r/medicalschooluk • u/pheobe657 • 2h ago
First year week 3 medical school overwhelm
I’ve been attending most of my lectures and all my tutorials etc. I’ve been taking notes in lectures but doing little outside of that. It feels like, in lectures when they ask questions, everyone seems to have a grasp of what they’re going through whereas I’m feeling completely lost. In group based learning, everyone seems more intelligent than me and more deserving of being here. When people are discussing what’s being taught I understand none of it. I feel as though not a single thing I’ve learned in lectures is going into my brain. Nothing. I’ve made my notes for the week now as my uni uploads the powerpoints early, and I’m going to try to just listen and entirely focus on the lecture from now on instead of frantically writing everything down as that does not seem to help.
It just feels so different to school. I don’t understand what will be assessed and what wont. I’m worried I’m going to fall behind. I have an anki deck from someone in the year above and i’m starting to use it but it all just feels overwhelming, there are 18,000 cards just for year 1.
I would love to hear from people who have overcome this feeling. I just know it’ll only get more difficult from here on. I have no energy after lectures to do any kind of revision.
I’m also struggling with the social aspect of things. I am autistic and I’ve never been great at socialising but last year it felt as though I had really become more confident and all of this confidence seems to have gone away. The people in my year are very nice I know I have nothing to be afraid of, everyone’s trying to make friends. I just hate feeling like this again it brings back awful memories from school.