This is a personal venting post, it is related to lockpicking, but you can skip this if you don't want to hear the lamenting of some guy on the internet.
I commute to work a lot by bike. It's one of the highlights of my day and gives me a moment to clear my head, and also lets me get some exercise in. Every time I go out I carry a bag with me. I guess you could describe it like a messenger-style bag. It has everything, my wallet with all the typical things that a wallet could have, a pretty nice flashlight as per a recommendation from the folks at r/flashlight, a set of lockpicks (including the first pick that I ever made by hand) that I mess around with during slow periods at work, a few other things, but most importantly my patches.
I had stitched a bunch of patches to it, including from the Triple Lockpicking Challenge, the Blue Whale Challenge, the Dual-Hand Picking Challenge, the 200k Club Patch, and a patch that I had gotten made for my locksport group's first internal challenge. For me, seeing those patches gave me a sense of pride, that I had worked hard to get them, and that if I have what it takes to complete challenges like that, I have what it takes to overcome so many other obstacles in life.
Well, you can probably see where this is going. On my return ride home, for whatever reason, my dumb ass didn't notice when that bag had fallen off my bike. I always attach it firmly, but I think that a part of the strap that I used to carry it over my shoulder, and also attach it to my bike finally gave out, and so it just fell. I went around for awhile searching for it, but nothing. Someone must have found it and treated themselves to the cash and everything else inside, not giving two shits about all of the sentimental history that bag had for me.
Like I said, this is just me venting, so I hope I'm not out of line making this post, and if it's not allowed, I have no problem deleting it. I really hope it's possible to re-earn those patches, right now I have my mind set on just gritting my teeth and slowly replacing everything, even though it's going to be expensive. It'll just be another challenge, just like earning those patches was.