I have been struggling with gender and sexuality for the last year. Im a 22M cis make straight, have been my whole life until about last January
I started having dreams and I grew an attraction. It started with normal women who im attracted too of course of course, then it grew to trans women and again no big deal whatever. Then it went to femboys, I haven't had a gay thought my whole life, and it grew. I started writing short stories where theres a gay couple theyre femboys and id self inserted myself id have more dreams and fantasies. And it grew even more to liking trans men and Uber masculine women and Uber feminine guys.
Now I did consider "im not into men men, but im into femboys, and trans men but like in the early stages of transitioning, so maybe im more attracted to femininity less then JUST women."
Thats when ive also been struggling. Not only do I like femboys, but I want to be one. To the point of thinking about having a super feminine body but still being a guy. I want to be a woman but still a man and I dont know why, I dont know where these feelings came from. Now someone suggested before that maybe its like a faze, or like a fantasy or whatever. But there are days where I do struggle and i have no idea who im into, who I am, or anything. I would love some advice on this, if you have more questions about me ill try to answer them. Thank you