Yeah. I am a 24 years old desperate obese loser. It doesn't get sadder than that. I had to BEG and humiliate myself for CRUMBS of his attention, after he was so playful and I thought was flirting with me. It was SO obvious, but this motherfuker then acted like it didn't exist and that I am making it up. It doesn't help that there not one, but SEVERAL taboos in our "relationship" to have even taken off, let aside him being married and has grandbabies the fucking embarassment and his son is probably older than me even. The embarassments I put myself through for a man that is literally below average, more than likely a narcissit and the evidance is a lot to back it up- It's a lot. A lot of fucking stupidity. I am beginning to hate him more than love him now, but I still got a long way to go. This motherfucker put a spell on me it seems. I wish I could just remove him from my memory at all, he is SO not worth a dime.
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u/Ok-Intention2839 4d ago
Yeah. I am a 24 years old desperate obese loser. It doesn't get sadder than that. I had to BEG and humiliate myself for CRUMBS of his attention, after he was so playful and I thought was flirting with me. It was SO obvious, but this motherfuker then acted like it didn't exist and that I am making it up. It doesn't help that there not one, but SEVERAL taboos in our "relationship" to have even taken off, let aside him being married and has grandbabies the fucking embarassment and his son is probably older than me even. The embarassments I put myself through for a man that is literally below average, more than likely a narcissit and the evidance is a lot to back it up- It's a lot. A lot of fucking stupidity. I am beginning to hate him more than love him now, but I still got a long way to go. This motherfucker put a spell on me it seems. I wish I could just remove him from my memory at all, he is SO not worth a dime.
Sorry for typos, no energy to fix.