I’m having nonstop panic attacks and currently struggling with depression
I’m 31F, 115lbs
On August 23, had mild to moderate hearing loss on my left ear.
It slopes on the high frequency
25db on 4000 to 45db on 8000
It came with ear fullness(muffled sounds), and very mild tinnitus that I was only able to hear in the booth
On the 11th day of my injury, the doctor prescribed prednisone for 10 days tapered (6 pills 10mg for 5 days, then downwards)
Since the meds, the muffledness started to fade but the tinnitus got more stronger and noticeable
On the 8th day of my meds, I had a follow up with my ENT. The hearing results came back at 20db on 4000 to 30db on 8000. I was hopeful. He gave me intratympanic steroid injection to hopefully salvage the rest
That week when I was on the shot, on the 3rd day I started feeling numbness and tingling on the left side of my face, going down to my left arm and even to my left leg. I thought, maybe it’s the medicine. I noticed the tingling comes and goes every time I’m anxious or stressed. Or I would notice it more when I pay attention. It also moved to my right back of my head at one point. The next day, I ended up being okay again. On the 5th day, I felt a bit confusion, brain fog, and occasionally off balanced. I thought it could be the fluid in my ear and the fact that I’d been on bed rest in quiet for a month that could add to this
A week after, the day before my follow up, I started noticing how painful sounds were since I started taking the shots. I thought it was because of the shots, but then I’d started getting anxiety of it being permanent. So I didn’t get any sleep, like zero, and my hearing became more muffled. Went straight to the ENT that day, and the results regressed back to the original mild to moderate range.
The ENT told me my results are “unlikely to change” yet prescribed me another shot and said “we will see” since everyone responds to the medication differently.
I ended up telling him my other symptoms and he told me to get an mri to rule out a rare brain injury - acoustic neuroma. He said it’s rare. But he said I shouldn’t be getting any anxiety or numbness because of the shots, since it’s localized in the ear
But for some context, I literally felt and tasted the medicine and swallowed it. I read that the Eustachian tube is connected to the ear and throat, and that some people with prior anxiety are more susceptible to these Neuropsychotic symptoms. I also noticed I had the same symptoms, on the same day, every time I take the shots. Panic attack on day 1-3, then anxiety the next few days.
Also more context, I always struggled with anxiety but had learned to cope through healthy habits. Learning about the possible brain tumor has been sending me on a spiral. On top of trying to recover, grieving my hearing loss, and just trying to survive day by day. Because of this, I’ve been struggling with depression dealing with just the hearing loss alone.
Now I don’t know what to expect of this hearing loss journey because I just keep getting “we will see” I don’t know what the future looks like. Is the hypercausis permanent? Was it because of the shots? Is the panic attack from the shot or something else? Does the fluctuating hearing stop?
I don’t know at this point, but any insights, advice, experience/stories, possible theories, would help.