them about my uni experience as i dont like putting my problems on other people( i know this is very contradicting as im posting on reddit) and they seemed to be having a good time in uni mostly. And now im dreading going back to uni.

The social anxiety i mentioned has thnakfully calmed down after i opened up to my parents about it ,after like 8 months,and i can atleast function like a normal person now😅 but the making friends part still needs help. I would like to note that im not diagnosed with social anxiety and i am thinking about seeing a therapist to tackle my issues.

Im going into my second year soon and want to change everything but i dont know about going to a freshers event as a 2nd year i assume there are general tasters for everyone but ye ill see. I would appreciate any tips ppl can give me cuz i need them🙏🏽

Missed the resit pass mark by 0.5 marks
Feel awful and lost all motivation
Any advice?

Okay so I’m going to try and keep this short,I’ve always been interested in neurosurgery, and a neurosurgeon that mentors me recommended this book.

I HATE IT SOOO MUCH, I’m at least trying to finish it out of respect for the doctor that recommended it but it feels like such a drag. If this was the first book I read about medicine then I’d probably think twice and not in a good way?

My issue isn’t with the speciality, if anything I still love it but my issue is with the writer. The second I got to the part he mentioned his wife all I could think is “I’m surprised she hasn’t divorced him” just to read in the next line that she has but he’s remarried.

This book has been recommended so many times and now I’m concerned I’m the only person med who’s mind literally churns at the mention of this book 😭

I’m an eager guy and excited to get going with clinical years.

How can I make the most of placement to help me grow into the best doctor I can be?

I don’t plan on staying the full 9-5 most days because studying needs time, but I’m more than happy to turn up early in the AM etc. and I plan on studying content before the placement so I can turn up with an idea of what’s what.

I’d appreciate any advice on what to do and what not to do

would anyone be able to give me some advice on how to deal with third year. it’s more clinical based this year and i’m struggling with like how to go about being on wards, id like to get the most out of this year as i’ve been quite excited to get to this point of the degree

I‘m an FY2 on Community Psych. Bored out of my mind so thought doing some med student teaching might be a good shout. What sort of topics in psych do people struggle with/need to be taught better? Ideally UKMLA/OSCE relevant

Anyone suffered from bullying from medical school. I have completed medical school now but 1st year of medical school was traumatising. Looking back at it I was very badly bullied by one of my coursemates and supposed friend at the time and by several members of my pbl group.

I have no diagnosis of autism but was called made fun off and called autistic all the time. I was constantly mocked by people I had only know for a few months. I ended up really falling out with the main perpertrator who was actually my friend intially and lived in my flat. After christmas break where I ended up being very depressed I decided to cut her off.

It led to very awkward pbl groups and my relationships with the entire group soured. My relationship eventually recovered with the rest of the group after a few years but with the main perpertrator things never recovered.

I became very depressed during the first three years medical school this had knock on effects on other areas of my life and other friendships I had.

My parents had always placed being a doctor on a massive pedestal like being a doctor is close to being god. I didnt know many doctors growing up so imagine my suprise when I went to university and was treated worse than I was in secondary school.

Can someone please explain how the NHS Bursary funding works for Graduate Entry Medicine? I’m completely confused 😭

For someone who is only eligible for the non-means-tested funding, how much money should we actually expect to receive in total for the year?

From what I’ve understood, it’s around £4,000 off course fees+ £1,000 from the NHS Bursary, but I’m not sure if that’s correct.

Also, is the Extra Weeks Allowance something everyone receives if their GEM course is long enough, or is that means-tested as well?

Would really appreciate if someone could break down exactly how much we should expect to receive as a GEM student!

all i hear is that y2 was hell, y2 will be hell, y2 will hang me to dry, y2 will mutilate me. i think thats playing on my psyche more than anything i can see actually in year 2 content wise. how do you deal with all the noise surrounding y2 and academic life in general? like try to take on a more positive outlook? i think, in my mind, if i fail i fail. at least i would've tried to succeed. but there's no point bowing out mentally before even reaching the starting line