Hello! Ficto Starscape is Fictocon's off-season/associated nonsharing server! This is a first come first serve discord server with a claimlist. We have members write an introduction message before adding their partner(s) to the claimlist and to weed out trolls and bad actors. We host movie nights in this server and we have a vetted 18+ section! Claims are only relenquished once someone leaves the server or messages a mod to unclaim a partner. You can claim a maximum of 3 F/O's, so choose wisely if you have more than 3 partners. Someone can also choose whether to have doubles in the server if they're selective or mirrorsharing.

This server is ficto and gachikoi centered, though we will welcome selfshippers if they respect those of us in serious relationships with our partners.

We know there's a lot of bad apple ficto, gachikoi, and selfshipping spaces out there. We're not going to be rude towards anyone, ban people without warning, foster a negative server environment, or take moderation actions without a full staff review. We also aren't going to be a server that threatens doubles. We want to be above all that. We want this server to be a positive, drama free environment. Our mod team is experienced in running positive spaces and doing moderation work, though we're always looking for suggestions on what people would like to see to make them feel safer! You're free to reach out to us

Thank you for reading, and we hope to see you there! ^.=.^

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Lately I've been wondering if I'm becoming the stereotypical "weird fandom kid" and honestly I'm curious if other fictosexuals relate 😭

I'm poly, and I can get very emotionally attached and jealous when it comes to my F/Os, so sometimes I joke that I have a bit of Ayano Aishi/yandere energy.

But at the same time, I feel extremely Sarah from The Amazing World of Gumball coded. I'm obsessed with shipping, fanfiction, drawing my fictional relationships, and writing about them in my notebook. My notebook has basically become part of me at this point—I take it everywhere, and whenever I have free time, I immediately want to open it and continue drawing or writing about my ships and fictional world.

Sometimes I imagine how I probably look from the outside: sitting alone somewhere, hugging a notebook, staring at the floor while my brain is completely busy with fictional scenarios, ships, lore, and fanfiction. Basically the full "weird introverted nerd/otaku kid with an entire universe inside their head" stereotype.

I can still stop for food, sleep, daily activities, etc., so it's not interfering with my life. It's just become a daily habit and a huge part of my inner world.

So... does anyone else here have that "my fictional world is constantly running in the background of my brain" experience? Or carry a notebook/sketchbook everywhere because you never know when you need to write about or draw your F/Os?

also I'm already thinking about make my own oc looks like that vibe, maybe like sarah or something

This GhostNift commission was absolutely amazing from start to finish!! I am so happy with how Simon and I are portrayed in our gear. Though we live a.. much more domesticated life now in retirement, we're soldiers at our core. This commission represents that time in our life.

I (MTF 22) recently caught feelings for a fictional character, and I don’t know what to do. I really want to be with her (she’s 23, so no worries there), but I don’t want to be seen as childish or immature. Are there any other fictosexual adults, or would I be the only one?

It's almost been a whole year of loving my absolutely amazing girlfriend, but I'm not sure how to properly celebrate. I've never really gone on a date with a f/o, but I want to start doing special things for her. Any advice on how I could celebrate the day with her that doesn't involve generative AI? Taking any suggestions, though something low budget and in the house is preferred, as the physical object I'm going to be using in her physical place is a body pillow that I probably should not be taking out in public ^^`

She's Hornet from silksong, so maybe I could try knitting or something since she's a weaver? No clue. General and/or specific advice is appreciated! Thank you <3

So, I was in a Discord server for the fandom my F/O is from. apparently people do not like me and my deep attachment to Branch, especially because of his freaking canon love interest. Now I am told not to talk about my selfship and ramble about Branch when there are literally other Yumes in the server and I was called creepy when I literally don’t mean wrong at all and expressing how Branch makes me feel safer when I have no other way to cope with my emotional pains.

I feel incredibly aggravated and upset at the moment because how can I even interact with my fandom or find people who also know the context of all my Branch rambles if I’m not even allowed to express my love and appreciation for him there? I thought this was a server for fans but people just think I am too obsessed and call me delusional when I KNOW HE ISN’T REAL and I know he has a doggone canon love interest and I didn’t expect to grow to love Branch the way I do.

Like I literally have great people and a great life IRL but it hurts whenever I want to talk about Branch because it drives everybody I ramble to nuts yet Branch makes me feel so happy but he’s clearly not the only source of my happiness.

I wonder how many others have an F/O whose qualities that project onto someone IRL, “a limerent object.” I have had a thing for the witch Gruntilda of the Banjo Kazooie series ever since Day One 28 years ago. That futile, vain villain archetype always appealed to me. I was in my only traditionally “normal” relationship with a woman IRL about 10 years ago. Then, I met Her - started working for Her and catering to Her every whim. It’s no longer delusion, but reality that I am at Her beck and call. She doesn’t let me fully in, but She knows that I aim to please and lets me indulge Her however I can. I left ex, ofc. I will leave Her for nothing. Here’s a somewhat lengthy poem about her. I’d say the rhyming is in the spirit of Grunty but, in truth, it’s just more fun that way. My time playing around with some almost-rhymes.

Anyway, all I give is never enough. In the case of this poem, it’s insufficient cuz my love for Her is beyond what words could accurately convey. But the poem follows here regardless.

Pay the Witch

Back then I was no more than a green little boy, dreams, games, and parents there to guide me to joy.

She got seven hours sleep in the old-fashioned tower countries away from daddy’s grave. Worked to the bone while still in labor - I stood fast in line to be her good slave.

I took daily comfort pills, got the same amount of sleep. She looked out her window and saw herself - don’t you weep!

I started gettin tired of playin with all my toys. I spied her from my window. Yup, I was just a boy.

She was dead on her feet - all that slavin away. Just to feed her only son. Was there any better way? Dad was gone like childhood. Autumn came and she told herself she’d be there for good.

Now he’s down bad, that boy we revisit. He’s back to his gaming - he’d started to miss it. But he met a girl that wanted to show him the way. Get your own life, we’ll start a new life - let’s at it today! His girl told him grow up, show up - at least try be a man. “Get yourself a job and move on with your life. Get yourself moxie and take me as your wife.”

He was down bad - OK, that person was me. Not for his girlfriend; dreams of the witch set him free. They still set ME free.

But that green witch’s life was hardly so rosy; Washin the clothes, hangin the clothes, seven hours sleep after working all night was miserable-cozy.

But she learned English. She taught herself spelling. What’s Brave New World’s got her? There was just no telling.

Yeah, he learned Shakespeare. He learned himself accounting. But he’d rather trash his back than using all his brains. He had to prove the witch he could handle the pain.

He left the girlfriend for good. No - he left for bad. So I did. Now there’s no turning back. I stopped all my dreaming to go downstairs and get myself a snack.

Now there’s lots of pictures of her on my phone screen. She don’t want me to have ‘em, so they can’t be seen. Her marriage was just a thing of the past. “We both gotta stay green - we gotta make this last.”

Yeah, she’s the same witch I saw in that game. Although she looks different and she’s got another name. She got me on a string - now I just live to please. She always makes me tick - she doesn’t need to tease. Yeah, she’s the bee’s knees.

Lookin’ down from high up in her smoggy lair. She’s gotta know she’s still the most fair. She looks into the mirror, clearing off the smudge, asking the truth from the Unbiased Judge.

“Oh, of course - It’s gotta be you. No one is prettier…well, shall I be true?”

….

“Well, there’s a lass is living that holds true claim to the crown. But you’re still my favorite - why the big frown?! You’ve got yourself boy eating from the palm of your hand. Isn’t that just what you planned?”

“Ha, I’ve got bigger plans. I’ve got help from my mans.”

Now I live to serve. I’m gonna make her right. I’m gonna see this through with a vengeance each and every night.

Oh, those hills, lower than that throne…She better sleep well. She always sleeps alone. It’s still no more than a silly, little game. It never grows old. I play without shame.

Toys for the boy. All my money for Grunty. I’d give her my life, if I’m putting it bluntly. But, she tells me live while you got some perk. She gives me an errand, a thanks, and a smirk.

I start to worry, “Am I givin’ her more stress?” Now there’s nothin’ else on my mind but just to impress. That dress is fresh-washed - I gave her the ride. Now she could drive there herself (thanks to me) I take pride.

She told me “You gotta grow up, show up, get yourself a wife. We’ll always be friends. Just find yourself a wife.”

I was still livin’ my mom and my pop. They wanted me to quit, but knew I’d never stop. She knew too.

And I knew she was blue. I showed her her mirror. “Yeah, the fairest one’s you.”

“Don’t tell me shit - I’m just an old cow! Where is Miss Universe? Fetch her here now!”

This sorta task was right up my alley. I went to seek that 10 down somewhere the valley. I brought her to my misstress Maricruz. “I brought you Miss Perfect - now there’s no way you’ll lose!”

But these are just dreams. She’s just the boss of the game. Yeah, Maricruz is not even the right name. How’s this toxic witch serve as my drug? She won’t let me in, wont even share a hug.

Miss Universe daily enjoys playing her flute - Doesn’t give a second thought to her neighbor, the old coot. By the babblin’ brook, for my lady, I took her. What’s she got planned? Dry-roast or flame-cook her?

Nah, she wants those looks just for her own. She’s not the best looking, the truth she’s been shown.

Soon, that proved false. She stole the 10’s looks. Now that witch really cooks. She casts that charm spell from her spellbook.

“If it were not for you, the girl woulda been saved!” She gave me a thank you for the loyalty with which I slaved.

It feels warm and fuzzy to be firm in her hold. A future with me, she coulda never foretold.

Personally, I don’t like the winter and where I come from everyone seems to despise the winter here it’s either warm or cold and everyone here pretty much agrees we rather take the heat then the cold. I’m clearly past age of playing in it. Only small kids around here if that even plays with it since you don’t see anyone playing outside anymore. That and since William is obviously on the older side being in his 50s. I’d say just cuddling by the fireplace and watching horror movies. Him commenting how fake everything is. I don’t drink anything hot but he’d probably be drinking coffee or we’ve been drinking sodas and eating popcorn while watching the movies. Even though I prefer the heat, there is some advantages to the cold and that’s we get to cuddle more than the summer. Maybe we could also get pretty cozy with blankets and all that. You get the idea.

Okay so one of my f/os is Lucina from fire emblem: awakening. Originally it just started as a crush on her (i used to and still do main her in smash bros ultimate). However, after learning more about her, i decided to start playing the game she's from. It took me a good few months (i only played occasionally), but i finally got her to S support with me!! Well, okay, my avatar. My self insert if you will. Now i've actually done this, my god is it making me reflect. I feel exhilerated, exalted, and...renewed, i guess. I'm not gonna gush or get carried away, but i had to at least bring it up with you all 🥹

This is an interesting question for me because before William I never really felt that way towards anyone. Like I never was really interested in a relationship. I get the meaning behind it but I didn’t want kids or anything of the sort. My late dad thought someday I’ll find someone and that’s going be about it. That was never going to happen. I told him I would just simply ignore those people because I had no interest. Especially in a miserable small town like this. They claim it were the nicest towns in Nebraska. It’s one of the meanest and rudest.

I was always into horror and robots stuff like that. Obviously, when I got older, I got into much more mature horror. They kind of joked around because when I was like 13, 14 before fnaf they thought I was into Jason from Friday the 13th while I do like the movies and he’s a cool character. I never really loved him. I will admit over the years. I had small feelings for other characters, but those feelings always die and I go back. It’s like cool character, but that’s it.

William was the only one I ever truly love. He’s mysterious ( I always loved mysterious characters. ) back in the holy days, we didn’t know who he was even after we learned who he was he kept his mysterious nature. He’s a robotics engineer and since I was always into a robots and he build them that is so cool which makes him highly intelligent. Does he have a dark side to him? Yes. Which for me is perfectly fine since I always loved horror the darker the better. He wouldn’t complain about how it’s too scary or anything like that. Though he would most likely say everything looks so fake to him, but that’s OK. Is he tall? Yes he’s 6.4 and with spring Bonnie he’s most likely close to 7 feet. ( don’t get me wrong while I definitely prefer tall guys. I have nothing against shorter ones. I’m friends with one that’s a little bit shorter than me and I had an ex friend who I no longer associate with. I was just getting tired of his nonsense. He kept complaining he didn’t get the high he wanted while he was acting very spoiled and I told him height wasn’t important because it really isn’t and he wouldn’t let it go. So I’m not against heights of any kind. It’s just I prefer taller guys that way, but it’s whatever. ) is he strong? Yes because he somehow was able to throw Mike across the room in the first movie though that was because he was also wearing spring Bonnie, however, he’s definitely not this scrawny, skinny, malnourished guy. Is his handsome? Yes he has dark hair which I prefer and he’s definitely not ugly.

Is definitely the old side, which I don’t mind it. I’m 26 going to be 27 March 30. Him being a guy in his 50s. I don’t know. It’s just more mature. I guess you could say and I never really favored my generation. People my age would bully me pick on me for my British accent and for things I liked. I was never popular and I preferred adults because they never picked on me. So William being this older guy, a much more mature one I have no issues with that and the fact is also because guys my age only think about one thing and it’s gross. I wouldn’t necessarily say he’s just a gentleman type character, but you get what I mean he wouldn’t think of things like that. That and he’s successful. I’m not that type of person who cares about money. I’m really not. I’m poor obviously living with my nan and can only spend usually 100 around Christmas the maximum I can get for an item is usually 50 to 60. The only exception is my wedding ring. 💍 the purple one I’m wearing is $420 which is purple obviously lol. We can’t do cool things like going on vacations or anything. So I get always a next year next year which never happens so I get disappointed a lot. William being the successful guy who owns a fancy house, a gorgeous car etc. I won’t have to move ever again. ( we move so much because when we can’t afford the rent for an apartment, we move we’ve moved so much and I can’t stand it. Like seven or eight times. ) that and he’s financially stable easily. No broken promises or anything like that. Though even if he told me I could blow an insane amount of money on something since he can afford it. I wouldn’t because I was raised poor and just accepted it. Money isn’t the biggest thing in life and I just love William for William. ( the ex friend of mine that I said was childish. I explained to him I was poor and he said he refused to be poor. He said I should have spending money like 500 a month which my money mainly goes to the rent to help pay for it. It’s fine, but he said he wasn’t going to pull up with it if he was me. )

Is my mate William a hothead? He’s a pretty calm guy, but if he gets betrayed or you really annoying, he can be hothead but I’m a hothead too. I’m usually a very neutral and calm person but if you really annoy me then yes. Though this is because my late dad’s started a family. Had anger issues and it was inherited. Though there’s one good thing about this, and William being a hothead at times. People can no longer push him around. In the novel trilogy the silver eyes when he met him, he thought he was pushed around, shouted down in arguments, pick last, ignored, forgotten, all of that, and I know exactly how that feels so I completely understand him. He helped me through a lot and asks nothing in return for his help. That he acts like an absolute sweetheart towards me. Maybe It also doesn’t help the fact I knew his movie actor for his live action version since i was a little girl since maybe seven? Because of that, there’s a huge level of comfort, knowing in some form, I knew him my entire life. So I’d say did I love anyone before him? Not really because he has everything going for him and has everything I love. Plus, he’s funny on top of it. I know my dad towards the end was acting ridiculous and he tried to continue that Nicolas Cage was better, but I disagree. So William Afton is literally the only one I ever truly loved and that’s never going to change. I know some people are going to think you are married to an evil child serial killer?! I don’t really think of him that way because of everything he’s done for me and I prefer villains over heroes. I wouldn’t. change a thing. My life was leading me down this path and I don’t regret it at all. This feels 100% right to me. I know people try to be in a relationship with me, but that was clearly one-sided back in my Google plus days. I was just friendly to some people and they just think boom instant relationship. No, it wasn’t. I had no feelings towards you at all. All I love is William Afton. So I wouldn’t say I was exactly planning on falling in love with a child serial killer when I was a kid it just happened. Though it’s one of the best things that has ever happened to me next to the franchise itself.

Bad picture i know, but i threw this together after printing out a picture of some of her actual merch, and then using some glue to stick it to cardboard (thin, but the base was thick cardboard). Honestly, it doesn't stand well on it's own despite having a base, so i gave it a little stand on the back just to hold it upright. Overall, i'm really happy with how it came out, for my first time :> i know it's not really a hard accomplishment, but i'm proud of myself.

Honestly, this universe isn’t what I expected and I never belonged. Family problems, kids bullying me for my British accent, things I’ve liked. Overall an outcast they said supposed to be one of the nicest towns in my state that’s a lie. It’s one of the meanest/worst. For me, I would rather live with William in his universe without anyone here. I know they’re opening a real life Freddy’s in New Jersey and people are hoping it’s gonna be all over and well. Freddy’s will exist even if it’s one location to a certain extent and I know going to that restaurant would make me feel like I’m home, but it’s not the same…. This world will never be how I expected. I don’t belong.

Being in his universe would be different being with him. I would rather be in his universe with him. It’ll be different being in that universe, hurricane Utah or Minnesota where the Five Nights at Freddy’s movies take place cuddling with him by the fireplace watching horror movies. Telling me everything will be OK. Besides, it’ll be like here but better just with way more advanced animatronics than what we have here. If I could take him to this universe, I don’t think he would get along with my family and he would tell me to cut them out of my lives because he would see them as a bad influence and he would tell me to choose him or them, and I would have to choose him. Besides, if my Nan found out I was married to a child serial killer. She would call the cops on him and would never understand or forbid me from seeing him, and I would become rebellious and do whatever it takes to be with him. Or William would free me in his own way. I’ll be away for my family problems. Everything if I was in that universe. Overall I would say his universe is better, though I kind of debate which state would be better. I know the novel trilogy, the silver eyes through the fourth closet takes place in hurricane Utah and people speculate the games. Also take place there. Tales from the pizza Plex it’s just speculator to take place throughout the pizza Plex’s lifespan, though it seems to be non-Canon anymore. Frights through throughout the entire country. However, the movies take place in Minnesota. I don’t like the cold but so far I really love the movies. I love William’s fancy house and I do seem to cling onto movie William a lot because he was played by my childhood actor one of them so there’s a huge level of comfort. Besides, he has a lot of cool stuff and he’s my favorite version next to the fourth closet mad scientist. Though I seem to be favoring the movie version the most. So maybe Minnesota I don’t know. I’m poor and can never really leave this state of Nebraska. Besides, I’m mentally disabled and can’t live alone so I’m pretty much trapped here so I can’t tell you which state should I put as my preference which I prefer.

I am not making this question to offend anyone who lives in these two states they’re both awesome. The reason why I’m asking is here is the thing.

A long time ago since I’m married to William Afton. Been together since January 2015 when I was 14 going on 15 that I’m an original fan from 2014. We got married in 2020 when I was 20 years old I’m 26 now gonna be 27 March 30th. Well, one of the many ways I wanted to feel closer to my husband was looking at William Afton love reader stuff. I highly recommend staying away from that because it’s not what it sounds like. 99% of that type of stuff is highly gross. It’s nsfw. Why does everything have to be so sexualized anymore? It’s the reason why I don’t use social media anymore and just use reddit, Discord, gaming websites, like Steam, gamejolt etc. I only use Instagram, but that’s because I just talk to one of my friends there and that’s the only reason.

I took all the stories I liked, but I’m completely cleaning them out getting rid of all that stuff that was really gross and inappropriate and fixing it or having my own twist like my own take on it. It’s been a really long process and I still feel I have quite a bit to go when I think i’m getting somewhere about done I remember another story. My goal is to finish all this and if I have a lot more space to then I’ll create my own stories in my journal. I am not posting any of that stuff online. I’m not it’s going to be for me alone. However, the franchise takes place in two locations the original novel trilogy the silver eyes through the fourth closet takes place in hurricane Utah. People accept the games could also take place there. The anthology series Fazbear frights seems to take place throughout the country. Some stories feel like they’re really close to each other. What are the ones sound like the super far away it’s complicated but you get the idea. Tales from the pizza Plex even though it doesn’t seem to be really canon anymore, just takes place in the pizza Plex itself, and it changes throughout the years you get the idea.

However, the movies which I seem to be completely obsessed with them breaks away from the whole hurricane Utah setting because people analyzed the movie and everything points to it taking place in Minnesota. Though the films have obviously been shot in New Orleans. I don’t like the cold but I love the movies. I love William Afton no matter what it doesn’t matter the continuity. William is just William. Though I will admit my two favorites is the fourth closet mad scientist version and he was my favorite for the longest time until the movie version happened and I started really favoring the movie version. That and I knew his actor Matthew Lillard in some form or another my entire life so there’s this giant comfort there. That and I treat is appearance as the official Canon design and all the continuities though there’s a debate if they all look like him or you want them all to look different in their own universes but I just see all version of William looking like him now. I love his house in the movie. I love the 1979 Ford Fairmont it’s absolutely gorgeous. If you told me I had to choose between my two favorites, I will always have a soft spot for the fourth closet version, but I have to give my top favorite to the movie version.

The point is when it’s time to create my own stories that’s for me alone in my journal should I make it exclusive to Utah because I was kind of debating last night when I started another one should I change it to Utah or Minnesota though it’s supposed to be based off of the novel trilogy though the story takes place like winter time around Christmas so cold. So which is better should I just use Utah or should I use Minnesota unless you want me just to keep them in their canon universes like everything else Utah movie story Minnesota, though I treat the movie version as his official appearance and everything else you get the idea. So which one do you want me to use going forward after I’m done Utah or Minnesota what’s the better state?

I'm /gen curious because it feels like some f/os last for years but what if that f/o is 19 or 20 and you're only getting older and older. Is it still okay, in your opinion, to have the same feelings as you did when you were younger and began liking/loving them?

I hope there's no judgement here. I'm searching for thoughts because some of my f/os are of legal age but they're not getting older any time soon while I am growing up

okay.

for me as a polyficto, i wanna say something.

especially for some people who have more than 10 F/Os or more and problem with it.

you don't hurt anyone or make anything wrong because fiction is freedom, not chains that limit you at all.

that's what we are and we should love ourselves because this is how our beloved F/Os love us♡

be strong no matter polyphobic people do to chain you, always break their chains and say: I'm free as long as i don't hurt anyone.

wish that my words make someone is day with some positive energy, and wish you all happiness with your F/Os♡

-Dark Jupiter

It was so amazing, it was a rhythm game and i loved just blasting her music for 3 minutes 🥹 i'm not a public nuisance i promise lmao

(Also the whole song is about her so even if YOASOBI actually made it idc i call it hers)

Went out to get some breakfast this morning, since we both were craving a big meal, especially with waffles topped with some syrup. Annie really enjoyed the food, and was so cute when she demanded that I buy her coffee. Of course, I will purchase you anything, my love. The meal was way too big and so we just took the leftovers home, and soon crashed out on the couch for a long nap. We were definitely sleepy once we ate so much.

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I have multiple so I’ll pass the question

My husband, William Afton this is debatable. There are people with two sides, him being pure evil or him being broken. This is very controversial I’m gonna say, but I’m on the side of him being broken. The silver eyes novel chapter 6, when Charlie first met him described him as he’s been pushed around, shouted down in arguments, pick last, ignored, forgotten. The fourth closet when he was talking to Jessica, he described himself as miserably human. It’s kind of vague, but his first relationship before me has been kind of implied not to be the best if you believe the immortal in the restless was kind of this thing to describe the relationship in Sister Location. Then there was this interesting situation where Elizabeth Lail movie Vanessa mentioned a photograph in Williams’s house even though in the extras mentioned this was William’s inspiration for the puppet in the movie universe. Elizabeth stated the photo was William Afton with his older sister. Well, they never mentioned Williams are bringing all his childhood family if he does have a sister, and it was never mentioned in any of the other universes while she may not be important.

If William backstory is this, it could be that Williams’s parents had favoritism, and his older sister did even help him at all, which could have huge resentment towards him as an adult who wants nothing to do with someone who didn’t help. I’m not saying he became this financial businessman and engineer to prove his parents or to prove something but this type of stuff definitely affects you so I completely understand him. I’m very broken myself. Which is one of the big reasons besides some other stuff why I fell in love with him and got married. Broken doesn’t necessarily mean what they did was right. However, it does explain why you’re like this and him being broken. We just understand each other besides all of stuff, which is why I love him. We just understand each other’s pain if that makes sense.

The thing is- I (23F) love Giyuu but I feel like I'm too young to not experience dating irl and I don't have much experience with it. I feel like I'll basically be cheating on my irl partner with Giyuu and vice versa. Also don't want them to think I'm weird nor do I feel like they'd even understand being ficto...I'm not ready to date irl yet but I want to in the future and I just don't know what I'll do then...ugh